he was so frail and sickly the past few months but over the weekend he hit a point where he couldn't find joy in even his favourite thing (cuddles with me) anymore. his purr was quieter than a murmur. i knew he was trusting me to understand he wanted to rest. and i listened. but it hurts so much.
i've not stopped crying for the past week i'm ngl. since he passed i've been crying several times an hour. i know i did the right thing and i would do it again in a heartbeat but i feel his absence so strongly. we spent 20 years together, we met when i was 11.
started journalling because i have nowhere else to put my love for him
this was just last month. i hope you find peace and comfort again, wherever you are. i hope i made that easier for you. โค๏ธ
even when he was pissing and shitting and vomiting everywhere due to various medical conditions over the years, he always, ALWAYS found comfort with me. that he couldn't do so over this past weekend shows it wasn't about being sick. he wanted to go, and i just had to let him.
he was anxious and scared at the vets, but he never fought them, never scratched anyone or bit anyone. he was so excited by new people, it didn't even cross his mind that someone could be cruel to him. i gave him 20 years of that. ๐
shika and i first met when he was a weeks-old kitten and he was the only one of the litter hiding scared under a chair, and he spent the rest of his life so secure in his being loved that he greeted everyone face-on and was never scared of any stranger ever again
he has passed โค๏ธ
it's the last day for my beautiful boy โค๏ธ he's been fed on treats and chicken and whatever cuddles he's wanted from me
tbh do you want shadowbringers style writing for ala mhigo tho like ๐ญ stay away from my countrymen you vile orientalist fiends
most of our main characters from 1.0 to 3.0 came from ala mhigo or had their fates/families tied up in ala mhigo and most of the plotlines in those patches related to ala mhigo in some way but that STILL wasn't enough for the fanbase to give a shit. still im glad it was there tho.....
i don't think they ever would tbh.......it's the location with THE most lore and story content dedicated to it in the entire game & it's several core driving plotlines for 1.0, 2.0, 3.0, AND ofc 4.0..........but ppl still refused to pay any attention and they even stan the one-expac wonders harder ๐ญ
i genuinely feel so patriotic for ala mhigo and its not even a real place
to ye who help your brothers........shrink not from rhalgr's flame..........but those who scorn their fellow man...........shall surely share his pain...........
15. song that always makes you cry.........i don't really cry ever but this gets me close highkey..............i always stop to process it whenever it comes on shuffle.................my #people
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fR7e...
13. a song with complex production......idk what this means but i think this could probably qualify
www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-Lo...
10. perfect song for dancing - SPECIFICALLY the glee version
www.youtube.com/watch?v=90Ed...
we live in an age of astonishing abundance for gamers, where a) games are often cheaper than the 1990s in *absolute* terms, b) games are *always* cheaper than the 1990s in inflation-adjusted terms, c) games are regularly given away for free, put on a pass, or otherwise made very cheap on sale.
The thing that gets me is that this kind of thing isnโt limited to Will, itโs something that I think every big account goes through. Iโve had my sister send me replies asking โarenโt you worried one of these people is going to do something to you?โ for very low stakes opinions. Genuinely toxic.
my fucking car is throwing a tantrum AGAIN
it worked.
god forbid i want to see shiznat at my big ass age
