This was the right choice 😌
And now to Queen 👑❤️
Getting a pile of stupid messages from internet strangers and then immediately having a fuckbuddy ask if I want to go the Steamworks
A sign I needed from the universe to take a day off
Maybe see y'all there lol
I'm just glad I finally have clarity. I'm the kind of person where I simultaneously have a dozen crushes, but like... Trying to pursue dates/a relationship takes planning & energy
Now I feel like I can emotionally move on from that being a potential relationship option and try others
I woke up thinking "wow, that was a perfect Queen"
Despite ending the night sobbing in my bed because I found out my biggest crush for the past 6 months has actually been dating someone for the entire time we had been flirting
Being gay is hard lol
At least the music was fantastic?
To be perfectly clear, not to yuck the yum of anyone who enjoys gay hook up culture. To each their own!
I don't know if I'm a little demi or if it's trauma, but I need to know and trust a person to actually enjoy sex
And I honestly miss cuddling and having an activity partner even more
That doesn't mean I need to rush into a committed relationship immediately
But I want my fuckbuddies to include the "buddy" part. I have so much more fulfilling sex with people who are actually friends, who I trust, who treat me with respect and care about my pleasure
Not random gays in dark rooms
Deleted Grindr a year ago. Haven't been to Steamworks in forever. Regretted my last trips to Cell Block/Jackhammer
I think my gayby rumspringa is officially over. The chaos was fun and helped me learn what I want in life... And that's not casual sex
I'm ready to date again. I miss companionship 😕
I hate that I’m being trans anytime I want to watch porn that represents me physically I first have to hear the most fetishizing ad ever literally using the T slur. Reminding me of my place in society when I’m trying to get off.
Sorry, technically old but still a clueless babygay also wishing for a mentor 😅
Queen was man soup tonight
Radius is calling tonight's Purple Disco Machine DJ set "Transitions"??
Sorry boys, this is officially my party now. Kiss your local tboy for good luck in the new year 😘✨
How is it Dec 29 and I still don't know what I'm doing for NYE 😵💫
This year has just been too crazy to plan even fun stuff
Slash all my friends are couples doing coupley date stuff and I'm just like... I dunno do I go to Queen alone? Blah
Two Chicago Eagles, CircuitMom splitting off and forming their own competing IML... What is happening??
Just walked by a dozen dolls smoking outside a bar 🥹
Moments like these, I wish I had a way to signal that I'm trans too and not yet another bearded Andersonville cis gay
In honor of the holidays, here's the gift of a thirst trap
In an attempt to create the most magical tboy artifact in existence, I got @noahwaybabes.bsky.social to add his autograph alongside Gottmik's on my Steamworks card
I hope when I die this gets put in an LGBTQ history museum 😂💖
Tragic Kingdom is one of my favorite albums of all time. Just a Girl used to be my go to karaoke song (the call was coming from inside the house 😂)
Tragic indeed 😭
Next 2 NTHN was fantastic last night. I feel healed by being around so many trans people 🥺
The MAGA fall of Gwen Stefani kills me 😭
In an attempt to create the most magical tboy artifact in existence, I got @noahwaybabes.bsky.social to add his autograph alongside Gottmik's on my Steamworks card
I hope when I die this gets put in an LGBTQ history museum 😂💖
Oh god the metal of my harness is so coooooold 😂
This happened on a non-ftm night. But yeah, fair 🤪
I will never forget the guy who came up to me in Steamworks, pointed to my tdick, and asked "Is it a disorder?" 🤦🏻♂️
The amount of cis men who ask stupid ass trans 101 questions while they fuck me is astounding
Or treat me as their therapist as they start panicking about if enjoying a vagina means they're not actually gay
Like... Even if you're thinking these things, keep them inside your head??
Really struggling to figure out what to wear to Next to NTHN tonight
How do you dress slutty when it's 4 degrees out? 🥶
A trans music and art festival in Chicago?!? Amazing, something to look forward to next year
Launching Chicago's hottest new gay dance party in my living room tonight: Cat Weed Disco
I'm not hunting for a Horse Meat Disco ticket unless someone explicitly tells me they were looking forward to seeing me there
I've grown tired of paying $30 to be ignored by cis gay men and stand in line for a bathroom forever because people are slow at doing bumps
I can play disco music at home 🙃
Or were you talking about the fact that ZA is an unimaginative, ugly piece of crap and it's absurd that DLC is out already and that it's an outrageous $30
I haaaaate the themes in ZA
The plot is that... Mega corps, rich people, the mob, police, and vigilante karate masters need to work together? What??
The one faction who don't help you or have a humazing plot are the angry everyday people of Lumiose who have no say in their changing city
