❝ tural's brightest star. ❞

I fear I’m never getting over how they’re looking at each other. 🥲💕💕💕 they look so good next to each other 😭💕

Brooding all by yourself, handsome?
@astrumnox.etheirys.social!
#GPOSERS #MUGENRYU

top image text: "the world is a cruel and unjust place. there is no harmony in the universe. the only constant is suffering." bottom image text: "omg pink girls hi!!!"

those pink girls will save you 💖
@shimmeringardor.bsky.social

no genuinely. i get off my pc, i get in bed, i turn on my switch on the tv, and then if i feel lonely i get on discord on my phone and hang out with some friends. phone is face-down, i'm focused on whatever i'm playing (tears of the kingdom atm) and i'm just having a good time 'til i fall asleep.

if I'm honest I've been severely limiting my time online and been just doing other stuff. like i've been on my nintendo switch a lot lately while i'm sick and it's helped my mental health a LOT.

Making a sea of stars with vfx ✨

Regarding today's planned Comet's Tale Inn opening.

I’ve been listening to the instrumental OST of Carole and Tuesday but I’m so disappointed cause I wanted to use captions and lyrics and whatever from TLOAS but it’s such a terrible fucking album steeped in problematic shit that I can’t even look at it LMFAO.

What really sucks on top of this is that I really wanted to enjoy this week and have a whole thing and be excited for TS12 and then it came out and I enjoyed my first listen, did critical thinking and hated it after. So now I’m not only tired and sick, I don’t have any music to listen to.

But I am still so grateful for all the friends who do help me and who do listen to me and are genuinely filling my life with kindness. You guys mean more to me than you know.

And yeah there’s otc stuff I can take but money is A Thing right now because of the loans we had to take to move to a safe location from where we were at before.
And I’m just. I’m so tired. And I wanna cry lol.

I’ll probably delete this later I’m just overwhelmed.

Being chronically ill fucking sucks. I hate this shit. And I can’t see a doctor until I swap insurances because no one in my state takes my insurance anymore since a swap before I moved here.

It’s literally an IBS/GERD flareup and I slept like absolute shit last night cause hubby’s plantar fasciitis is flaring up too and I had to keep making sure he was keeping his foot elevated and out of pain.

Today’s the venue and I hope I’m mentally ok enough to run it.

I hate feeling so sick all the time I’m so over this

It's not a good picnic unless you've still got crumbs on your face. Right? That's what Aster would like to have you believe.

(with @ilikemen.heliosphe.re 's beautiful and radiant victoriaux!! thank you SOOOO much again for allowing me to do this! ♥)

#astershade

Like sunshine trickling through the leaves.

(with the most AMAZING BEAUTIFUL AND GORGEOUS @bloodgauge.bsky.social ♥ THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME POSE WITH MAK! 🥹💙)

#astershade

i wanted to capture something mundane but soft cause i love all the stuff i do know about victoriaux, and i had IDEAS(tm)

It's not a good picnic unless you've still got crumbs on your face. Right? That's what Aster would like to have you believe.

(with @ilikemen.heliosphe.re 's beautiful and radiant victoriaux!! thank you SOOOO much again for allowing me to do this! ♥)

#astershade

of course it did, i had mak on the screen!! ☺️↕️☺️↕️☺️↕️ but on a real note THANK YOU POOKIEEEE ♥♥♥ ; u;

Like sunshine trickling through the leaves.

(with the most AMAZING BEAUTIFUL AND GORGEOUS @bloodgauge.bsky.social ♥ THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME POSE WITH MAK! 🥹💙)

#astershade

WADDLES OVER TO YOU WITH MY HANDS OUT SOBBING. PLEADING.

but also i hope you understand that you're 1000000000% in your bag to claim your culture and heritage. we cannot help diaspora and we cannot help where and how we grew up, but our culture and heritage are parts of us that are so important to us. celebrate it even if other people say no. fuck them. ♥

My little brother was brought to this country before he had a full grasp of the spanish language, and i remember him being told off or made fun of by our ex-stepfather for not knowing his spanish alphabet. even now i struggle sometimes with speaking spanish because of the disconnect. i'm sorry.

i'd happily pose mak. IDK ABOUT NAKED but i would happily pose mak. 🥹💙

actually it's still hispanic heritage month i'll say this shit:

there's no shame in being a "no sabo kid", I'm literally fluent in Spanish and can read, but not write well, in it. iI still get called a "no sabo kid." It is not your fault for not being able to speak a language you were never taught.

girl now it's circumcision causing autism

are you fucking kidding me lmfaoooooooooo

I have him and Nai'o on my rotation because they're so cute to meeeee. Like, Einar's my favorite lil' bobot 🥹and his ROCK COLLECTION!!

EINAR ENJOYER

Most Puertorican words tbh cause we have a specific way of saying them and if you don't pronounce it right you're either a government official or a tourist.

But as an example - "tostones" is "tohh-TON-ehh," "pernil" is "pel-NIL" and "hijo de puta" is "iho-eh-PU-ta"

At some point soon once I'm caught up on other things I need to make Aster a personal set of jewelry. I want his ears to be pierced a lot and like, little rings and studs and whatnot. I wanna give him a lil' more individuality.