xixi ✧ ONLINE DIARY

mom.found the twt acc bye

i cant stop eating help

do i want to cover up my scars? NO。do i hate it when ppl point it out? YES。am i gonna do anything abt it? NO

they keep pointing out my scars

i gained. fml

locking in (restricting)

back cam photos make me look so fat i hate myself

is this anything

i lowk feel like my meds are making things harder for me

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my body feels so heavy why did i eat so much

currently watching alice in borderland s3. ts peak

whenever i feel like im a poison to humanity i just remember there's humans that are much more shitty

too bored yet too lazy to do anything

cant access my strawpage i forgor both my password and email used

ik my irls hate me i just cant prove it

now i need to cut myself more so they will feel bad

i love my keloid scars

i am trying to get better。it's just hard to actually put effort and if i did everything would start going wrong and push me back to this hell hole

im only realizing that i was manic yesterday,,,, now i feel numb

doing better now tho

had a major relapse a day ago cause apparently being inside a church also triggers me

it's been a while. I'm taking my meds again and mom threw out all my blades. i still get urges but it's not as strong. probably cause nothing is triggering me rn

got hospitalized lol I'm still alive

just had a major relapse

I'll probably make a separate strawpage for this acc,,,,

vflower pfp i see u

i feel bad for always worrying my mom, but i can't help it

i always initiate arguments for no reason somebody just kill me atp

just say you hate me straight to my face