Emi 🏳️‍🌈

Finished my last tap class for this term idk what im gonna do with myself for the next two weeks without my for sure move my body day 🥲

This is one of those days im glad I still live with my mom she convinced me to call in sick, my dumbass would have gone in and probably made myself sicker 😵‍💫

Also the fact i turned her into a kpop Stan so I can talk about all the news that happened last night with her

Nvm my body has decided we are not short shifting instead we gonna be sick, stressed and in mental confusion due to the heesung situation yay

P1HARMONY Soul
#소울

Happy that p1h finally has personal instas!! 🥳 something nice to come out of today

The thing i hate most is I cant even try to sleep away/express my emotions fully about heesung leaving im trapped at work and then have to be back again in less than 8 hours after this shift ends 🙃

The next time I get a second to breath and can cry about it (if I need to) is friday fml

Why are they getting rid of my bias!?!?! Something extreme must have happened behind the scenes for this sudden decision 🤔 😢

IM SORRY WHAT THE FUCK!?!?

And a few of various creators that were on the smp at one point doing irl/playing other games remains in there (ex. Tommy's irl stuff, Philza playing stardew, etc.)

Unfortunately I think most of the dsmp stuff got purged under i have no interest in watching it specifically ones with dream or Wilbur in the title, (wish i had the idea to keep it for a time capsule a week ago) but the ones that remains are vodsfrom ranboos or Karl's point of view and a few others

Im lowkey wondering on if I should have kept it like a timecapsule for my life at that time.
Ive been going through watching some and removing it after/removing some i feel like i have no interest in now 😅

Can't believe im saying being this but bring back the vibes from covid times. I feel like that was a decent time in fandom (at least from my experience)

Im looking through a playlist i made on yt of stuff I meant to come back to and watch and its insane/nostalgic looking at it
So many fandoms in it kpop, anime dsmp,etc. Plus stuff i feel like fandoms dont do much anymore like the unhelpful guides and vine comps 😭

It is Canada so not unusual and it was a fairly dry winter compared to usual so its coming now I guess which is good water that we need for wild fire season But still it was warming up why did it back slide 😭😭
i want my spring weather

What the fuck why is it snowing!??!!?!

Watching my kcon '23 day 3 videos is kinda funny my voice was absolutely wrecked after the previous 2 days 😂😭

Does anyone else watch back their videos taken from a concert and desperately wish they were back in that moment

Like please just take me back for moment and give me that happiness again 😭

Like look at my son precious baby 🥺🥺 bring me back to when I saw him at kcon

Havent checked in with riize in a bit due to all the BS with removing Seunghan. But damn im really missing Shotaro right now 😕 I might Crack and go snoop them again

Aw poor kids got stuck with j&b 😢 darn if I had known sooner I would have but dont think its possible now 😕

Hopefully they do come to this side! i would go see them if possible if they do

I did know all of them before, but was super casual knew only 2-3 songs execpt for tkd, noticed them at debut and kept up with comebacks when it crossed my feed but the concert really pushed me into learning them

p1h, the kingdom, onlyoneof all became my babies cause of this. 🥺 Saw they were touring in Vancouver which gave me the push to properly look into them

Universe please give me a fourth one to add to this pattern 🙏

Pspsps come here small company kpop groups pspsps Vancouver Canada wants you here
I want a new one to support/love

Seeing all these tours skipping Canada is making me upset. I crave going to a concert but no way in hell do I wanna go to the states 😭😭

Renjun!

Good to know! Ill give it another go when I have the chance. Oh my it gets emotional even? ill make sure to have tissues on stand by

there's so much bad in the world but there's also people who lift up and carry an elderly bat around every day so he can pretend he's flying again, and that's the part of the world I think is worth fighting for

Who am I kidding, had to do the set