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@jazzensemble.bsky.social

Twitch streamer, Sonic adventure 2 Speedrunner, Cyclist. Unapolagetically Queer, disabled, and proud. Twitch.tv/JazzEnsemble Youtube.com/@JazzEnsemble

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Oh, I haven't tried "remove the space"

05.08.2025 19:56 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Whatever it is, I have it.

05.08.2025 19:13 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Jam is going to overthrow the US government on live television.

05.08.2025 19:11 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Literally how, I've been trying to come up with a filter that works for a year.

05.08.2025 19:09 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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A female blue fluffy dragon is sitting on her knees on top of a picnic blanket. There is also a picnic basket sitting beside her.

A female blue fluffy dragon is sitting on her knees on top of a picnic blanket. There is also a picnic basket sitting beside her.

The summer months are lovely for picnics!

🎨 by @mauzymice.bsky.social

04.08.2025 02:34 β€” πŸ‘ 67    πŸ” 20    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0

That's adorable!

05.08.2025 18:57 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

You're talking about democrats, silly

05.08.2025 18:52 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Wanna watch me shred a plastic guitar?
twitch.tv/jazzensemble

03.08.2025 00:31 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A seal in a pink sweater that says : Marriage equality isn't achieved until disabled people can marry without losing their benefits.

A seal in a pink sweater that says : Marriage equality isn't achieved until disabled people can marry without losing their benefits.

Marriage equality isn't achieved until disabled people can marry without losing their benefits.

23.06.2025 16:32 β€” πŸ‘ 1494    πŸ” 664    πŸ’¬ 7    πŸ“Œ 12

This is not even a joke, Jam is actually cracked at Puyo puyo.

30.07.2025 21:45 β€” πŸ‘ 9    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Not to be that guy but have you tried just repasting it yet? If it’s been a couple of years it will make a big difference.

22.07.2025 09:52 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

oh my god I didn’t know.

22.07.2025 09:50 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Literally how I feel now that I’m 30.

22.07.2025 09:48 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
"Repost this if Trans people should have Samus Arm Cannons"

Trans folks with Samus Arm Cannons, and a big one on a trans flag banner.

"Repost this if Trans people should have Samus Arm Cannons" Trans folks with Samus Arm Cannons, and a big one on a trans flag banner.

04.02.2025 00:23 β€” πŸ‘ 4560    πŸ” 2429    πŸ’¬ 15    πŸ“Œ 36

This is so you

20.07.2025 20:17 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Trump: β€˜I’m Not In These Nonexistent Files Concocted To Destroy Me’

Trump: β€˜I’m Not In These Nonexistent Files Concocted To Destroy Me’

Trump: β€˜I’m Not In These Nonexistent Files Concocted To Destroy Me’

17.07.2025 20:30 β€” πŸ‘ 4249    πŸ” 674    πŸ’¬ 71    πŸ“Œ 39

I actually made it to 30. I didn’t think I’d make it this far. this run is really good so far I’m gonna see it through to the end.

20.07.2025 16:25 β€” πŸ‘ 8    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0

Did not expect this but it’s cool.

20.07.2025 16:15 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Ok ill
bite, I'm 90% sure l'm trans
to the point that if were talking to
-
a friend and they told me they were
thinking the exact same thoughts I
was I would be confident that they
were trans, but I've been trying to
get over that last 10% of doubt for a
few months now with pretty much no
results. Any advice for that? Sorry if
this is poorly worded


8:23 PM


sorry just got out of dance class


so that last 10% of doubt is a doozy
for sure


if youre looking for reasons to Not
youll always be able to find one,
no matter how irrational or how
miserable it makes you to believe


my maneuver at that point was
"waste ten years burning through
every excuse until i totally hate
myself" but i really cant recommend
that


its hard to accept but


the only thing that really qualifies
you as trans is deciding that you
want to be


so: do you want to be?

Ok ill bite, I'm 90% sure l'm trans to the point that if were talking to - a friend and they told me they were thinking the exact same thoughts I was I would be confident that they were trans, but I've been trying to get over that last 10% of doubt for a few months now with pretty much no results. Any advice for that? Sorry if this is poorly worded 8:23 PM sorry just got out of dance class so that last 10% of doubt is a doozy for sure if youre looking for reasons to Not youll always be able to find one, no matter how irrational or how miserable it makes you to believe my maneuver at that point was "waste ten years burning through every excuse until i totally hate myself" but i really cant recommend that its hard to accept but the only thing that really qualifies you as trans is deciding that you want to be so: do you want to be?

its scary as hell but think about
looking back on your life twenty
years from now


which version of you will make you
happier?


another piece of motivation i can
offer


this might seem like it requires
superhuman courage


more than you feel like youre
capable of


and you might think that youll falter
or you wont be up to the task


Definitely the version of me that
transitions, I think. l'm miserable
enough with my body as is. So I
guess I want to be trans in the sense
that I want to transition, but the
process of actually taking any steps
is terrifying


and like yes it Is a lot of work and its
very scary


BUT


you dont know your own strength
you know the version of you that
says no to yourself


you havent met the version of you
that says yes

its scary as hell but think about looking back on your life twenty years from now which version of you will make you happier? another piece of motivation i can offer this might seem like it requires superhuman courage more than you feel like youre capable of and you might think that youll falter or you wont be up to the task Definitely the version of me that transitions, I think. l'm miserable enough with my body as is. So I guess I want to be trans in the sense that I want to transition, but the process of actually taking any steps is terrifying and like yes it Is a lot of work and its very scary BUT you dont know your own strength you know the version of you that says no to yourself you havent met the version of you that says yes

you are so much more powerful than
you can understand from inside the
closet


i had no idea. i thought i would be
totally boring and anonymous after i
came out because that was the me
knew


like, at least id
be boring and
e


anonymous woman


but nah. your personality and
identity are restrained right now, and
you dont have a reference point to
really understand that yet


you will surprise yourself, i promise


also: nothings permanent. you
can do it in bits and pieces, you
can change your mind, you can
experiment, have fun with it


just..... be as honest with yourself
as you possibly can. nothings more
important than that


you deserve an authentic you, your
friends and loved ones deserve an


authentic you, the world deserves an
authentic you


9:08 PM


Thank you, that actually helped a
lot. I've been stuck a cycle of
overthinking things, and hearing
someone else think that I'm not
crazy for wanting this is very
appreciated, even if it still feels weird
to "want", in a sense


its hard to accept that we're allowed
to be nappy. the central lie of the
closet is that its selfish to find
1
ourselves

you are so much more powerful than you can understand from inside the closet i had no idea. i thought i would be totally boring and anonymous after i came out because that was the me knew like, at least id be boring and e anonymous woman but nah. your personality and identity are restrained right now, and you dont have a reference point to really understand that yet you will surprise yourself, i promise also: nothings permanent. you can do it in bits and pieces, you can change your mind, you can experiment, have fun with it just..... be as honest with yourself as you possibly can. nothings more important than that you deserve an authentic you, your friends and loved ones deserve an authentic you, the world deserves an authentic you 9:08 PM Thank you, that actually helped a lot. I've been stuck a cycle of overthinking things, and hearing someone else think that I'm not crazy for wanting this is very appreciated, even if it still feels weird to "want", in a sense its hard to accept that we're allowed to be nappy. the central lie of the closet is that its selfish to find 1 ourselves

affirmations for the girls in the closet who are looking for a way to believe in themselves. i love you

18.07.2025 01:25 β€” πŸ‘ 1545    πŸ” 383    πŸ’¬ 27    πŸ“Œ 34

I’m so sorry. Fuck your lawmakers with a rusty rake.

20.07.2025 16:06 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Twitch Twitch is the world

I'm celebrating turning 30 at twitch.tv/jazzensemble Please request a song or say happy birthday or something lol.

20.07.2025 11:10 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

this is the most flubber thing I’ve ever read.

19.07.2025 00:01 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i think it's cool when girls fall in love

18.07.2025 03:07 β€” πŸ‘ 60    πŸ” 15    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

I live in a small city. section 8 housing voucher. it’s not expensive here. There are still very many queer people here.

My city has a large disabled and retired population and there are a lot of disabled, non binary folk. Myself included.

18.07.2025 12:58 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

also I make 11k annually, so I really don’t think it’s my wealth allowing me to see more queer people. if anything we tend to be more poor.

18.07.2025 00:11 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I think most non binary people I have ever met have been β€œcis passing”. You might have met several and just not known because it never came up in conversation. NB people are not always performing androgyny or gender non conformity as I’m sure you know.

18.07.2025 00:09 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Metropolitan is any city large enough to justify having metro transit lines. They usually are famous and expensive, yes.

17.07.2025 23:55 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Any metropolitan city ever.

17.07.2025 07:04 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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travel home, no plane% done at 22:47 I will now water my plants and shower.

15.07.2025 02:47 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

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