thank you to the sweet angel that sent $40 💚💚💚
any support is beyond appreciated 💚
Just reaching out with kind words means a lot right now. I’m terrified to go through this alone, so having people listening and offering support means so much 💚
I have to get out of this fucking place, I cannot stand to be here any longer. I don’t feel safe in my own home. My landlords are abusive and neglectful, our claims for repairs are being ignored, and we almost just had an electrical fire and the smoke alarm didn’t go off. I have to get out of here.
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seeing MARINA live tonight!!!!
first time ever making guac or tacos!!! low effort vegetarian tacos made w tofu (bc it’s cheaper than plant based mince) and dairy free sour cream!!! (added too much sour cream i will admit don’t come at me) also technically not vegan bc i used lactose free cheese but can be made vegan easily :))
not to mention the other weird and smaller inconveniences and accidents in between this all ??? send help???
and at the same time this was happening, two cop cars sped by and pulled up to one of our other neighbours that live just on the corner of our street??? their dogs were going nuts and they were all outside and then the cops turned up ???
my ac is having issues, i had a run in with my landlord, i accidentally smashed something today and cut my foot open on the glass, and now my downstairs neighbours smoke alarm has been going off forever now but they’re out of the country rn so guess who i had to text!!! my fucking landlords!!!
is anyone else experiencing weird ass energy and bad luck tonight and over the last few days??? feel like i’m losing my mind
i feel like a character in a final destination movie or something rn??? like leading up to my death i have a string of increasingly bad luck??? is this bc i washed my hair and swept my apartment on lunar new year???
NOW I CAN’T EAT THE EXY YUMMY SALTY VEGAN CHICKEN I BOUGHT 😭 it’s just gonna sit in the freezer for a while… mocking me…. but good news, i’m gonna try a low GI, low sodium, high fibre diet and see how i feel before attempting the 4mg of candesartan and risking extreme dizziness and/or a collapse
turns out I’m likely consuming AT LEAST 12,000mg of sodium a day, if not MORE
mind you, did not find this info out from my doctor ofc!!!! my best friend listened to my symptoms and asked me about my diet after my doctor put me on a heavy medication and told me to lose weight instead of figuring WHY it’s happening (genetics, sedentary lifestyle, high sodium intake) !!!!
now i need to do a whole new grocery shop focusing on low gi, low sodium, high fibre
soooo i have stage 2 hypertension…. seemingly bc of my insanely high daily sodium intake (which i thought was necessary bc i have POTS so “the more salt the better” except in my case apparently!!!!) but holy fuck i am not functioning rn and my quality of life is FUCKED
Everything else seems to be a hit though! The white tea was veryyyy mild in flavour so not worth but glad I tried it. Yay for yummy food!!!
should’ve known that having the price of everything on display except for the vegan crispy chicken was a red flag bc it was almost $20 for the bag 🥲🥲🥲 they’re so fuckin good though and i have been craving them so much…
my relationship w food is deteriorating again (appetite issues/poverty) so i pushed myself to walk a long while to/from a new asian grocery store!!! beyond broke after this haul but the synear dumplings are happiness on a plate n v reminiscent of ones i had when i was 13 and have craved ever since!!
sounds like a fun n cozy time!!!
To whoever messaged me: I cannot access messages on here bc I refuse to give social media my ID. Pls contact me on discord 💚
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despite the serious hair loss, chronic fatigue, and returned excruciating migraines on a daily basis, my cervical screen came back as low risk, i start on birth control next week, and my iron levels seem to be improving.
did anyone else cry watching the super bowl half time show
was prescribed a low dose of candesartan cilexetil for my migraines/POTS/high blood pressure/etc but have since learned that it may be unsafe for people w hEDS, does anyone have any experience or info on this?
two job interview offers in two days for some jobs i bullshit applied for to meet my job search requirements
party rock? i sure hope it does
