✧ 𝓓𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍

"Solace isn’t peace. It’s what comes after everything else stops moving."

A Saiyan OC Arisen From The Oasis

Been too long

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“Maybe someday you’ll understand, but nothing will change for me if you don’t.

Either way, I have a honmoon to protect. You can either get on board, or get out of my way.”

And with that, the former Saja Boy leader walks off, much more angry than he was before the conversation.

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“You wanna do nothing? Fine, that’s your business.

But your inaction isn’t going to stop me from doing something.

I’d say you only care about yourself, but that’s all you’ve ever had, and that’s the path you chose.”

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“I won’t let it happen again.

You and Gwi-ma can remind me of what I did over and over again all you want, I’m done being a shell of the mistakes I made.

No one’s coming to save anyone, KAIROS. Only we get to choose what we can do about that.”

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“That same greed is eating you up, because all /you’re/ trying to do is drown yourself in fame as a solo performer to mask the guilt of watching us die and doing /nothing/.

I already had someone turning up the voices of my past to use my guilt to steer me off the path I’m on now.”

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-irrelevant to me, and I’m not gonna sit here and continue to justify my reasoning for it while you do /nothing/.

You forget that before I was ever a demon, I was a human, and my greed and selfishness caused me to become a demon.”

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“Maybe I’m the monster.

Maybe I’m in the wrong.

Maybe I’m the problem that’s been hiding all along.

But you know what I’m not? Complicit.

Every day people die, and every day it’s because of demons.

Whether I’m the bad guy or not for choosing to do something about that in your eyes is-

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“You’re right, I can’t undo it. But I can face it head on, while you continue to run from it.

You may be KAIROS now, but you’re still just a 𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐲.”

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“But don’t you DARE sit there and try to preach to me about guilt just because you chose to run away and not do anything about it!

You ran away back then when our friends died, and you continue to run now!

At least I’m choosing to face what I did! You’re still running from it!”

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“You honestly believe that I thought that this would absolve me of anything I’ve done? Of course it doesn’t! But I’m not gonna sit around and let what I did to other people continue happening!

What YOU did to other people! What WE did to other people!”

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“I’m not asking you to be a hunter too. I couldn’t.

I’m just asking you to understand.

We weren’t good people back then. As much as I hate to say it, all of us got what we deserved and we need to accept that.”

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“But I have my own reasons for being a demon hunter.

I understand it’s not a choice you like, but I already tore a lot of families apart, even my own.

And whether you wanna admit it or not, most of us were in favor of destroying the honmoon back then.”

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“Killed? You know they just got sent back to Gwi-ma!

And there’s a lot about them that you don’t understand, at least one of them. It goes a lot deeper than that.

I can’t say much about… fuck, what were their names again? I dunno, but Rumi’s different.”

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“I… don’t want to go back to trying to do what we were doing before as far as trying to destroy the honmoon is concerned.

I can only hope you feel the same way.”

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“Honestly, I don‘t know how I’m here. All I remember was giving Rumi my soul, and then suddenly I’m just… back.

I… kinda became one of them. Not a member of the HUNTR/X, obvious, but a demon hunter.

I found out that I can affect the honmoon positively in the same way they can.”

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“Yeah… I guess… even if some of things are your biggest regrets…”

He looked off to the side for a bit before he steeled himself, looking back at KAIROS as he didn’t want to let his guard down.

“But yeah, I see what you mean. Feels like forever since we’ve even been in the same room.”

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His expression then became a lot more serious.

“But I can’t help but wonder what your intentions may be.

Especially considering what we used to be. What we used to do. What we were trying to do.

You get the concern, right?”

Aaaaaand in typical Jinu fashion, he was just kinda waiting for him there, his initial approach was with a bit of a smirk.

“Good performance. I’m a little surprised you still wanted to perform.

But I can also understand it. Good know you can still rap though.”

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[Staring at the fellow former Saja Boy in the distance, he stares in disbelief for quite a bit.

But he would then give a look towards KAIROS that basically says “we need to talk”, almost as if to tell his former comrade to meet him after the show before he vanishes.

⦑ Spawns in. She’s back. ⦒

Wait… is that…?

No, but I thought-… didn’t he-…

[The stage is drowned in smoke. A halo flickers and cracks above a single mic stand.]

[Kairos steps through the haze, eyes burning violet.]

🎶Born in the static, the stage light screams…🎶

🎶Ash on my tongue, still chasing dreams.🎶

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An Indie Portrayal Of Baby Saja

When I get my hands on you—

YOU!

MY WAIST IS PERFECT THE WAY IT IS!

STOP THAT

MY WAIST IS NOT A WHORE

“I’m not just gonna go around showing off my waist!”

“I—

What does that even mean?”