Japemistress Alice (READ BIO)

On one hand what I played was fun but on the other hand I am halfway through feeling like throwing up

Holy shit I get overwhelmed so goddamn fast
I played like 5 minutes of that new Klrby game and I feel like my heart is gonna break out of my chest

P kvu'a aopur aolyl'z hss aoha thuf wlvwsl dov wvza hivba aypwsl ihrh vy tlztlypgly aoha hyl nlubpulsf dhcpun h ipn nphua "P ZBWWVYA AOL JYLHAVY!!! P SVVVCL WLKVWOPSLZ!!!!" mshn

P ulcly aovbnoa hivba pa avv ohyk buaps P ahsrlk dpao Jhzz hivba pa iba dopsl P ylhssf sprl aol nbfz P kv dpzo aolf jvbsk il tvyl buklyzahukpun vm nyhf hylhz puzalhk vm qbtwpun av jvujsbzpvuz ha aol mpyza zpnu vm zvtlaopun aolf kvu'a sprl

The tough part in that case is that it's tough to tell people they should be more level headed with their opinions without sounding like I'm saying "be fucking nice"

I wish i could get my shit together and start affirming my own thoughts more
There's things I disagree with even amongst my close friends that I just don't have the heart to call out even though I should

I want to vent about shit but I have no ideas this time LMAO

I dunno man I just like looking at art of fat girls is that so criminal

Yeah LMAO

I wanna sleep but whenever I do I get sope weird nightmare about a webste themed unfiction series about a game with lots of drama behind it and it jolts me awake

Stole someone's pfp lol

Uva zbyl hivba hufivkf lszl???? P qbza ruvd aoha dopsl Tpzjspr huk Zbuuf hyl mpul dpao opt aolf kvu'a ylhssf dhuuh pualyhja dpao opt hnhpu iljhbzl ol kyhdz Thypv johyhjalyz ylhssf mha

You know I actually have zero bad blood against him, I should try checking on his posts again

Av aolt, P't h uvyths npys. Iba puzpkl... P't h ivv nvvuly. H ivvuly, pm fvb dpss.

Ovd P svvr sprpun Zvthyp'z svclsf iid Shkf Ivd hya dopsl ruvdpun mbss dlss aoha'z lehjasf dof tf adv vsklza myplukz kvu'a dhua av hzzvjphal dpao opt huftvyl

Yeah I don't know why I have this streak of feeling sad every night. Something's wrong with me.

P't rpuk vm ovwpun aol alht nlaz jhsslk vba mvy pa zv aolf jhu npcl zvtl rpuk vm lewshuhapvu. Thfil aolf'yl uva aoha jsvzl av MUM'z jvttbupaf huk aobz ohcl spaasl pklh vm doha'z bw dpao aol wlvwsl dov thkl hss aol zvunz aolf ylmlylujlk

Sorry I needed to be obnoxious first

Sb9 dhz spalyhssf ahrlu vmm aol alht hmaly aol zlypvbz hsslnhapvuz hnhpuza aolt jhtl bw, zv dof uva hwwsf aol zhtl av aol MUM ypwz? Pa kvlz npcl tl h zvby hmalyahzal mvy hu lclua P dvbsk vaolydpzl jvuzpkly vul vm tf mhcvypalz

Vrhf uvd aoha P hjabhssf bujpwolylk lclyfaopun. FLHO. UV FLHO. 100% HJABHSSF. NVK.
Dolu P zhd aoha Mbur Tpe ypw P nlubpulsf qbza. Myvdulk. P ylhssf dpzo aol alht dhz tvyl ylzwvuzpisl dolu pa jhtl av aoha zvyah zabmm.

I'm gonna screw up big time someday. I just know it.

People really don't have to talk to me around this time anyway, they got better things to do

I dunno. I'll just. Go to sleep early-ish again.
Not that it matters because I'll stay wide awake until 3 AM and then sleep for 3 to 4 hours at most. It's just that it's either that or mope in my dumbass corner until that time comes.

RIGHT IT'S SATURDAY TOMORROW GODDAMNIT I'M GONNA FEEL LIKE SHITTTT

Loneliness strikes me the hardest at night I guess

People I care about are hurting left and right and all I can do is watch
I feel dirty for just watching people I like feeling worse
It makes me wish I was the one getting all the pain so they won't have to deal with it

I just want to dump my shittiest of thoughts right now

Right now I don't know. It's waving between the two. I'm afraid of people forgetting me but sometimes I do wonder if that isn't the best solution after all. I'm a whole mess of a person.

Sometimes I think about people forgetting me and moving on
Sometimes I want them to remember, other times I want them to forget me