I KNOWWW. this is why I can't touch skeb 😭😭 it's so bad out here
every time i peek on skeb out of curiosity to look at a really well-known artist and scroll through their samples i'm hit with the whitewashing beam WHFKGKFMG. oh my god. i feel very sorry for some of these people because getting your oc slimmed down or whitewashed is The Worst
yes.... the pink in the night gays... 🤝
kicking rocks. ok enough oc despair. back to studying...
im so distraught !!!
hilariously enough this was exactly what happened to honda and he joined out of fear. he's spectacular in some aspects and absolutely horrible in others. one of my favorite honda bits <3
eunhae would have never turned her back on her. maybe then, she'd still be alive.
i need to find a channel that summarizes and analyzes horror games like RE and showing images but censoring the gore. i'm curious but im also SO anxious
lays crumpled on the ground
the generational trauma.... YAY BUT ALSO AUGH
i think being able to throw motifs around as decorative elements is one thing... but being able to actually make an art that makes your heart squeeze or that makes you feel a little sick is another thing. i must. learn.
i feel crazy and i need to find an artist who is really good at intertwining metaphorical artistic motifs about the trauma of womanhood and motherhood with masculinity and gender and intimacy and the lack thereof or i need to Learn How To Do It Myself. i feel so ill about her always.
he arrived afterwards and played the # proper husband role but like i need him GONEEEEEEEEE FAWK YOUUUUU.
i don't even think liangfu was there with her because he was likely preoccupied with work. fuckk youuu fuck you fuck youuuuuu. i hate him.
since she was born in november... that one was the most difficult one out of all of the three as well aghh. the thought that ingrid was there and knew every single pain and torment eunhae suffered through the birth agonizing about whether or not iris would survive... i'm not ok actually
just ran through the timeline of events in my mind and i realized ingrid probably may very well have been there to witness the birth of all of the mcs (not in person, but moreso as a bird or a butterfly on the windowsill of the hospital room). which means that iris's birth was probably last +
EHSJEJD the cycle continues
neeva fits this criteria because they switch but also neeva is Too into ingrid's freak (i do love that for them though. my old women) and i need someone who is Less into ingrid's freak. ingrid is weird and i need her to weird someone out
she's casually drinking tea while i scribble out a signage that she's looking for a plaything to do weird and unusual things to
actually for once i am in a huge ingrid topping mood because she will erotically undo the fabric of your reality but i am also allergic to her topping eunhae because eunhae is stone. my life is an obstacle course.
i keep pairing all of my lovecraftian/elderitch/cosmic horror ocs with stone tops (it's happened only twice but still)
AHH i will follow you once I get on my laptop... i tap into artfight like every six years or so it's very funny.... but i lost access to my older account so last year was the year I was on AF properly... AND I GET IT. I need to update everything as well...
raises hand. you need to join artfight this year. i would love to draw them uhuhu.
TOXIC EVIL ELDERITCH CULT YURI YESSSSSSS YESSSS. IM CHEERING SO LOUD I LOVE THIS STUFF BAD. also the tentacles. batting my eyelashes as well. very into that, cannot wait to see if they get a design
insane paralleling. insane.
FINISHED MY LAB HOMEWORK. ok i can dedicate the rest of the weekend to studying metabolism now
EAEEEEE you're right. i can stomach podcasts a lot better than visual things...
YES!!!!
