just tired

fun fact: I get nostalgic emotional when I hear any live version of a song that I personally saw in concert. why is tension by Kylie getting to me

the unprofessional antics I ran into today. goodness.

the winter storm in satx was a bit overblown. didn't stop me from calling out bc I hate dealing with ice on the car, on the road, and in our communities!

made fideo loco with ground turkey. I may have blasphemed but at least it's yummy on this chilly day

I played 6 placement matches last season, and 1 this season - lost all of them. I really feel like I should just stop playing marvel at this point

I do not want to hear a peep from those folks who voted to get a small rebate back from CPS instead of allowing the city to invest in inclement weather infrastructure when shit goes down on Sunday. hope that 5$ was worth it.

had dinner at Haiku 19 or something - doesn't matter. but omg my experience with sushi fundamentally changed once I had bluefin tuna sashimi. shit was so damn good I am gonna find it hard to enjoy any sushi the same.

new neighbor called me over asking if it was alright if he did some yard work. he's retired so he might just be bored (his house had artificial turf installed). they are so sweet.

hair and a big sweater in traffic

I mixed a bunch of fresh veggies together with a squeeze of lime and was so pleased with what I came up with- I just made pico de gallo. 😶haha

I'm a recluse and only spoken to my new neighbor once. but he and his family have been taking out my garbage can for me lately. 🥺it's the small acts of kindness folks

ugh. not my mom telling me I'm an old single man in the most disappointed way possible. As long as I have a good social circle, I'm good.

love when my skin randomly decides it's no longer accepting skin care I've been using for a while. I look like I got sunburned on my cheeks. on NYE no less.

the only other gay coworker hits me up on teams to ask if I watched Heated rivalry (I still haven't) and the walking around the horny talk bc we are professionals was a fun little exercise, haha.

not sure if I felt this way in season 1, but fallout is kinda boring. which is a shame bc I love the games

man my vibe checks have been spot on recently.

got my polvorones and turron delivered - it's officially the holidays

I woke up at 6 am on my day off. wtf

and while I'm complaining - don't bring your big ass trucks downtown. there's no space for it. damn.

were starting to see some of these trendy Bodega pop up around downtown town but how can you call yourself one if you don't even have the basics of milk, eggs, or bread. gtfoh

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our mayor almost said shit on live radio. haha.

y'all need to play more tanks. I always end up having to switch to one 😔

goodness they really want people to make porn out of their creations, huh

oi, I need a local tattoo artist. thanks for the replies but I do not need the art.

I want a slutty thigh tattoo of the sword art from Final Fantasy Tactics. i need to find an artist but the effort 😔

Thanksgiving was good. ☺️

2nd ex-bf was better overall, supportive and did his best. however I always ended up having to speak for him or try to bring him out of his crippling social anxiety; even around folks he had known for years. it was exhausting and he wouldn't go to therapy for it.

ex-bf would always stress me out as he sought perfection. I was never good enough. Or he would have his family over and put me in a hotel bc well that's a lot to unpack.

it's CRAZY how very different this Thanksgiving feels. for the past... fuck- 11 years? it's been a super anxious time of year. I tried so hard to be what I thought others wanted me to be and it was stressful.