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on the plus side, their invite didn't come from me so i dont feel responsible for their presence lmao

made a discord to talk about dbsk/yunjae stuff & unfortunately two of the people in it are extremely annoying 💀

he's very bratty and already we're getting signs of the version of him we'll read about in the main story but yunho is such a psychopath that in comparison jaejoong just seems like a mischievous kitten

am on chapter 8 of #가시연 & can't help but find jaejoong during this time period incredibly endearing lol

who needs antis when you have ppl like that """"supporting"""" you

i took a few minutes a while back to block a handful of jaejoong stans on twitter and tbqh my quality of life skyrocketed almost immediately

she's just like me fr

the library being hurt by this is Bumfuck Public Library in a town of 15,000 who can't afford $20 for a new picture book, not NYPL who's indoctrinating our kids with drag queens and sensory storytimes.

also most of the money from IMLS goes to museums so what are we even doing here

I wasn't even a Mr Rogers kid, I think I've seen maybe 2 episodes in my entire life

I just watched a short video about Mr. Rogers & almost immediately started crying lmao

procrastinating chapter 4 so badly that i started doing my taxes instead #가시연

last time i took acting classes because of bill hader, this time i think i just need a creative outlet of some kind that isn't going to make my carpal tunnel worse

turned 35 a week ago & can feel my existential crisis from when i turned 30 coming back.....what if i get into acting

at least with the videos all i have to do is upload and tag & worry about eng sub later #tjxq

the music side is giving me an aneurysm because i keep waffling on the best way to list tracklists + different album versions so i'm just doing and then redoing the same work over and over #tjxq

the video uploading process has begun #tjxq

fucking hate that logo tho

I am unstoppable

crying my work kpop friend bought me bonjour paris as a birthday gift 😭

i've only got a couple of sentences left but good lord #가시연

realizing that chapter 3 of #가시연 i 1000 words longer than ch 1 or 2 were and that's probably why i've been stuck on it for what feels like 3 years

YouTube video by onejd DJ DOC - Run To You

if kpop started sounding like this again maybe there would be good music again www.youtube.com/watch?v=cENP...

what if i legit resurrect lightlee but in podcast form 🤔 now that i'm re-engaging with the content with a few years of distance i have Thoughts

how many terabytes is it going to be when i start doing video content.... #tjxq

i've only uploaded the first 4 group albums and i'm already at 1GB of storage used. lol. lmao even. #tjxq

woah, has bsky always looked this much like twitter or am i tweaking

gashiyeon's jung yunho walked so edward cullen could run #가시연

honestly debating setting up a donate button or throwing up some ads to help offset the cost bc i'm already scared #tjxq

i dont think i've spent more money (yet) but i did set up cloud storage because i know when i start doing video stuff it's all gonna get unmanageable pretty quickly #tjxq

update to this, not only have i NOT lost my hyperfixation but it has actually gotten stronger and is close to overtaking my other hyperfixation of translating gashiyeon #tjxq #가시연