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Not everything is linear, and going "but you already know that" doesn't work when what you "know" is so unstable and can be rewritten or forgotten if your system finds it convenient to do so

The fun thing about DID is you think you've processed everything and then you come across a message you don't remember sending or reading from days ago and you go

"ah
shit
I need to go back and process this again now"

It's so unnerving to see your past self like that, I don't blame you

CPTSD (and let's be honest, probably some other things) be wild

And until I go back to it, I have absolutely no awareness of how bad I got. I don't clock that that's an extreme way of handling a situation, or that I'm so affected by how badly my brain is doing. I know I'm not doing *well* don't get me wrong, but there's definitely a huge disconnect there

And it also feels...not opposite of how I usually act, but usually I would consider myself capable and logical and rational and when days like that hit, all that is gone. I actually just go insane. I can't express myself except through poetry and disconnected sentences or images. It's just...wild

Looking back over my Discord server on my bad days when I'm actually doing okay is wild because I can see how badly my brain just breaks apart. Everything from intrusive thoughts, potentially new alters surfacing, catastrophising, emotions just going haywire. It's so weird to look back on it

various images of crows with text that reads: “this is a crow appreciation post. crows are beautiful, intelligent, sassy, amazing. look at them!! a group of crows is a "murder" how badass does that sound? very. i just love crows.”

Smart! A Raven doing Raven things.

Three images on top of each other. Image 1: A photo of Adolf Hitler with writing that says, Second World War: 1939-45: 69 journalists killed. Image 2: A photo of US soldiers walking across a field with writing that says, Vietnam War: 1955-75: 63 journalists killed. Image 3: A photo of Gaza with writing that says, Gaza: October 2023-present 242 journalists killed* *United Nations figures

The targeted killing of Anas al-Sharif and five other journalists on Sunday means at least 242 Palestinian journalists have been killed by Israeli forces since the beginning of October 2023.

No conflict in modern history has seen a higher number of journalists killed.

Work is going "so I put it into ChatGPT and it did this really well" and then looking at me expectantly. I know what you're doing. I see you. And no. I will not be using the morally onerous plagiarism machine that gives people psychosis and destroys the planet. Good day

Living under fascism is so tiring.

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Your sleep was slept on

Resisted the urge to suppress my switches and let someone front please clap

Amory - I added myself to our system list!

bsky.app/profile/did:...

I think....maybe I should make my own account actually, the amount of news I'm getting when I've not really caught up to modern day life is overwhelming - Amory

Amory - Hiiii I hope it's okay that I borrow this account, I would make my own but I think we've run out of emails!! Maybe I should make a new email address too idk

To systems who have malicious/harmful parts - how do you avoid compulsively keeping a hold of the front? I know I shouldn't do it, but being made aware that there are headmates who aren't on the same page as me is fucking up my ability to trust my system

twice today, when pressured, Stripe operators have said, plainly, that i cannot use stripe for the purchase of LGBTQ content. not just adult content, but explicitly LGBTQ.

Guy who thinks Shibari is a breed of dog

"lgbtqia stuff is nsfw" mfs when i hit them with a pride flag colored cinderblock

Make the right decision
Take the high road
You get better aim that way

TRANS WOMEN BELONG HERE! ❤️

I urge ALL cis female allies to photo themselves in female spaces holding a sign that reads

"TRANS WOMEN BELONG HERE!❤️"

All you need is paper and pen.

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“i never asked to be Bourne.”
- Matt Damon having an Identity crisis 😩

All these people running around treating it like an Oracle of Delphi and its soulless text generating algorithm spits out "you're following a false god" and the cognitive dissonance splinters outwards like shattering glass causing chaos

Mmmm delicious, give me more of that please

I hate Grok. I hate that it exists, I hate everything it stands for, I wish it to be obliterated entirely, but on occasion it is unfortunately hilarious

There’s no such thing as starving people to death for self defence.

That’s a war crime.

Panel 1: "SCP: Shen from Shen Comix. Object Class: Euclid". There is a picture of Shen smiling innocently at the camera. He is a short figure in a yellow sweatshirt, with paper white skin and messy brown hair featuring 2 "ahoges" in the middle back, with one smaller than the other. Panel 2: "Special Containment Procedures: He can be contained like a normal guy but just like, don't get him started on early 2000s RPG Maker games, he will talk your ear off." Panel 3: "Surveillance Log 01. 08/10, 1:12PM, 2025. Dr. [Redacted]. Shen has been beckoning me over to his cell ... He seems to want to tell me something. I think I'll walk over." Panel 4: "Surveillance Log 02. 08/10, 1:47PM, 2025. Dr. [Redacted]. I did not need to know all that."

One cool way to solve homelessness that isn’t an authoritarian take over of a city is to give everyone homes