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@proxificent.bsky.social

Sarah Plowse@Mateus, Jerrica Alice@Reality existing in superposition as an intelligent, thoughtful girl who is nevertheless a total bimbo FF14, gender, shitposting She/her πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ Probably older than you (born in '82)

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I know its like a porn thing but calling girls on estrogen β€œfemboys” is doing irreparable harm to our perception

11.10.2025 05:35 β€” πŸ‘ 42    πŸ” 4    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

If you haven't read it he did a really cool story about space probes and football called 17776, it's actually incredible

11.10.2025 07:54 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Absolutely. That was Sarah's first impetus to learning magic - "my body sucks, I'm going to learn alchemy and fix it"

11.10.2025 05:36 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
An image of a brown man standing on a balcony looking towards the horizon with text above him stating "I bring a sort of 'what if all characters were women's vibe to almost all media that most people really don't like" end text

An image of a brown man standing on a balcony looking towards the horizon with text above him stating "I bring a sort of 'what if all characters were women's vibe to almost all media that most people really don't like" end text

18.11.2024 19:41 β€” πŸ‘ 99    πŸ” 55    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1
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its amazing how red he can get

09.10.2025 06:08 β€” πŸ‘ 560    πŸ” 161    πŸ’¬ 11    πŸ“Œ 6

I can't lie, "better living through alchemy" is like 40% of my OC's lore

09.10.2025 07:51 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Oh, sorry, I was agreeing with you, and just elaborating on the point, that's all.

09.10.2025 06:00 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Also very true. But the connecting throughline is that at some point you have to have been engaged enough to learn something.

09.10.2025 04:47 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

The real key to being a successful procrastinator is paying enough attention in your lectures to be able to dump actually relevant bullshit into your hurried papers.

09.10.2025 04:36 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I did eight pages on the themes and rhetorical devices present in effective satire by comparing and contrasting Jonathan Swift's "A Modest Proposal" to the Colbert Report (it was 2007, it was topical) in the hour-long lecture prior to the paper being due. Got an 85% on it, too.

09.10.2025 04:34 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Just as a side note it is *such* a colossal pain in the ass to try and gpose in a deep dungeon, lol

08.10.2025 13:35 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A screenshot of Final Fantasy 14 depicting Sarah, with rapier drawn but pointed to the ground, slowly walking towards a fantastical bit of architecture in Il Mheg

A screenshot of Final Fantasy 14 depicting Sarah, with rapier drawn but pointed to the ground, slowly walking towards a fantastical bit of architecture in Il Mheg

A lonely explorer at the start of her journey through the Pilgrim's Traverse.

08.10.2025 13:34 β€” πŸ‘ 8    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

as a fan of noncon, dubcon and under/non-negotiated cnc this is honestly one of the most straightforward explanations of this i've ever read?

22.09.2025 21:58 β€” πŸ‘ 5049    πŸ” 2014    πŸ’¬ 25    πŸ“Œ 57
A screenshot of Final Fantasy 14 depicting Sarah Plowse standing atop the fallen corpse of Guardian Arkveld, pointing her sword down at its head.

A screenshot of Final Fantasy 14 depicting Sarah Plowse standing atop the fallen corpse of Guardian Arkveld, pointing her sword down at its head.

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07.10.2025 15:35 β€” πŸ‘ 7    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

1) use that damn PTO

2) 2 places you never want to go is out of your way and back and forth

05.10.2025 01:38 β€” πŸ‘ 61    πŸ” 13    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Not particularly knowing anything about spiders or snakes myself, were I to hear the words "black widow" or "rattlesnake" I would assume those are two species I would not want to be anywhere close to.

04.10.2025 09:21 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Asking for uppies

03.10.2025 22:30 β€” πŸ‘ 656    πŸ” 301    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 3

kink is when "what if you could tell a person had a dick"

03.10.2025 06:30 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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As the old saying goes...
#evermarch #yuri

02.10.2025 23:43 β€” πŸ‘ 504    πŸ” 169    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 3

Yeah, for sure. The Enterprise took her best shot and got absolutely nowhere with it.

03.10.2025 06:10 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

The wait to see the second half of that cliffhanger was *brutal* at the time

03.10.2025 06:06 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I aim to please πŸ₯°

03.10.2025 06:05 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I could use some good wall gnawing tonight, adding this one to the stack!

03.10.2025 04:29 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

so this is a medusa-type situation, right? if you dare look, you'll get hard as stone?

03.10.2025 04:21 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

If you had been born two thousand years ago I fully believe wars would have been fought for your hand

02.10.2025 12:42 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

god, it really is

it's funny the not-so-subtle clues we leave for ourselves in the past, isn't it?

02.10.2025 06:30 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

one thing that's really cute is when fandom-culture internet users who are used to queerness being subtextual at best meet works with deliberate, textual queerness that just isn't explicitly named, and end up saying "I heacanon that Girlkisser Emily is a lesbian"

30.09.2025 18:56 β€” πŸ‘ 243    πŸ” 34    πŸ’¬ 6    πŸ“Œ 4
Pixel art scene inside a cozy tavern with wooden walls, a stone fireplace, and shelves of bottles. A rainbow pride flag and a transgender pride flag hang on the wall. A woman in a red dress and white apron holds out a bowl of chips to a person with long blue hair and armor sitting at the bar. A text box above them says: β€œDo you want to try our estrogen laced Pringle?” with selectable options β€œYES” and β€œNO.”

Pixel art scene inside a cozy tavern with wooden walls, a stone fireplace, and shelves of bottles. A rainbow pride flag and a transgender pride flag hang on the wall. A woman in a red dress and white apron holds out a bowl of chips to a person with long blue hair and armor sitting at the bar. A text box above them says: β€œDo you want to try our estrogen laced Pringle?” with selectable options β€œYES” and β€œNO.”

27.09.2025 20:03 β€” πŸ‘ 2757    πŸ” 557    πŸ’¬ 40    πŸ“Œ 20

I always did feel bad for Ail and Ann

28.09.2025 05:08 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

That dress looks gorgeous on you and you look gorgeous in it, it's definitely a winner πŸ₯°

28.09.2025 05:08 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

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