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こんにちは!👋🏾🦋 Otto here! Black. Queer. Gamer. Dancer. Arts activist. Here to make connections and build community. Sometimes #NSFW(╹◡╹)♡ ばくは日本語のべんきょうます。

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She came home!! 😭 #ZenlessZoneZero #ZZZ

07.02.2026 18:59 — 👍 4    🔁 1    💬 2    📌 0

The only thing on the agenda today is rest.

07.02.2026 17:21 — 👍 66    🔁 11    💬 4    📌 1

Im about to go restore this pan! Brb yall. Updates coming later today lol

07.02.2026 15:35 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Like! I’m distraught and my flabbers are gasted! 😩

07.02.2026 15:33 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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You think that’s gone work on this! 🥹 I’ll definitely take your advice and try my best to recover it and season it, to get it back to what it was.

07.02.2026 15:24 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

Thank you for sharing your lived experiences!
Out of the 30 something folks I’ve asked so far, it’s a 100% answer rate of “No one”…the body and mind started to break down.

I hope you snatch your time back to rest, before you get to burn out. It’s a human right to rest, not a privilege.

07.02.2026 15:22 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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My friend put my cast iron in the dishwasher!!
It’s so rusted, it’s unrecoverable!

I’m not upset, he literally didn’t know 😭 but DAMN! That was my favorite pan!

07.02.2026 15:20 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 7    📌 1

2. What comes to mind when you think about the deprivation of rest (physical, mental, emotional, social, etc.) and the link to mental illness and disorders, substance abuse and addiction, and physical and mental dis-ease, and other chronic health conditions?

07.02.2026 14:45 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 1

1. Who taught you how to rest? Was it a person, a place, or a particular event in your life?

07.02.2026 14:42 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 1

I’m preparing a social experiment. I’d love if you all would participate in answer a short questionnaire :)

07.02.2026 14:41 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

Reconnecting with my purpose has been….phenomenal.

07.02.2026 14:39 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

GOOOD MORNING TO ALL.

AND TO ALL, A GREAT MORNING!

😁😁😁

07.02.2026 14:39 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Ain’t it lmao he’s the best cat in the world 🥹

07.02.2026 14:38 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Like… how did they expect me to not adopt the gay agenda?! Look at them!

05.02.2026 17:54 — 👍 6    🔁 2    💬 1    📌 0

To hell with ‘em!!!

05.02.2026 21:04 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
Billy Porter with his mouth wide open.

Billy Porter with his mouth wide open.

If they don’t accept you because of your body, FUCK THEM.

05.02.2026 20:19 — 👍 116    🔁 35    💬 3    📌 3

Feeling like I’m back to myself again, but with a clearer and steeled mind and hotter body 😌

05.02.2026 18:12 — 👍 13    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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Coming out of recovery feels like…

05.02.2026 18:10 — 👍 10    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

This just wanted my whole heart!! 🥺🥺🥺
I’m fully receiving all the love, light, and good energy! ✨ Back in such a better space!

05.02.2026 18:09 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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🧍🏾‍♂️

05.02.2026 18:08 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'll be back in February. Maybe.

Peace out y'all.

07.01.2026 17:36 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

This is honest. This is vulnerable. But its the fucking truth.

Suicide is a real thing that people face every single day.

My hope in humanity is truly gone.

So lets fucking pray this next step gets me the help I need.

Sincerely,
An exhausted and fed-up ADHD and Autistic individual.

07.01.2026 17:36 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 3    📌 0

So I will be gone for 30 days to get the help I need. This is my last verdict. My last attempt.

...people keep telling me to "just keep going", "it gets better?!"....FUCKING WHEN!??! Because I am tired and exhausted and have no more patience. I have nothing left.

07.01.2026 17:36 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

But STILL, even in crisis, having people ignore my REAL experience because of something imaginary and made up (pieces of paper with fancy signatures, imaginary rules, trivial barriers that deny folks the help they need due to a dollar).

07.01.2026 17:36 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Yesterday was a tipping point, and I really almost gave up. Ive been doing all the things -- going to therapy, being transparent about my experiences, being patient, setting and showing up to all the appointments and repeating myself over and over. Doing everything that I AM SUPPOSED to be doing.

07.01.2026 17:36 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I have a serious question… like deadass . How do yall keep going on ?? Like how don’t you give up ?

CAUSEEEEEEEEE

06.01.2026 18:59 — 👍 91    🔁 8    💬 46    📌 212

In the process of returning all my displaced water back to its original source.

Me.

06.01.2026 17:30 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
Front pages from January 6. Image: Walter Olson

Front pages from January 6. Image: Walter Olson

Five years ago today, Donald Trump urged his supporters to attack Congress and the Capitol over a proven lie. More than 140 police officers were injured.

Trump then pardoned the attackers.

He betrayed his oath and his country, and we won't ever forget it.

06.01.2026 13:51 — 👍 5608    🔁 2157    💬 217    📌 113
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I want everyone to make sure that they are prioritizing themselves and standing their ground. You don't have to do anything you don't want to; everything is on YOUR terms.

Don't let anybody tell you different and remember that you are THAT bitch because you are THAT nigga, amen?

06.01.2026 15:40 — 👍 17    🔁 6    💬 1    📌 1
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🧙‍♀️🌳⚕️🫂💕

06.01.2026 15:19 — 👍 452    🔁 148    💬 0    📌 2

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