vivica 🐛

Currently whispering to myself “fat is not a feeling” til I’m blue in the face

I feel fat

Fuck birth control

Genuinely scared of tumblr

down 3 pounds from last week I’m on my sigma grind what’s up

AGHHHH MY DAD GOT REGULAR JELLO INSTEAD OF SUGAR FREEE

I rlly want a boyfriend or girlfriend like not anyone in particular, I rlly just want to love someone

Any time I need wl motivation I’m just looking back at the screenshots of what ppl have said abt my body

Just heard the things my crush has been saying about me…… good luck finding my waist!!

Why does Pinterest keep taking down my favorite thinspo ughhh!!!

the fact i still get my period means that im not trying hard enough

cherry tomatos are soooo good ughhh yum yum

never mind

down 5 pounds just from having panic attacks and pacing around my room

i will never lose that dawg in me

ppl will do u so dirty and start talking abt “i bet on losing dogs”

currently in love

things i’m leaving in 2024
- binging
- breaking my fast
- skipping out on walks

my collarbones are getting deeper. we are so back

i haven’t cut since i last posted abt it and they r still healing fuckkkk. and i wanted to h/u with sb this weekend too. ig it’s gonna have to wait

i need to lock in holy crap

day one million of not shitting

whenever i cut myself like the edges of the cut get all bruised and purple. does that happen to anybody else

do not cut yourself when ur angry holy shit the whole room smells like copper and i gotta get rid of this shirt now. scars r gonna be cute tho

i need to get heartbroken just so i can’t bring myself to eat for like 2 weeks straight lol

drank so much over the weekend yet i didn’t throw it up
feeling like a failure

happy thanksgiving. shoving my fingers down my throat

going to lunch with my mom tmr and then to a pot luck, then after that is thanksgiving. chat i’m cooked

soooo not ready for thanksgiving

WEIGHED MYSELF FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER AND IM DOWN LIKE FOUR POUNDS LFG !!