Rou || Balls deep prog

Maybe I'll find a middle ground in the future to share my nsfw content but for now I'm not comfortable sharing it, I don't have a drive or ambition to create it either. Months Missed Of HRT has caused serious sex repulsion bwuhhh 🥹

I originally started my nsfw gpose acc (on shitter) when I had just been ousted from a community over a petty issue and wasn't really in a positive headspace so I didn't rlly care abt being comfortable back then but now that I'm a lot happier I'm like, oh wow I don't like that!! Lols

I have taken time to reflect on why I had such a negative reaction to a post flopping when I usually don't care and realized posting nsfw publicly ain't for me, I think I used to be fine with it because the numbers meant despite my discomfort other people enjoyed seeing it and it made it okay to me.

Yk what forget I even posted it. Idk why I bother

I'm going to touch you

Yayyy thank youuuu

Yeah I'm not either of these things I got this lizard in dresses and skirts, and suck at the game real bad

What if we were two catboys, and we did something intimate... in the default blender viewport....

stages of grief or whatever

Just found out the hard way if you aren't extremely careful while placing furnishing glamours on your island they can just decide to teleport directly to the ninth circle of hell and you can never put them away.

Take this fuckin shit away from me bruh

I can't take anything seriously Jesus

How it feels to be singled out in content

Oh trust, I know and live by it, I picked up dancer specifically for those support skills. I love pressing my support buttons sm

I don't use act so I have to rely on other ppl to upload my dogshit gameplay. I'm p sure if I used the tool myself my logs would look less. Sad

Mine parses are dogshit but by gods the most consistent parse I get that's average or concerningly high is my healing as dancer lmaoo

I can't explain why, but au ra men feel like asexual drake to me

Can't mooch anymore 🙁

They made so many of the CapCut things I used daily locked behind premium and it's heartbreaking

Awe man I'm sorry I missed you :( doggo has me absolutely swamped busy

Yk what I see it cus my creepy ass uncle picked male au ra, I guess I just gotta vibe with knowing ppl are gonna be uncomfortable around me until they get to know me, it is good to know why I was making people offput, I thought it was something I was doing 🥲

(I would love to be educated on why there's a playerbase stigma, what's the lore I missed out on cus i've stayed in my own bubble)

scariest shit ever

I have GOT to remember the stigma ppl have against au ra cus im so used to being social ingame as a catboy. I think im instilling fear in people by walking up to them and being friendly and giving them random things like i usually do lmao

Going thru a phase so rous taking a nice crystal tower themed nap 👍will be posting about blue hair and pronouns au ra for a bit

I wasn't clueless about uv maps and stuff which is what prolly saved me, I used to make custom textures for games like feralheart and made some stuff for second life before this... 🫣 I kinda for the most part don't rlly make m*ds anymore cus I make vrc furry textures now and it's time consuming

Weight painting my behated. ☺️ loathe u baby girl...

I've dipped my grotesque little fingers into model edits as well but it's usually really small things like teeth, I get tired of drawing in the teeth over my gposes. And then just a whole lotta fixing weight maps on other mods I downloaded along the way. But I never really did any model from scratch

This character has long since been retired, I had no reason or lore behind him being a viera'ra I just loved both races and couldn't choose. But man this triggered my descent into texture m*dding madness. 🥹 even my new wol I'm doing msq on again already has custom texture edits. It's so over for mee