Dawn | joondimples

said, i don't feel safe.

maybe im childish for letting them get into my head like this. but i couldn't help it for some reason today haha.

thank you, ari. but i keep seeing this narrative on my tl and frankly, this could be the last straw. I'm genuinely excited for the boys' comeback and want to be more active again but knowing how hostile people could be... esp over something like this which they could easily ignore... idk again, as i

tbh i dont really know if im making any sense. this is all a vent after all. sorry idk who else to turn to.

in these past few days.

writing is my escapism from life. and most of the time these days, it's the only thing that's keeping me going. but whenever i want to resume interacting with the community again, it's like im being rejected even before trying

and if just by writing fiction and doing monetary boycott im generalized as someone who harass and hate bts, then idk if im even safe to share my writing anymore.

maybe its bc im usually alone too and i dont really have a support system in this regard, i feel really alone and hurt by what happened

to write anymore. it's very discouraging and demotivating. and i shouldn't probaby be this affected, but ngl I've noticed a shift in how ppl interact with art and fanfics. and while i write for myself first and foremost, part of the happiness i got from it is by sharing it with people.

idk where to rant so im sorry for venting here. i know i haven't been present much in fandom space due to irl and health struggles but im lurking. and wow. i don't think i feel safe anymore ? the amount of vile things people have said about writers. esp to those who are pro-boycott. idk if i want

A grainy black and white picture of Yoongi with Seoltang, his black cat. There's a star on top of Seoltang's face and it highlights his face with yellow hues. On the top left, there's a text "Seoltang’s Favorite Person" which is a title of the fic. And on the top right is "... is not Yoongi." Under the text on the top left is a summary of the fic. "Seoltang loves his owner Yoongi. He also loves Yoongi’s boyfriend Namjoon. And if he happens to love Namjoon just a smidge more... well, Yoongi’s trying not to take it personally."

🐈‍⬛️ Seoltang’s Favorite Person

🐾 namgi | 3.8k | gen
🐾 established namgi, domestic fluff, slice of life

🐈‍⬛️ archiveofourown.org/works/76597266

#btsfic #namgi

thank you, jai. life isn't better, but... I'll have to keep on living since i couldn't find any way out 🫂 i just really hope it gets easier to go through every day.

sorry for the really late response. but do know i appreciate you sayinf this to me.

thought I'd try to live for my niece and nephew but i dont really want to anymore. they still have other uncles and aunts my absence would prob create 0 changes in anyone's life.

Im so broke i couldnt even buy a rope to hang myself

I dont fucking know what the world wants from me haha i want to die so badly would taking 10 nyquil do the deed or should i fucking jump off of the roof bc im pretty sure the second floor wont do shit and wont fuckinf kill me

Im just so fucking tired i have no one to talk to abt the dissonance of being expected & following said expectations to be a loving and devoted youngest child to your egotistical & patriarchal sick father while being utterly disgusted by the constant guilt tripping.

what's the cheapest way to kms.

will be deleting the post I made and confirm it again that yes, tsabf93 did not stole the work. It"s sugahighs new ao3 account.

Guys, a mutual who originally made the post on 🐦 informed me that the work wasn’t stolen. It’s actually by sugahighs. They reached out to my mutual and confirmed it was them reposting on ao3. Apparently, they didn’t want anyone to know at first but later realized they should’ve made it clearer :]

anyone here that knows a bunch of 🏴‍☠️ website to watch kdrama? I'm helping my mutual on 🐦 to find alternatives but apparently all that I know is not working for them

😖 having a hard time planning this secret santa fic bc it's something that's out of my comfort zone... which should he fun but I'm super nervous about it hhhhhh

and I'm an anon mod too so it couldn't be bc of me as the mod hmm hmm very curious

found out someone blocked my fest and i wonder what the reason is just curious dkdhsjs bc I don't think there was drama around the fest 🤔 hmmm and our theme is not something controversial either...

I relate to this but mostly bc eng is my third language lmao 😭 I can stomach an hour podcast, but I've tried listening to audiobooks and I just can't enjoy it as much. I'd rather read it myself :')

frfr smh

I ate a good burger. It was as big as my face lol

I love les failles too 🥺 I think I started truly became a fan after that album. Yes, and the songs there are incredible. I don't think I have a fav bc I love all of them. My second fav is saisons and I usually listen to it while writing. It's such a vib! Also that's cool that you know the artist :0

Jungkook with silver hair, a white suit and a tie, sitting on the left looking at Namjoon with adoring eyes. Namjoon is also wearing a white suit and has silver hair. He's looking past Jungkook with a smile.

#namkook

╭◜◝ ͡ ◜ ͡ ◜◝ ◜ ͡ ◝ ͡ ◝ ͡ ◝ ͡ ╮
( He will be my husband )
( He will be my husband )
( He will be my husband )
╰◟◞ ͜ ◟◞◟◞ ͜ ◟◞ ͜ ◞ ͜ ◞ ╯
♡
𖧋
。

I'm balancing the emotional side of this fucking family, alriiiiighttt I'm the only romantic who loves to daydream and write poem and love stories let me beeeeee

was watching an MV from my fav local artist. He's super poetic and romantic in his lyrics and imagery, but my mom and sister are total logic people and they kept commenting on how illogical the imagery and lyrics are and i turned off the TV lmaooo 😭 it was unserious but damn let me be in my feelings

(Let's Keep It) Minimal beebalm

Latest chapter: Ch. 34, yoonjin, SFW, the astronaut Seokjin is racing across the universe. Yoongi sent a piece of himself along to keep him company.

New drabble!

archiveofourown.org/works/336633...

Oh! Hiii! Can't wait 😭😭 what's your fav album of her?

Aaaa I hope you'll enjoy more of the story once you find the time to continue! It's my comfort anime 🥺 and I've cried many times bc of it lol

😭😭😭 lmao i support that pettiness

a person wrapped in a blanket with a cat on a pillow behind them Alt: Natsume and Nyanko-sensei in cat form from the anime "Natsume Yuujinchou" or "Natsume's Book of Friends" wrapped in a blanket.

any moots who also watched natsume yuujinchou?