hows it going bluesky... twitter is bumming me out
ah! i just logged on and you just commented it must be fate… to be entirely honest ive been going through a lot of mental strain… but recharging by watching a donghua i love… sending luck for the upcoming week! ❤️
whats happening on bluesky
so gorgeous!!!!
im making the wangxian fanart i dreamed of making (checks calendar) SEVEN YEARS AGO?
EEEP EEEP looks so good!
#steelballrun
it looks incredible!!
thank you so much! 🐇
wuhhh thank you brooke 🥹❤️❤️
#mdzs
AWWWE i love love love your pigeon talk on here its so nice
#oc #yuzecomm this absolutely delightful commission of feiyue I got from vanitatorium!!!
thank you so much ❤️
drawing the second circle is torture
i was on a bit of a self loathing trip and was deleting works i was dissatisfied with
it’s true, when i conceptualised my ocs, one was a pilot, so for a placeholder name, i called them “zip”. now, 6 years later, they are a pirate and have kept the name
people. i feel that my art is no longer mine. all the special feelings of love and warmth i put into it have been replaced and this strong feeling i have is being taken and trampled on by others because they cant fathom that as an artist i'd have those feelings. i dont have any agency. i'm so sad.
thank you my dear spica. im sorry ive been feeling inferior because of my lack of skill lately. i've wanted to purge posts to soothe this disgust and by doing so i attracted someone who complained about not being able to archive my art even though i had clearly said i would be willing to send it to
i feel like crying forever. i'm not just a machine who you can prompt for content i am a real person with feelings i'm reserved to protect myself if i feel threatened by myself. when did my art not become mine anymore? i don't know what to do. i want to delete all my accounts i dont know
nobody treats artists as people
i think i’m going to start clearing out this account soon so if anyone wants me to send them like a file of a drawing or something i can do that otherwise i think i will be deleting most things
ok she has been named her name is Itsy Always. And then her tail is A. Goodtime. Itsy and Mr goodtime
AWWE i love when characters have companion names….. so cute awwe awwe
i'm burned by engagement and i'm burned without it but i wish i had it right now because i need money. i am in purgatory
by "friendly" i dont mean nice and polite i mean treating me very casually and as if we are friends when in fact i am a complete stranger who should not be idolised
>account gained popularity due to a certain fandom
>i get sent hate and death threats. i can ignore this mostly
>certain people become overly comfortable and friendly to me. this is uncomfortable and breaches my boundaries.
>when i leave fandom that harmed me i get punished
my self esteem often gets dictated by engagement and ive been getting tossed pennies by a shitty algorithm that hates that i hate it
