I... might've been motivated by recent events.
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@sammybear.bsky.social
Cis grey-ace PoC wordsmith and aspiring voice talent. He/Him. Chaotic half to GMHina. SammyBear on Twitch, ArcaneVenom on HITRECORD. Pun connoisseur.
I... might've been motivated by recent events.
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The first of two Sunday streams (the next will be on 2/15) starts shortly!
twitch.tv/SammyBear
A little bit of a schedule switch for this week since it was an off-week for Wyvern's Mark! We're streaming at 11am PT!
twitch.tv/SammyBear
Here we go! twitch.tv/SammyBear
24.01.2026 18:05 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Just finishing up on my dialysis and about to have brekkie, so I might be late on streaming. Say 10am PT?
twitch.tv/SammyBear
Tomorrow's the last day of my home dialysis training. Soon, I'll be able to return to the things I love doing most--including streaming!
Watch the channel for my return, Rangers!
twitch.tv/SammyBear
We are excited to announce that we are now releasing our podcasts on YouTube! Starting now all our current podcasts will be uploaded onto YouTube the same time as every other platform.
Starting with our currently Actual Play, New Visions Univeristy
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Slightly bad news.
I have to delay my PD training because my catheter moved. So, until I can get back to the access center to have it assessed, I can't start training.
*Sigh* I just have to remind myself, "It's only a temporary delay." π
A bowl of steak, ale & cheese stew in a blue bowl with slices of sourdough next to it.
Copies of the board games Thief's Market and Flamecraft Duals, both in Deluxe Editions.
Got home to a steak, ale & cheese stew in the slow cooker AND to two of my Kickstarter games (Flamecraft Duals and Thief's Market) at my doorstep! A good way to end the day! @cbalchemy.bsky.social
13.11.2025 18:07 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 02024 was the year of my stroke.
2025 became a year of recovery and rebound.
If all goes according to plan, 2026 will be the year I return to the things I love: Writing, streaming and figuring out how to music right!
My return to HITRECORD and more games on Twitch is nigh!
Still recovering from my procedure, but I feel well enough to stream!
Drop by and say hello! We start at 5:30pm PT...with beta access to an upcoming deckbuilder.
Riftblade. Starting soon!
twitch.tv/SammyBear
#Riftblade #beta #twitchstreamer
Ready for my procedure!
31.10.2025 15:27 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0A copy of the novel "Yumi and the Nightmare Painter" on top of a copy of "The Frugal Wizard's Handbook for Surviving Medieval England", both in trade paper size and both written by Brandon Sanderson.
It's been a while since I bought some stuff from one of my favorite authors, Brandon Sanderson. Still have the signed copies of "Mistborn" and "Elantris" from my B&N employment days, too!
@dragonsteelbooks.com
Breakfast, adulting...then I SHALL STREAM!
12:30pm PT, y'all!
twitch.tv/SammyBear
One more week until I get a long-awaited procedure. Then another few weeks until I get a semblance of my life back.
I'm nervous, but excited for what's to come. Maybe more time to stream, more hours open for TTRPG peeps...more open time to hang with IRL friends! π©΅
Thanks, and same for you from me.
23.10.2025 01:21 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0A roguelite beat-'em-up? I'M IN!
It's #Absolum! Streaming shortly!
twitch.tv/SammyBear
#twitch #twitchstreamer
My eyes refused to focus on the slashes. So I thought your character's name was "Joyce Rory Susan". π
16.10.2025 20:57 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I appreciate the kind words, my dude. Again, I'm OK. Just had some thoughts that begged to be put to text form.
I also enjoy your company, whether online or in-person. You and Aka both! π
Look, I don't know why I'm posting this. I just know that I get (rightfully) accused of bottling my thoughts up. And I had thoughts, so I thought I'd commit them to the written form.
Ergo, this post string.
If you read this far...thanks. I'm good. Honest. Just lost in thought.
I love my family, and I love my friends.
I hate not having the time or energy for them.
And when I'm around them, I don't like being a burden (even if they say I'm not...I feel like one nonetheless).
It takes a toll, this cycle.
When I'm at work, I want to cry, but I try to power through.
When I'm at dialysis, I want to cry, but I put on a brave front.
When I'm home, I'm usually too tired to be sad. By the weekend, I'm just...beaten down.
And then, it's Monday again...
There are days when I want nothing more than to be around everyone I love.
And there are days when I don't want to burden anyone...including my other half.
It's a conundrum. I crave people, yet I feel like a weight on them when I'm around.
I'll be open and honest.
Sometimes, I hate myself and the conditions that have hit me. I feel broken and inferior.
Sometimes, I remember what I survived and I feel strong.
The bad days are mentally rough, albeit temporary. The good days feel uplifting, but equally fleeting.
Guys, we're getting MAWWIED! π
27.09.2025 03:55 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Finally, catch @danyansenpai.bsky.social
on either the NVU show or any of his other podcasts (like "Save Point Sessions") anywhere you regularly catch your podcasts!
Whew...that was a lot. We'll see you again, Rangers! π»π
Of course, you can also find LightenRoSE on
@gmhina.bsky.social's channel every Saturday @ 4pm PT playing D&D in the Wyvern's Mark campaign. And
@danyansenpai.bsky.social
on both WM and every Wednesday on the same channel playing New Visions University, an Apocalypse Keys campaign. #evilhat
Also, if you watched the stream and loved our run-through of #Ravenswatch, be sure to pick it up! It's 50% off on Steam right now, and worth every penny (not endorsed or supported by the IP owners...just love the game).
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