Mismagius

my top 10 listened songs this year

i have NO IDEA what #1 is doing there i swear i didnt even listen to it that much

today I turn 27
not exactly upset about it, but I do miss being younger especially when the places I spend my time online are full of younger people and it's hard to feel comfortable

also stuff like not being able to experience "young love" again or the things I used to do 10 years ago, shit sucks

I'm also willing to try and be a bit more open about how I feel about things, I haven't done that in a long time because I think that just made people dislike me. I hope here ends up being a safer space that I can just be myself and open up a little bit

I've been trying to become a more social person but I still constantly feel like I'd rather just spend all my time in bed. It's really hard to have the energy to do stuff, so in the end I just keep forcing myself to do things and I end up even more stressed because of it

what if i actually started posting here

hi i'm here too now