if any need to be added/changed, I will update or repost this thread. this is the only tw.
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- bloodplay, vampirism, knife play
- petplay, anthro nsfw art, primalplay
- manipulation, mindless submission
- nsfw yume hcs/fics
- I don’t think I have any extreme paras? but I’m publicly pro ppl doing wtf they want in their own privacy as long as everyone is safe and happy.
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- regression vents
- gender dysphoria
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- bpd episodes (mirroring/irling characters, splitting, need for reassurance/attention)
I discuss trauma here. I will not add tws for individual posts, but there’s a list of potential topics in this thread if u need to check.
I will discuss “gross/weird” kinks here. if u don’t like it, no one is forcing u to be here, respectfully.
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this is a vent and kink account. if that’s not the space for you, please leave.
thread below explains in further detail.
to feel younger than their body is. obviously I don’t know your or anyone else’s personal history n I’m more projecting my own experiences for this theory but idk!
—us actually being younger than we truly are, similar to someone who’s been in a coma for years. if they went into it when they were 16, they aren’t going to feel 21 when they wake up, due to loss of time etc. so it makes sense for someone who may have lost 5-10 years in total due to trauma—
if we think about it, our bodies are just the husk that carries us, our brains can be any age. trauma takes away time and age, and depending on our life experiences, I believe it’s possible for those memory gaps and the distress our
bodies feel from it might contribute to—
I’ll just say this. its usually the people that publicly shame those communities that are the real creeps. i rarely meet someone who actually has taboo kinks that violated me the way my exes, who supposedly wanted to k!ll ppl of those communities, did. fuck them I hate them. bdsm n kink coms ily.
no that’s not all it actually pisses me off. idc if others are into it, i’ll say it time and time again, not my business. but when I explicitly explained to them that it wasn’t like that for me, they still tried anyway, and one time buggie was out. it’s why she rarely comes around anymore.
also I have an acc for buggie and I for when I do regress, but I don’t use it often, because I haven’t been able to fully immerse and regress for YEARS.
FUCK MY EXES. FUCK THEM. that is all.
before I even started presenting anything other than cis/feminine, people mistook me for a young boy. I didn’t mind it obviously, but i don’t think i’ll ever be or look like a “man”. idk..
esp in transitioning, yea sometimes I wanna look like a big beefy dude with a beard and long hair, but when I actually view myself at my goal, I look nothing like that. maybe a stubble, but I still would just look like a young guy. i’ve always been told I look like a 12yo boy anyway.
I mean overall I do not feel the age I am ever. I feel 15-19 usually. not a full adult, certainly. I’m not competent for adult life. I’m still interested in the same things I was then, stuck between real life and a blissfully ignorant fantasy world.
I have certain regression rules that i’ve had set for years, for both me n buggie, but I find myself wanting to break some of those rules, like smoking weed or hitting my vape. things I didn’t do until I was at least 13. and then like 20mins later, I’ll feel so young that I go mute or semi. ???
this is also not positive but i’ve been like slide regressing recently and it’s unusual for me and idk how to feel about it. sometimes I feel 15, sometimes I feel 13, sometimes I feel 8, sometimes I feel 2-3. I don’t get it.
found out some things but don’t want to be one of those that post about it bc it’s really not that deep and is to be expected, but at the same time it kinda hurts/is confusing to me so i’ll be here for a bit I think..
but m gonna post some stuff to distract maybe if that’s ok
I believe you, though you’ve definitely in my opinion had reasons to, I greatly appreciate that you don’t, and I’m glad i’ve been able to keep in contact and be friends :)
🫂 I appreciate you.
thank you for not hating me.
I actually hate that I have to do this just to exist “normally”. but fuck it right? if my only option is to sedate myself to tolerate this world, then sedated I shall be.
pill soup. good soup. make life more bearable. make me want to hurt people less. make it easier to pretend I still want to be here. yay for pills :)
that’s how I was when I first started talking to my partner too, so it’s bringing back some nice memories. now I’M flustered over something that happened almost 3 yrs ago 😅😅
imma go jump on him and bite him
watching oomf be all flustered over the person they’re talking to is so fucking adorable. I love witnessing budding bonds.
I had an unhealthy attachment to lil miss rarity when I was younger. I would watch the compilations to fall asleep. don’t know what that says about me but ey 🤷
’ve rediscovered Yagami Yato n I’m not gonna be normal about it.
nice cock, queen <3
if it’s something trauma-related i’ll mute/block, but just know I’m not looking for conflict here. let me be me and you be you, and we can all be happyish. just keep in mind this is a vent AND kink acc. so if you don’t want to see one of the two, respectfully depart plz!
getting more attention here is very anxiety inducing. hello. I’m not trying to be relatable or anything I’m just an awkward cringe freaky lil guy. you can stay if you’re nice. I won’t fb if smth you post ab frequently is smth I don’t want to see, but I won’t bother you ab it. no hard feelings <3
yes exactly
