fueled by burning hatred

i don't want to forgive you, you have laughed at my problems and my pain, you made simple yet important promises but couldn't keep them, you made excuses every time I called you out for your unfairness

I hate you with so much of my existence

pisses me off how you that you told me that you don't like the idea of the polycule being a hierarchy only for you give more attention to rose than any of your other partners literally two months later

the only difference between you and Jammie is that Jammie actually admitted it when she favored one partner

theres two exes I genuinley hate with a burning passion
one I mildly hate
one I miss even though I should be hating them for obvious reasons
one I am deeply concerned for
and one that idgaf about anymore

fuck I might be obsessed with him

when I'm in a being lonely contest and my opponent is conquest from invincible

when I'm in a blocking someone because I don't want to hear from them but then immediately stalking them on both the account I blocked and the account they blocked me on so I wouldn't stalk them contest and my opponent is that one ex

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when I'm in an openly be fine with or support terrible things because in movies it looks cool or because it doesn't directly affect me contest and my opponent is another ex in particular

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when I'm in an unfair treatment contest and my opponent is that one particular ex of mine

wrong account but idgaf

evil

wish I didn't have to fill the emptiness in my life with hatred

like actually, fuck you

if you stalk this account after I block you on it I hope nothing but the worst for you

im tired of missing you

i bocked you on this account for a reason

instead of making me feel like a villain of the week they make me feel like town hero
I will always be greatful for them <3

you know who you are

im glad that people understand and don't shame me for still missing jammie

i love myself
I doubt this feeling will last, but it feels good

THE ONLY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE NOW MAKE ME HAPPY

I GENUINELY AM SO MUCH HAPPIER WITHOUT YOU IM NOT EVEN JOKING

she helped me feel better this year it hurts that all that is gone

I really miss how sweet she was to me at times

I feel guilty every time I shit talk her

i really miss jammie despite all that's happened

I wish I didn't miss the company of people that hurt me

by the way don't please unmoot sleepy or rose or harass them, even if I am mad at sleepy you gotta remember they're still only 15 and everyone can make a mistake

i just needed a way to start it off

-excuses or justifications like me not interacting enough (which doesn't excuse posting about one partner multiple times a day and posting about me once in a week)

-of they're partners unless something happens with them or when posting about them in general, they give equal attention to all partners and what pisses me off the most is how sleepy said in December that if it seems like they're favoring one partner to let them know and when I did I just got-