i don't want to forgive you, you have laughed at my problems and my pain, you made simple yet important promises but couldn't keep them, you made excuses every time I called you out for your unfairness
I hate you with so much of my existence
@jroldwk.bsky.social
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i don't want to forgive you, you have laughed at my problems and my pain, you made simple yet important promises but couldn't keep them, you made excuses every time I called you out for your unfairness
I hate you with so much of my existence
pisses me off how you that you told me that you don't like the idea of the polycule being a hierarchy only for you give more attention to rose than any of your other partners literally two months later
12.02.2026 13:12 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0the only difference between you and Jammie is that Jammie actually admitted it when she favored one partner
11.02.2026 23:32 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0theres two exes I genuinley hate with a burning passion
one I mildly hate
one I miss even though I should be hating them for obvious reasons
one I am deeply concerned for
and one that idgaf about anymore
fuck I might be obsessed with him
11.02.2026 02:05 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0when I'm in a being lonely contest and my opponent is conquest from invincible
11.02.2026 02:04 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0when I'm in a blocking someone because I don't want to hear from them but then immediately stalking them on both the account I blocked and the account they blocked me on so I wouldn't stalk them contest and my opponent is that one ex
11.02.2026 02:04 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0when I'm in an openly be fine with or support terrible things because in movies it looks cool or because it doesn't directly affect me contest and my opponent is another ex in particular
11.02.2026 01:59 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0when I'm in an unfair treatment contest and my opponent is that one particular ex of mine
11.02.2026 01:54 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0wrong account but idgaf
10.02.2026 23:16 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0evil
10.02.2026 23:16 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0wish I didn't have to fill the emptiness in my life with hatred
10.02.2026 01:40 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0like actually, fuck you
10.02.2026 01:35 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0if you stalk this account after I block you on it I hope nothing but the worst for you
10.02.2026 01:28 β π 3 π 1 π¬ 1 π 0im tired of missing you
09.02.2026 16:56 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i bocked you on this account for a reason
08.02.2026 19:48 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0instead of making me feel like a villain of the week they make me feel like town hero
I will always be greatful for them <3
you know who you are
08.02.2026 19:13 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0im glad that people understand and don't shame me for still missing jammie
08.02.2026 18:03 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 2 π 0i love myself
I doubt this feeling will last, but it feels good
THE ONLY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE NOW MAKE ME HAPPY
08.02.2026 05:11 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I GENUINELY AM SO MUCH HAPPIER WITHOUT YOU IM NOT EVEN JOKING
08.02.2026 05:10 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0she helped me feel better this year it hurts that all that is gone
08.02.2026 01:55 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I really miss how sweet she was to me at times
I feel guilty every time I shit talk her
i really miss jammie despite all that's happened
08.02.2026 01:37 β π 2 π 1 π¬ 1 π 0I wish I didn't miss the company of people that hurt me
08.02.2026 01:36 β π 6 π 1 π¬ 1 π 0by the way don't please unmoot sleepy or rose or harass them, even if I am mad at sleepy you gotta remember they're still only 15 and everyone can make a mistake
07.02.2026 23:47 β π 3 π 2 π¬ 1 π 0i just needed a way to start it off
07.02.2026 23:45 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0-excuses or justifications like me not interacting enough (which doesn't excuse posting about one partner multiple times a day and posting about me once in a week)
07.02.2026 23:44 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0-of they're partners unless something happens with them or when posting about them in general, they give equal attention to all partners and what pisses me off the most is how sleepy said in December that if it seems like they're favoring one partner to let them know and when I did I just got-
07.02.2026 23:44 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0