CORINTHIAN🏹

mental anguish

i miss the tech optimism era. i was a hater, but i see the error of my ways, ok!

dealing with HRT anger, working on it

ive been turned into a nimble sheep

immediately self conscious about those posts but holy fuck, lol. i need a place to scream.

ive been so tempted to chew you all out, but i wont. live with it. we have been doing better without you all anyway. amazingly better. are you all still breaking up?

actually, i don't care if you somehow find this account. i said nothing bad about you all through this friendship, i told you all to take care of yourselves first. you all over extended and lied and gossiped about our struggles AND pryed "to help".
actual /evil/ behavior. fuck you. go to hell.

you dont get to create a narrative about my partner shooting people amongst yourselves, cut them off, then lurk in my server and only leave when i quietly remove your viewing permissions on JUST the vent threads. did that to avoid it getting worse. youre the weird ones, actually.

actually it was weird how i changed viewing permissions to discourage everyone lurking and give everyone space and they immediately all left in tangent as soon as i did. proved my point... 😓 it's been a month and im still grimacing. glad they excused themselves out, i guess.

by the way i am fine, i am safe. i am stable, despite it all and despite my emotions.

saw something saying survivors of narcissistic abuse dont tend to decorate their homes and... yeah

rediscovered shampoo having many selection of scents mmm

healing yayyy

hmmm well _I_ didnt sign an NDA about the evil witch lair under the earth

A screenshot of a twitter post by @foone on October 26th, 2017. She posts "PQ2 death generator is live! make ol' Jim Walls say whatever you want." with a link to the site, and an included image: It's the death dialogbox from the Sierra adventure game Police Quest 2. It shows Jim Walls, a retired police officer, as a portrait on the left. The titlebar says "Jim shakes his head and says..." and there's "Restore", "Restart", "Quit" buttons. The text has been edited to read: "YOU CAN MAKE ME SAY THINGS ANYTHING YOU WANT i miss sierra games :("

for some reason back in 2017, I decided to make a website to make fake video game screenshots. This was a good idea and made a lot of people laugh.

Here's to the Death Generator, eight years and 270ish games later!

deathgenerator.com

Victor Frankenstein and his Monster I designed in 2021 (based on the original novel) #literature

Incredibly perfect off model Stuart Little in graffiti pen with a big ol cheek and “T-Boy Swag!!” Underlined twice

Forgot I saw this behind a bar the other night

im built like shirtless chowder

A BBC news cover that says scientists reveal the secret. A photo of a fat little puffy dog is shown.

I fucking knew it.

sorry lol had to block someone on main for outright having evil text symbols on my post

im of the "shit man, i think it all depends" crowd

use brain. not the gooner half, but the whole meat.

the "fiction doesnt affect reality" crowd when a bible thumper takes away gay rights: 🙀🤨

i am better, healing even, but it does suck that i may not "fully come back". trying to accept it. taking time.

hm yeah. i went through intense trauma from 2020-2024 and it actually did brain damage, i believe. noticing concerning trends in my cognition, memory, and ability to enjoy anything. weird part is i wouldnt call it depression, i feel neutral. i don't quite now how to enjoy anything anymore.

傍らに白い花三つ

the early evolution of an RPG prototype,

- watercolors done for the heck of it, one of many
- watercolors scanned and used as a kit for a store interior
- rinse repeat step 2 to learn it's limits
- borrow textures from props to prototype floors and walls and quickly assemble a more complete scene!

there is no whimsy online anymore

by the way i am fine, i am safe. i am stable, despite it all and despite my emotions.