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New jacket arrived! ✌️
It's so warm.

Awwwwww I just really love spicy food!

Another good reason to stay alive tbh. I am obsessed.

I cleaned up and redecorated my desk a little last night. It's such a cozy workspace.

I'm looking forward to the day I turn it into a gaming paradise tbh.

Waiting and saving patiently once I get home from Japan!

I love him.

Thank you so much 🫶 I'm sorry you can relate. It's not a nice feeling at all.

I will do my best and be gentle with myself. I have a busy week, with quite a few important appointments regarding my physical and mental health. I'm hoping everything goes okay.

Take care as well. 🥹 you're so kind.

I'm not feeling right lately at all.

On top of my fatigue being debilitating, I feel like nothing really exists and feel so far away from reality even though I'm just having to pretend and go about like things are normal. 🫠 I feel so flat emotionally.

I'm not ready for another week.

Do I love video games? Yes. Am I a terrible video game player? Also yes.

It was a lot to take in and also a lot to open up about. I'm exhausted but thankful. It's nice to feel validated and get a more accurate understanding of why my brain works the way it does.

I'm going to rest now. ✌️

My psychiatrist ended up keeping me longer than an hour and thanked me for bringing in such a detailed timeline of my symptoms from when I was younger until today.

My diagnoses changed. I have schizoaffective disorder - bipolar type and OCD.

We will discuss making med changes next appointment!

Thank you! 🥹🫶

Thank you so much! 😊🫶

Today is my 12 year anniversary with my wife. 🥹🫶

I'm so blessed to have spent so many years with her already. So lucky to spend my life with her. She's my everything.

We will forever be that disgustingly cute and in love couple, even when we are old. 😌

I can't sleep, so I've been up putting some new (and old) prints in frames and getting things ready to hang some tomorrow!

I have two more (Bloodborne) prints coming. For now, I will be putting these up and moving a few others around.

I still don't have a solid circle on here yet. It's a bit lonely. ☹️

If you interact with my posts, thank you so much!

Basically me. ✨️

Inhale the positive. Exhale the negative.

I'm feeling this really hard lately.

I'm looking over my DBT homework and daydreaming about the spicy Buldak ramen I ate earlier.

It was perfection.

It’s ok to feel sick over the state of things.

My wife ordered me a really cool faux fur jacket! I'm obsessed already. 😍

I also got an oversized dark red fleece jacket. So I'll be nice and warm when we go to Japan.

DBT went well! I got to wear my new shoes, too.

I got some treats afterward.
(Excited to try the strawberry matcha cake!)

Home now and taking a rest. 💙

Enter the year you turned ten into the gif bar to see what was popular back then

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Good morning, I do not want to go to DBT today.

My wife is going to make us french toast soon, though, so at least that's a positive.

I'm just feeling extremely tired and anxious. ☹️

Thank you. 💙

Just trying my best to get through it.

Feeling very unreal tonight and not in a good mental state.

Just want to add:

It would be nice if adding medications and changing doses worked as fast as you start them rather than having to wait weeks to see/feel full results.

I managed to do chores and shower. At least that's all out of the way.

I have DBT tomorrow. I'm not really looking forward to it since I haven't been keeping up with my diary card or homework from my lack of energy and physical health. ☹️

I feel like a failure at literally everything rn.

This is what magic looks + sounds like ✨

Toast for dinner. 💙