Isshiya!!!

iwana munch on themmm dagbwh ouhghhhh

update: it was Like a Stone by Audioslave

if you ever catch me staring at someone lovingly like this.. shoot me on sight I dont ever want to be caught looking this down bad.. #jayvik

IM PLAGUED BY EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION! It’s like my brain just won’t function, I don’t know what’s happening to me

ykno, i realize that there is something other than programming i hate with a burning passion, and it's making documents. i hate thesis papers. i want to drown rn so bad.

I don't really do goth makeup as I've never really seen myself as a goth, I just happen to wear a lot of black clothes because it's my favorite color. I wanted to try it out, and I honestly really like how it looks on me.

#Goth #GothMakeup

programming is fucking my shit UP goddamn these bugs are too fuckin strong

there are days that im just really sick of social media and being online that i want to throw out all my gadgets and run into the forest. my brain is so fried that all the usual overstimulation and brain rot is making me bored when it shouldn't.

i fear my over all mental health, tiktok, and ai have rotted my brain to a state comparable to aerated sewer water. its all shit and garbage in there but its so fuckin hyperactive.

wanted to test out cosplay makeup, so have an Anya closet cosplay!

#AnyaMouthwashing #Mouthwashing #cosplay

but if its simply holding the door open out of being polite/kind? if you get mad about that, you have bigger issues you need to be addressing.

saw a tiktok, this girl was basically going off on how mad she would be if her man held the door open for another girl if there was one coming in after them. if the dude was being flirtatious while doing so, sure, whatever.

meant to be grinding the fuck outta my thesis project but I'm just:

AAAAAA there's this song i keep hearing in my head but I don't know any of the lyrics!!!! I'm gonna go insane thinking about it

<3

a cartoon drawing of a cat holding a cigarette in its mouth . ALT: a cartoon drawing of a cat holding a cigarette in its mouth .

test

a pile of orange and yellow candy corn on a table ALT: a pile of orange and yellow candy corn on a table

candy corn birb <3

Rakuyou Con was super fun!!! So tired but there were so many people (onlookers and cosers alike), it was so lively!!! Some solo pics of me and my Jeff the Killer (closet) cosplay!

#RakuyouCon2024 #JeffTheKiller #JeffTheKillerCosplay #Cosplay

Perhaps it was his upbringing, idk, but I made the decision to finally unfriend him on all socials. I was blinded by the great memories we had together, and failed to see that in reality, we wouldn't actually be a match, and he would most likely see me as a weirdo.

I still had him as a friend on my other social media, but he recently reposted something transphobic. I kind of stared at it for a while, and opened his profile to see his other shared posts - many of them were homophobic, and he was my age.

I remember mentioning before about how "handsome" I was, as I used to have really short hair, and he would shake his head with an odd look on his face as response. I kind of just brushed this off, maybe he just thought I was being silly.

I used to have this person that I saw as my... idk, "The One That Got Away" person. We clicked so very well, and in my mind it was the right person, wrong time. However, I now realize he probably wouldn't even accept me for who I am, as someone who is genderfluid.

same here. keep safe everyone from the US (that didnt vote for orange dude)!!! we love you <3

Make up trial for Jeff the Killer!!!! sent some photos to my friends and apparently two of them got jumpscared lol so i guess i succeeded in making myself look *not* like an ikemen njbabfhwvb

#cosplay #makeuptrial #JeffTheKiller #creepypasta

aaaaa next cos con is coming sooooon!!!! i am so excited njenjbjfjab ill be posting pics here too, ill be going as Jeff the Killer ueueueu

boi if i knew how to draw anatomy and perspective i would draw all sorts of 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 shit with my favorite characters, you have no idea how much i want to draw my fave characters in slutty little outfits and have each and every muscle on their body be perfectly defined.

the light... it is speaking to me...