melo 🐚

ovulating? not fun

i’m really not sure what else to do besides to just keep trying??? that’s all i can ever seem to do. but sometimes it doesn’t feel like it’s never enough and it’s very disheartening! i’m trying my best but when will it finally show that i am

i really feel lost in what i’m doing in terms of my life and i know everyone’s situation is different but god i am wasting time. i feel stuck

thats funny

i didnt get the job btw LMAOOOOO

when will this job message me telling me i got the job or not RAAAAAAA

it was a good decision to make btw

i wish i was rich to meet all my friends in one place ):

sighhhhhhhhhhh

friendship is really just telling my friends that i want to peg zack fair and matt murdock

girlhood is buying a new vibe because yours is dying and acting funky but the one you bought is the exact one

talking stage, situationship. idk what the fuck to call that anymore but anyway it's annoying regardless lol

i really hate that i had a talking stage in petal pals 1.0 because i hate that petal pals in the gif search bar is all gifs he made for me lmfao

i cannot stop thinking about this job god im so ruined if i dont get the job hahaha

ok this is the second time bsky wont let me attach the video so i give up.

anyway today we shall be talking about one of my few tiktok crushes. unfortunately this is my type and i find it hot

bsky why did you post that WITHOUT the video

anyway having crushes is fun and all but when will i someone have a crush on meeee (sorry for posts like this again maybe i’m ovulating)

gonna blame it on astrology or something (my venus is in pisces)

forever a yearner and lover girl who wants to flirt for dopamine

oh do you now? 🧐

keep thinking about this stupid job application gawd i want this job so bad ): i can work with kids during the week, work retail on the weekends i'll make so much money and although working will kids will be very hard at first i feel like once i get the hang of it, i'll love it way more than retail

DONT ALRIGHT BUDDY ME??????

no actually u didnt see that post sorry

yknow doing a tarot reading for myself hurt me but i should've expected that (i got told that basically i am feeling not confident in myself in terms of love because i am being blocked off from love due to my current situation with my career/finances... which is true)

i will get this job and it will work out very close to me i know it will it HAS to

saw someone with a shirt for the job i applied for at work today for which scared me

the people pleaser in me was NOT having a good time that day

the way it took me a full 10 seconds to remember what this was about oh brother get a grip @ past me

anyway i hope i get this job and if i dont then its fine the universe has something else for me but bro i want it so bad