Becks

I actually think it may even be on Tuesday. But Wednesday is the most probable time. Or you know… Thursday.

Ahhhhh

So next week I’m having my IUI and I hate all this waiting bc wdym I have had to wait two and a half weeks after my period for the IUI and then have the two week wait after that!??

It’s going to hurt so much with all these influencers doing IVF rn if they get pregnant next month and I don’t. Someone take my heart and put it in a protective case

People on AITA never beats the allegations of not being able to read

I am so tired of genocide apologists doing mental gymnastics to try to make people who are against it the bad guys

Exactly 😩 like if course it sucks when your child is unhappy, but distracting them every time with a screen is a bad coping skill to START with.
It’s one thing when you’re out of options and desperately need a break, or whatever. But as a routine??

Just like… use screens and acknowledge it’s not the best or even a good choice, but a survival strategy… and don’t lean on it too hard. Bc if you whip out a screen as soon as a child fusses and gets mad isn’t really a good strategy to stick with

Saying it’s educational doesn’t matter, firstly because people think the wildest shit is educational when it’s just overstimulation, but also because they’re an infant who cannot comprehend a screen and only see lights.

And then the “I don’t want to be shamed for it” when you should be feeling shame for it. Like I get you need to survive as a parent but just bc it helps doesn’t make it a good thing???

It’s okay to make less than good choices as a parent, but don’t dress them up like they’re good

It’s the juxtaposition of the “look at how well I’m still doing” while her baby isn’t even mobile yet, and then using screens.

As a non-parent I ofc don’t want to shame based on lack of personal experience, but “it helps with tummy time and witching hour” is just?? Yeah of course they’re mesmerized by a screen and shiny flashing things

A woman on TikTok was sharing how well she was mommy-ing and bragging about it, and then said she’s using screens for her infant. Uhm.

I get why people use them for toddlers. It’s not a good thing, but I get it. But a BABY!? Like an infant who doesn’t even have head control yet??

now I just have to do all the scrubbing and other boring bits. but listening to a book while scrubbing the tiles and clearing out drains is far far more fun than reorganizing stuff bc you have to think way too much

okay I do have my sister's birthday party on monday, so that's social, buuut I am still feeling way too understimulated.

I know I have all this cleaning stuff to do in my apartment, but I think spending a few days with my parents is better. also I've done most of the annoying stuff.

actually going a bit bonkers rn. I think I'm going to have to spend some time with my parents bc I don't have anything social planned until next weekend and I cannot handle that lmao

no actually I am chaosslibrarian

anyway I'm mostly on tumblr now bc bluesky just never feels that natural?? idk.
but I'm chaoslibrarian over there

of course I'm having the heaviest period everrr the few days it's going to be warm in the nearest future
hopefully it'll slow down a lot tomorrow so I can spend some time in the greens outside my apartment and get some sun while I read

I won’t say AI is completely useless, I have used it for things which Google and/or forums were no help and I had tried to find the answer but not finding anything that explained it in a way that I understood it. But I use it like 2x a year at most

It’s weird to me how people who use AI *a lot* will keep seeking validation for doing it even when knowing that people have strong opinions on it

currently wondering if my insurance is even worth it bc wdym all of that is excluded... like what is the point??

“Don’t suggest Greek mythology names”
—> suggests only Greek mythology names
“I don’t like Nova”
—> suggests Nova
“I like Io but it’s Greek”
—> suggests Io
“I don’t want to use Aster bc of reasons”
—> suggests Aster

And then they downvote ME for saying the names aren’t part of the prompt

Name nerds on Reddit is frustrating. Bc I’ll say “I don’t want them to be x” and “I dislike these names” and they’ll completely ignore the prompt and suggest names I’ve said I dislike, or I can’t use.

Might get knocked up in August lol

got the inspiration to build in the sims again for the first time in a looong time

built for smth like a 100 babies challenge but idk

Imagine when people complained we didn’t get enough 😅 I am struggling to keep up + the updates are stressful alone

I need the ferility clinic to call next week about the treatment plan bc surely they cannot expect me to go all summer without knowing the next steps?? surely??

Lmao do I only log onto Bluesky to whine? I need to be less of a whiner

Where is M19?? Do I have to download it all separately just bc I don’t want ONE part of it?

Ugh guess I have to DL the add on I don’t even want

I know this is all free and complaining is a bit entitled, but I’m more frustrated with them game for not recognizing it is GONE

Updated the game and mods. Again.

I removed M19 before I even added it to the folder!!!!! RPO is pissing me off.

It takes a fucking hour just to start a game now because every time there’s all these updates and then the mods gives errors it shouldn’t be giving

UGHHHHHH