if i had killed myself today i wouldnβt have seen the stars tonight
12.01.2026 00:21 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0@melanch0lyhill.bsky.social
vent account for a 25 year old with too many thoughts in his head and not enough money for therapy.
if i had killed myself today i wouldnβt have seen the stars tonight
12.01.2026 00:21 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0canβt stop laughing rn
13.10.2025 13:40 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0making my partner a βsorry i gave you a utiβ card bc our gay asses canβt keep our hands off each other for 5 minutes
13.10.2025 12:39 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0watching women twice my age join an mlm to lose half the amount of weight i lost just by smoking weed and being poor
17.09.2025 13:40 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0dehyrdated or alpha male
16.07.2025 15:40 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0holy fuck [no context]
17.06.2025 15:56 β π 41 π 8 π¬ 1 π 0jesus
14.06.2025 19:17 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0god i really am just not enough
14.06.2025 19:17 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0feeling sick xoxo
14.06.2025 19:15 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0crazy how one sentence can make you go from 100 to 0
14.06.2025 19:15 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0damn iβm just really never going to be enough huh
01.06.2025 16:42 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i think a really loud scream in an open field would do me some good
01.06.2025 11:17 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0suddenly thinking about everything iβve done wrong in the last 12 hours iβm gonna be sick
31.05.2025 19:58 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0nothing that crying in bed at 6:52pm while itβs still bright outside canβt help!
26.05.2025 22:52 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0itβs hard to pretend like something doesnβt bother you when youβve vocalized the fact that it bothers you multiple times
26.05.2025 18:43 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0knowing that people are expecting more from you is tough man
24.05.2025 19:32 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i love telling my coworker βiβm gonna go to the bathroom and cry for a bitβ and he understands and gives me his vape
07.05.2025 14:52 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i hate hookup culture and i hate that hookup culture has become so woven into queer culture to the point where i feel like somethingβs wrong with me because iβm not into it even in the slightest
26.04.2025 17:57 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Scroll, lay down, get up, pee, scroll, scroll, scroll, lay down, get up, smoke weed, lay down.
25.04.2025 17:41 β π 8 π 2 π¬ 1 π 1weβre getting there!
25.04.2025 12:41 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0partner looked over at me after we had sex last night and went βi think after today i might have knocked a few points off your rice purity scoreβ and i fear they were correct
25.04.2025 11:01 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0i genuinely do believe life would be a lot easier for at least 4 people of i werenβt around
23.04.2025 16:33 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0feeling good about my body lately yaaayy the twinkification of man!!
21.04.2025 12:49 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0:/
18.04.2025 18:44 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i hate that my happiness relies on others when others make me so angry
18.04.2025 18:42 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0nothing will ever go my way will it :)
18.04.2025 18:38 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0oUUU and why do i feel GUILTY for being UPSET you know what. im done thinking about it. im forgetting it. wtvr.
18.04.2025 13:12 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0fuck man
18.04.2025 12:50 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0