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@melanch0lyhill.bsky.social

vent account for a 25 year old with too many thoughts in his head and not enough money for therapy.

6 Followers  |  3 Following  |  38 Posts  |  Joined: 08.04.2025  |  1.5051

Latest posts by melanch0lyhill.bsky.social on Bluesky

if i had killed myself today i wouldn’t have seen the stars tonight

12.01.2026 00:21 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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can’t stop laughing rn

13.10.2025 13:40 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

making my partner a β€œsorry i gave you a uti” card bc our gay asses can’t keep our hands off each other for 5 minutes

13.10.2025 12:39 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

watching women twice my age join an mlm to lose half the amount of weight i lost just by smoking weed and being poor

17.09.2025 13:40 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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dehyrdated or alpha male

16.07.2025 15:40 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

holy fuck [no context]

17.06.2025 15:56 β€” πŸ‘ 41    πŸ” 8    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

jesus

14.06.2025 19:17 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

god i really am just not enough

14.06.2025 19:17 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

feeling sick xoxo

14.06.2025 19:15 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

crazy how one sentence can make you go from 100 to 0

14.06.2025 19:15 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

damn i’m just really never going to be enough huh

01.06.2025 16:42 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i think a really loud scream in an open field would do me some good

01.06.2025 11:17 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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suddenly thinking about everything i’ve done wrong in the last 12 hours i’m gonna be sick

31.05.2025 19:58 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

nothing that crying in bed at 6:52pm while it’s still bright outside can’t help!

26.05.2025 22:52 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

it’s hard to pretend like something doesn’t bother you when you’ve vocalized the fact that it bothers you multiple times

26.05.2025 18:43 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

knowing that people are expecting more from you is tough man

24.05.2025 19:32 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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i love telling my coworker β€œi’m gonna go to the bathroom and cry for a bit” and he understands and gives me his vape

07.05.2025 14:52 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i hate hookup culture and i hate that hookup culture has become so woven into queer culture to the point where i feel like something’s wrong with me because i’m not into it even in the slightest

26.04.2025 17:57 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Scroll, lay down, get up, pee, scroll, scroll, scroll, lay down, get up, smoke weed, lay down.

25.04.2025 17:41 β€” πŸ‘ 8    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1
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we’re getting there!

25.04.2025 12:41 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

partner looked over at me after we had sex last night and went β€œi think after today i might have knocked a few points off your rice purity score” and i fear they were correct

25.04.2025 11:01 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

i genuinely do believe life would be a lot easier for at least 4 people of i weren’t around

23.04.2025 16:33 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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feeling good about my body lately yaaayy the twinkification of man!!

21.04.2025 12:49 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

:/

18.04.2025 18:44 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i hate that my happiness relies on others when others make me so angry

18.04.2025 18:42 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

nothing will ever go my way will it :)

18.04.2025 18:38 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

oUUU and why do i feel GUILTY for being UPSET you know what. im done thinking about it. im forgetting it. wtvr.

18.04.2025 13:12 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

fuck man

18.04.2025 12:50 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

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