jinx 🦋

what happened to all the vent people where did they go

i feel guilty seeking comfort from my friends even though i readily give it (and more)

one time recently when i was crying he kept making me laugh and he went ‘i must be doing something right’ and god wow he’s. so great.

he makes me want to do better and be better. he gives me that motivation. i can’t tell if it’s bc im thinking of him, or because he truly does show that to me. he’s talented and driven. we get along great. he always checks me when i need it, and i always try to do the same. try to make him feel

get bored. and worse yet, ruin our long term friendship. we wouldn’t be able to hold each other, like he could with his partner. could he live with that? i could, but i know a lot of people couldn’t. but he’s funny and he makes me want to open up and explore things that i’m uncomfortable in.

This entire week is gonna have me like this