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my imach for you today. thank you

small room of harrowed interns w head in their hands trying to ignore the sounds of people talking loudly about cartoon animal sex thru paper thin walls

the social media person for The Guardian on Blue Sky Dot Com has to be like please god what is the one block list that will get me to stop seeing cartoon chicks in their knickers man and i cant be mad at you for that. like im just down the hall from you and you just fuckin clocked in

you know this site is way too small to go anywhere when you run into shit every day like "my porn account and only my porn account is blocked by The Guardian"

HEHEHA funny enough its the cream that makes me break out crazy. the exec that greenlit these 3 boxes for store shelves is a sick bastard. at least make them DIFFERENT COLORS. ANYTHING

jsut clutched my temple unconsciously in harrowed sympathy. is it the water gel for you too . the others are godawful to me

all of this said under anecdotal lens of bigotry+abuse+malpractice in the medical sector but obviously applicable along wider axes of oppression that are not healthcare specific. but navigating sexuality while crippled comes with a lot of people being genuinely Insulted to see you derive pleasure

we are supposed to be punished with sex, and we are even supposed to be titillated by the abuses we weather (to the extent that any communication of pleasure can aid someone else's power grab). we are not supposed to own it, let them know we know, or to pursue or analyze those feelings

institutions of power DO want subjugated populations to be defined by the types of harm deemed appropriate to deliver unto them. its just cringe if we point it out instead of letting them do it. saying in our words "jsyk, i know what is happening to me" begets embarrassment+inconvenience for power

the tightrope of "we are molded by our experiences in a value neutral way" and "what we have experienced cannot be what shapes our wholistic internal definitions of self" is one you can torture yourself for years trying to balance and then one day you go Wait who is this for and just start living

OK bad stuff happened to me as a kid so now getting me off is as involved and exhausting as setting up the board game Mousetrap

i remember why i forgot this one: the comp drives me nuts. elements were not placed on this canvas with an amount of diligence and care i would prefer. but is that not the intention of going straight googoobabies

orange-salmon color alien robot lady blissed out on the floor in a floral diaper and a paci clip

theyre curing womens pain with candy that turns them straight up googoobabies. future aint so bad

I am a Fascist Pig #1 by G.B. Jones two dykes leer angrily at cop writing them a ticket

I am a Fascist Pig #2 by G.B. Jones The same cop is now tied to a tree without any pants on. She has welts from a belt on her ass, and her pants bind her legs together and say “I AM A FASCIST PIG” The two dykes she tried to ticket ride away triumphantly on their motorcycle, waving the belt in the air

thinking about how the leatherdyke analog to tom of finland, G.B. Jones (who explicitly references tom of finland in her work) has an “i am a fascist pig” series where leatherdykes punish a cop

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two words for you. simple. machine. this is gonna change the game

well now see theres -- thats the problem with this one . good catch. im learning a lot very quickly about the indiana jones confusion-traps i leave in all my sentences for people to figure out. its not on purpose.

let me know if you ever walk away feeling something OTHER than "what the hell is this guy talking about ever" after i hit post and ill fix that

incredible invention right there. bdsm only goes so hard because of a lot of disabled people getting fed up and wanting to find ways to fuck that wont hurt. one day ill get one of those damn lumbar cushions

i more or less refuse the assigned label of autism because it was always about my observed nonconformities, not support or accomodation. but saying "lord! much to be said about the utility of a simple fucking machine" instead of "that was nice" i get why people started needing a word for my stuff

every time ive lose clarity of target (which, ill grant it, once people get sore or sick enough theyll lose clarity of a LOT), the a-ha moment that gets me to redirect the grief to something USEFUL is replacing "ugh, what dont my neighbors KNOW?" with "wait, what is my neighbor barred from knowing"

powerful than all of our peers are the ones pulling the levers to segregate the disabled in the first place, not our neighbors! people cant know what they dont know!

❤️🤝🫂 tysm. im thinkin so too. that really is the thing right-- as demoralizing as it can all get, the best litany i have against turning into a little tooth-grinding chip-on-my-shoulder ball of Grade A UNHELPFUL is remembering "we are taught to be Reactive here, never Proactive". people much more>

not even trying to do the fucking lib neener-neener-we-told-you-so!! shit. its a nervous fidgety laugh. we are staring death in the face and i dont know what to do other than pray that compassion wins. we are tired and sick and Physically Stuck. being killed slowly with a paper trail changes you

crippled before covid and crippled after. watching leftists leave us behind when we said "hey eugenics is happening" the first time made me something of a new and different person. i hope people have gotten a little more hip in the last 5 yrs re: subtext becoming text

I will die.

I cannot repeat this often enough. I require dialysis to live. It costs $1000 per treatment. I need treatment three times per week. Without Medicaid, I can't afford it. Without my treatment, I will die.

Republicans are trying to kill me.

and theyve already gotten started too! the initial medicaid purge from a few months ago got a lot of us. ill need rigorous continuity of care for the rest of my life to manage spinal deformity and damage. all gone now. i cant see my doctors. check on the disabled people in your life, we are drowning

hey man good to see you were you at the haunted garage sale too

It is my belief that eventually there will be hands on sticks everywhere.