sillyzone (pet here if you dare)

i miss my cintiq like crazy tbh, inking was so fast with it. i still struggle making comics without it. though after years of practice, my sketches come out 100 times better on bamboo

i inked on a huge expensive cintiq for a couple years and then had to go back to my 13 year old bamboo fun cause it fucked up my shoulders. i do love him unfortunately

more magehand tricks

01/2020 #hal

why are my favorite pictures of them always like this

i very rarely make ocs just for horny drawings. but sometimes hal gets it with this one buff elf sailor merc

09/2020 #hal

u__u i'm sure they get by. they have some guys who don't look like anything at all

thank god you can have characters in your head at all times and do with them whatever you like. crazy otherwise. imagine.

baby you're my aaangel

12/2019 #cni

<3 thanks for that. it'd be sfw only and for promotional reasons. i feel like people go there mostly for fanart and colorful, eyecatching pictures, so i don't know how i'd promote myself there without having that to offer. plus the weird compression and crops are very discouraging 🫣

some part of me is nagging to get an instagr*m and maybe figure it out, but then it's an insanely good feeling not to have an instagr*m

04/2019
bathtime and expressions
#cni

my favorite part of their relationship is the unholy period when hal is roleplaying the most terrible hot mess, and ian wondering 'how bad will it be if i hit that'
[ian, halcyon/nate]

looking for a good occasion to tell him what a good boy he is and that he's doing such a great job. but then U definitely would want to be judged by his own standard, so the moment has NOT come up yet

got myself thinking recently about hal defo Defo knows that uriash has a praise kink. uriash probably doesn't know.

👀👀👀 uuhhhh holy cow, looking disrespectfully

couple heated elf sketches from a while back 🤭

sketch of halcyon kissing uriash on his dumb face

my stupids

sketch of halcyon kissing uriash on his dumb face

my stupids

but hal feels deep down that uriash wouldn't feel it at all. he thinks it's so one sided. he tells himself that uriash is safe, but in the back of his head there's still doubt. his memory is too precise.

only once uriash said something that would make you think he'd feel it as well. he may not get it but like. he'd fucking lose it if hal suddenly disappeared now, like uriash did pre story. i think he'd explode.

i want them to merge cells. i want them to get separated from each other and regret it so deeply they both get extreme separation anxiety. IDK. i suppose hal is already there. it's festering in him. it's like a growing tapeworm.

i did some writing the last couple days about them (disjointed notes, one sex sequence that's maybe longest i ever wrote), and that feels strangely right right now cause istg sometimes i just can't articulate wtf is going on with them in a drawing. i want them to eat each other idk

sometimes your hot beloved has an unreasonably hot alter ego and sometimes it makes your imagination go.. places.

04/2020 #cni

it's amazing how easy it is to make my creativity explode, they didn't even talk about anything important on the last session. hal is so painfully in love with this repressed holy dude, holy shit. LET HIM RETIRE

horny picture of halcyon blushing and being stroked on the lip

hmm

i love taking notes. hate it too. what if someone inexplicably listens to my halcyon/uriash patching up their wounds voice memo

Sketch of Ian (tiefling) and Nataniel (elf, Halcyon's alter ego) doing mean bondage. Ian is face down on the floor, all limbs firmly tied down with magic vines, Nate is pulling his hair and teasing him.

their first time 🍷

little elves have very different needs to human babies. the issue isn't really to feed them and stuff. it's to keep them contained inside the house after birth.

you might not even notice until you give birth cause the larva is so tiny, and if you don't want to parent, other elves will take care of it :o)

it's canon in-universe that elves can transform their own junk and also can get knocked up no matter what they're wielding, although that happens very rarely and there are social systems for taking care of the kids. so for most elves it's no big deal if you get pregnant.