Luna 🌙 / Amanda 🌺

Rabbit rabbit or somethin'.

Rabbit, rabbit. Spooky time!

Rabbit, rabbit.

Welcome, -ber months!

Rabbit, rabbit. It is now August.

Rabbit rabbit.

Hello July…

Rabbit, rabbit…

Sometimes I think you just have a short fuse with me, because you don’t have anyone else that you can have a short fuse with here.

That’s frustrating. I’m not trying to cause issues, but you take issues with so much of what I say these days. I hate how that feels, honestly.

Round 37, here we go.

You fuckers aren’t here for me when I need someone, but the expectation that I be there when you do is gross. Guess we know who the better person is though.

I could use someone in my corner, because doing all this alone is hell. “Well, just stop doing it then!” Why, so you fuckers can talk shit about me? That’s not how this is gonna work. I’ll just keep handling it as best I can, because I’m the only one who will.

Nobody thinks to ask me how I’m doing with all this caretaking shit. Nobody ever has. It’s just been my responsibility and my weight to carry because everyone else abandoned ship—but when I distanced myself? I was the asshole. Okay, got it. Love the double standard.

I’ve never felt more like a failure than I do right now.

Rabbit rabbit.

Welcome to May.

Who would’ve thought my social media hiatus was gonna be on all platforms? Man, I suck at keeping up on things.

I’m anxious.

Rabbit rabbit!

A little over a month, and I’ll be celebrating a birthday. Crazy how time just kinda flies these days.

Carpal tunnel sucks. Tendinitis sucks. Having both is hell.

Pain pain paaaaaaaaain.

Sleep?

It’s early.

But I’m exhausted and he’s curled up next to me and the girls are cuddled up to sleep too.

My happy place, my home—wherever they are, that I can be with them.

Simple life. Happy life.

I’m blessed to have this.

Bro getting older sucks. I didn’t sign up for all these aches and pains.

🥲 and once again, my ears are blessed with the sweet sweet sounds of ttw's voice. oh, welcome back darling, i've missed your vocals so damn much.

Burnout... lol.

Crashout next?

Everything hurts lmao

Sick and tired of this nation’s bullshit current administration and how being human/having compassion is foreign to so many people. Things shouldn’t have to be like this and happening to you, for you to give a shit.

Wake the fuck up. Open your damn eyes. See the new reality.

Unrelated, but I definitely think I caught my hubby’s cold… 🙃

Rabbit rabbit—I’m late here whoops.

It's 8pm and still 40F out. Hell yeah. B)

Doodles of various cat pokemon. From top left, clockwise: Meowth, a cat sitting in a loaf position and you can't see it's legs. It's a light tan with brown markings, mischievous expression, and a big gold coin on its forehead. Trubbish, a green garbage bag pokemon with arms made of trash leaking out of the bag. It has a cat-like expression and one arm looks like a curled paw. Trubbish was included in an official pokemon art piece of cat pokemon, so there is a running joke that Trubbish is actually a cat. Litten, looking spooked and staring over to the right. It's a black cat with red markings and it's tail is standing straight up with fluff at the end of the tail standing on end. Sprigatito, a fluffy green cat with big pink eyes and huge dilated pupils. There is catnip on its face and the ground in front of it and its tongue is sticking out. Skitty, a pink and yellow cat running after and playing with a ball of yarn. It has a big pink bulb shape on its tail with what appears to be three yellow pins sticking out. In the center, there is Espurr, a light grey cat pokemon. It's standing on its two back feet and looking up with big eyes. It has folded ears. It has two tiny shine dots directly in the center of its big eyes, making it look a bit like a creepy small child staring up at you, but still cute.

I love cat pokemon

meme image of a cat screaming at an emoji brain. the caption says in all caps "WHY IS IT ALWAYS THINKING".

Winter sucks. Slipped on ice yesterday and fell… My whole body hurts today because of it.