Governor Beacon

And, of course, you can't break a boy without using your HANDS.

Life continues to be life-ing. Wake me up when it's spring.

Hi all, I'm still here - trying to navigate a move away from X. How's everyone's Sunday looking?

I'd love to make smutty videos, but I just know I'd end up trying to narrate the whole thing like a Fanny Cradock cooking show from 1976.

It's quiet at HMP Beacon at the moment while we focus on life stuff... but once I find where I hid the gear while the estate agent took photos, it's over for you bitches.

I'm so proud of The Boy, he did very well during #locktober and hardly ever complained. In return, he got a suspended forced cum. It's important to reward your subs occasionally - it nurtures emotional dependence and makes them easier to manipulate.

Loving, nurturing, safe D/s isn't "soft". What it is is sustainable. Years of consistent play, conditioning and/or power exchange are hard-won and rare. It's easy for lifestylers to feel left behind amid all the edgy glamour these days, but I see you. X

Flashback: My sub is so supportive. Look what a good body pillow he makes!

An indie documentary twenty years from now describes us as "one of the most influential industrial music projects of the 21st century "

The sub is placing pegs on the table, as a metaphor. The Alpha is fucking and inflatable doll of himself. I'm not there, but I've hired an actor dressed as me to spell out the word "CHAIR" in sand in a field three miles away, the live video feed of which is projected onto the bedroom ceiling.

I tie myself to the bed, the Alpha has to get the sub off, nobody has fun, the whole thing is a piece of performance art on the futility of war. The chair, much like the throne of Heaven itself, lies empty.

Concept: a reverse cuck scene where I bind and abuse a locked sub for hours while an Alpha Chad type cries in a chair because he'll never know what it's like to be loved like that.

It's from Top To Bottom Leathers :)

The worst part is making him put ALL my throw pillows back on the bed when I'm done with him.

I would say that the worst part is the brutal pegging (sadly not photographed), but this little weirdo seems to like that.

It's that magical point of Locktober when boys go from "horny, obedient and hungry for play" to "brain-drained toys who beg for degrading filth they've never been into before". The most wonderful time of the year.

It's so endearing when the boy's chains are so comforting to him that he drifts off to sleep the moment I leash him down and tuck him in. Is there anything better than feeling loved, used, protected and utterly trapped?
(Well, yes, being the one to do it to him!)

I love attaching the heaviest chains to the boy's cuffs. Sure, the lighter chains are still impossible to ignore, but the heavy steel is so oppressive and cruel. After a while day and night in them, the boy agrees.

Should I edit my shoe out? Nah, you need to know that for every bound boy pic, there's a hardworking woman running around, leaping over furniture and sorting through chains and padlocks.

Today the boy got a short break from his belt but not, of course, from his duties as my toy.

It's great for a few days at a time, then we need to take a break and use a simple cage. I know some people who wear BB belts for weeks at a time, but my boy's anatomy hasn't adapted to that yet. We're hoping that some modifications might change that soon.

Yes - we're currently using the rigid one but hoping to make the switch to the flexible cable soon.

For my own entertainment I let the boy try to play with his cock through the belt. I'm very satisfied with the security of this baby. Plus it's so pretty, especially when covered with desperate little fingerprints from a day of thwarted pawing.

Day 18, and the boy's cock is struggling in its secure prison. I love getting him fired up and leaving him to twitch and dribble. Belt by BehindBarz.

I love hearing about people who've bought a specific piece of bondage gear because they've seen it in my pictures. If that includes you, let me know!

And now, in colour. What could be going through that little head of his?

On Locktober 11th, I put the boy in a locking ball/cock ring instead of his cage, and let him have a tiny bit of "freedom". I put him in this adorable, decorative position to really focus on his post-edging situation. Only 20 more days... and then what?

I told you not to buy me coffee on Throne, but you did. An absolutely terrible decision in this economy. I did find a really on-brand roastery, though.

Before or after I've chosen curtains? X

I'm getting impatient - I want a bigger house where I can build a play space that makes full use of my gear collection AND looks good on camera.
I'm hoping #locktober will give the boy motivation to speed up the process.
Suggestions to make him more desperate below, please.

Idea: I start posting Chastity Caption photos of myself, and they start off cute and sexy but gradually descend into increasingly surreal rants in which I outline my fringe sociopolitical theories.