Merlin

I just added this set to my Etsy shop! I’m SCREAMING THEY LOOK SO GOOD #studioghibli #howlsmovingcastle #howlpendragon

#nerdouttrend #cosplayer #actor #professional #renfaire

i have an update from the other site

BIRTHDAY NEXT MONTH! #birthday #vtuber #18plus #subathon #birthdaysubathon #twitchstreamer #vtubersoftwitch #fantasy #varietystreamer

MerlinofStory - Twitch Let's Fight Cancer And Play Games!

@Wizards Hey there folks! I’m going to be streaming Date Everything in order to get more eyes on my mutual’s fundraiser for their cancer treatment! Any help is appreciated from donations to sharing the go fund me link that’ll be pinned to the chat.
See you all there!
www.twitch.tv/merlinofstory

A fluffy brown rabbit appears completely relaxed, sprawled out on a smooth clay surface as if it has melted into it. Its head is resting flat, eyes closed, with its ears flopped down and its pink nose just peeking out over the edge. The texture of the rabbit’s fur blends beautifully with the warm tones of the clay. In the background, there is a pinkish wall and part of a vertical panel with faint designs. The watermark on the image reads “@OBDsity BUNNIES WHO MELTED.”

Cookie decided it's too warm to maintain solid form and he has now transformed onto a liquid 🫠

Oh also Vtuber Problem fixed.
I have my boy

Controversial opinion time I guess. 3D prints you make from Creative Commons files (yes free files you did not make) do not belong in artist alley. They print in place and require no finishing work, you literally just took someone else’s work and let a machine fabricate it.

I’ve been a very busy boy making stuff for the Commander Cullen romancers out there.
He was totally voiced by Hatsune Miku btw.
#DragonAge #CommanderCullen #cullenrutherford #dragonageinquisition

*sigh*
Back to sex work I go.

My issue is that I went through someone who was supposedly reputable and does business through a verified platform. I’m so tired, like everything was going well and then just fell apart. I wouldn’t even be so stressed out had I not lost my job in the Joann’s liquidation

I have props and jewelry on sale (mostly not everything in the shop is on sale.) I need to pay bills and replace my cpu at least this month so please take a gander or let your friends know it ends the 7th. odditiesofavalon.etsy.com

I’ll just open my phone at random and throw more out there every day. I haven’t given up but it’s exhausting.

I’m working on more assets too… I guess I’m just tired… it’s a lot to have go absolutely no where after losing my job at Joann’s and the job search turning up nothing…. There’s been mass lay offs in the area while I’ve put out 150ish applications in the last month alone, I’m losing count because

I’m randomly just passing out or my chronic pain is spiking to levels I did not know it could because I’m pushing myself so hard to make stuff for the shop and stream.
I go live anywhere from 4-8 times a week as a result of this. I even made assets like 3D throwable potions.

So let’s review, I’m stuck using a premade vtuber for now because it’s looking like I got scammed, I have to replace my cpu because my pc can’t handle shit and we’re gonna see if any of the off load adjustments helped tonight, I’m exhausted and broke, sales are down, and

Guess who still doesn’t have their model art?

I’ve been updated twice

Getting those updates was like pulling teeth from toddler.

I also never got a sketch to approve.

I basically just took an L I can’t afford…

Imagine being AnimeRibbon and trying to profit off of someone attempting suicide and making up a whole inaccurate situation just to involve yourself to make said money.
Actually deplorable.

How if feels being in the internet right now. Frankly I’m not too put out about the ban because we all know it’s our government silencing us, once again.

Don’t be the reason I go back to law school

Winners have had their stuff shipped out, restock is coming the 5th provided I don’t like pass out. I also may have solas earrings as well.
For whatever reason the brooch just… does not want to print right.

It’s why I bottle things up, it’s why I keep to myself, it’s why I don’t like to leave the house. To sit here and call a child these things because they were being abused is beyond fucked up and you should be ashamed.

This literally fucked me up for the rest of my life this is where the BPD started to get worse and what started to lead to me not understanding how a relationship is supposed to be. This is why I STRUGGLE even now with anything and everything.

I’m very tired of this.

#dragonage #tarot #dragonageinquisition #solas #fenharel #ironbull #romance

We good life’s gucci lmfao.
Nah but for real life had been great between my business taking off and starting T, having a wonderful community and all that, that supports me even when I talk about being a survivor.
Good times had by all~

I fucking hate having CPTSD.

You know… sometimes I just smell something and it rocks me back to sitting in my bedroom at 15 crying my eyes out because I was being sexually harassed by a grown woman and her husband, groomed, and being denied who I was at every turn. And it’s just a fucking smell that sets it off.