Verse404(gay)

Stop letting me post sleep deprived

Well that's the psychologist's problem now I guess (I do not yet have a psychologist)

This never occurred to me. I just figured I was just fucked up and crazy and this was just another fun quirky thing I did and had nothing to do with dissociating.

Oops

Okay so apparently thinking to myself "I'm not a real person" a lot for the last uhhhhhhhhh forever is actually "depersonalization" and "not healthy" and actually "very concerning" and is a "dissociative condition"

Oops

コード YOU LOOK KIND OF burdened by the weight of your past & frozen by the prospect of your future 414 @clow me Sy

I also put all the text in alt text for easier reading

(Avery is sitting at their desk, hunched over a piece of paper, trying to find the words they need to start writing again.) Avery: … (Avery grows visibly more tormented as they sink towards the empty page, hands moving up to the side of their head, gripping hard as if trying to keep it from splitting apart) Avery: …aaaagh…. aaaAAAAGH- (Avery stops and looks at ther bedroom door for a moment) … …… …….*sob*... (Avery collapses on their desk in tears) Avery: I just can't. I can't do it anymore…*sob*... I can't do anything anymore. Nothing ever changes… I just can't… (silence for a bit as Avery continues sobbing quietly on their desk) Avery: I can't do it… I'm not strong enough… I-I'm s-sorryyyy… I just want to die… I can't take it anymore… I just can't… …*sob*... (quiet sobbing continues) Avery: I'm sorry everyone… I just can't live much longer… …I know I promised but… …*sob*...... Avery: The suffering is unbearable… and it's not getting any better… I just want to die and disappear, so I can stop suffering all the time… is that so wrong?

Avery: …*sob*... … but I can't… people care about me too much… I don't want to hurt anyone… … but I just can't live anymore… …*sob*... (Avery continues sobbing quietly for a few seconds) Avery: …Creator, if you're listening…please… (Avery clasps their hands together in prayer) I don't want to live anymore, but I can't die because it'll hurt the people I love. I wish.. I wish someone else could take over my life… I wish someone else could take my place… even if just for a little while… I want someone else to take over my life so I don't have to suffer anymore, and so my loved ones wouldn't be sad that I was gone. I know I don't pray as often as I should, but please… …please… …*sob*... (Avery collapses on their desk again in misery) Avery: …*sniff*... (Avery pulls themselves back up and dries their tears on their sleeve) …But that will never happen. I don't get to relax. I don't get to go away. I don't get to heal… …I was born to be miserable and stay that way… (Avery gets up from their desk, walks over to their bed and sits down) Avery: …Such is the way of the world… (Avery turns off their bedside lamp and goes to sleep)

For 2 nights only... You may read a very late event for my personal project Dual Seraphim. It is not comfortable or fun but I want to share what I make.

tw: references to suicide

a few more color tests

Cici color tests

TOP 10 WAYS TO MAKE YOUR DICK BIGGER???!!??!?

A redraw of the "Totally Not Malware" image, with the Lucky Star character "Tsukasa Hiiragi"(?) replaced with the Hex Maniac from Gen 6 of Pokemon, below is the text from the image from top to bottom: "Totally Not Malware H-hi there... Do you th-think I could have your credit card information, p-please? Card number: Expiry date: Security code: Th-thanks" My watermark, reading "xCometGirlx" is at the way bottom.

i haven't drawn her in a while,, if i waited any longer i would have withered away #art

WHOS NEXT???!?!?!!

Best I can do is Captain Falcon 2

Bridget Poison with her arms at her sides

Vivian Bridget both hands out like casting magic

Sketchy Poison Vivian with small flames next to her

She just lives in my head, in some fashion or another

guys did u see this

MihoRice commission.
<< #ウマ娘 | #umamusume | #mihorice >>

I was not quite able

Thank you

I am sleepy and eepy and I should start going to bed

An illustration of a black cat in a big pointy hat. They wear a violet and golden cape, and hold a book and a wand. There's a photo of a cat in a knitted hat beside the illustration.

🌙⭐ Wizard or Witch?

late valentines thing 🩷 #krusielle #deltarune

PK Beam Ω save me
Save me PK Beam Ω

She can be anything if inspired enough....

Trans speedrunners be like "okay we got bad rng on the character creation but if we spam E repeatedly a chest will appear"

A bunny at their desk at home draws in a sketchbook. Angrily, they crumple up a page they have drawn on. Other crumpled pages litter the floor behind the bunny, and there are ink stains on the book and the desk. It is night time

Daily bunny no.3234 can't get it right

Call in evil Mario so he can be kind....
Luigi is kind...
He is so pink and nice to everyone...
He likes butterflies

cannot stop testing my markers on kindness luigi it seems

plural robotgirl who calls her headmates her "other operating systems"