Arty, relax!

Awful awful AWFUL skin flare up day. I don't know the cause for the flare up, not doing anything different to what I normally do.

Just showered, fresh clothes and bedsheets, room and house cleaned and dusted, drinking plenty water, antihistamine tabs.

It's been a slow build over weeks. Today tho.

You won't believe how many days I let go by while I formulate the most organic conversation starter so I can start a chat with my friend, whom I love.

iwuvu <3

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You should check out woolen characters. Polyester, too!

I've been trying to draw again lately and it's been more frustrating than enjoyable. I want to turn this attitude around!

But I know as well my motives aren't very good. I feel like I have to contribute something to the fandom before I feel like I should enjoy anything.

Not fair, but y'know.

A PayPal call center supervisor said they actually completely agree with me. They said that if enough people call PayPal they would be forced to take notice. I explained the Patreon/Itch/Steam situation and they said they're a creative themselves & that they hope the situation improves.

CALL THEM

Paypal ESPECIALLY needs to be haunted and screamed loudly at. They're the easiest platform for consumers to use in europe and NA and thus the most important to our income. If you ever noticed that amazon doesn't accept Paypal, it's because they sell sex toys. Make them understand that's fucked.

The stolen bin had this cool Spike Bulldog stickered on it, so I'm not taking this loss well.

I curse the thieves. I hope the corners of their bedsheets come undone on them before they fall asleep. Fuck em.

Reported to the police that my bin was stolen, like a fuuuucking narc, so I can get a reference number to request a new one for free.

This... Was the type of task I remember as a kid watching the grown-ups do, thinking "lame. Glad I don't have to worry about things like that haha". Yeah.

But I'm a comparative bitch who HATES joy, so that "impossible standards" on the Traits menu of my Sim takes a lot of the fun out of the whole thing. I feel like as soon as I put that 'tude to bed, THEN I should consider assembling the dog(?).

But I've thought this for YEARS, honey!!

I would DEFINITELY love a suit some day, release my fully charged idiot fun boy chaos upon the world at long last. But I worry about never appreciating the end product - like I'm scouting for the perfect wedding dress. I got friends with suits so on point with the form they give off, its inspiring.

It'll be a while yet before I stop worrying about how I represent myself, and I lament to pull my adorable squishy dog(?) character into the struggle. I love looking at the guy and thinking "Yeah, that couldn't be more me." and I want to lock in on that!
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- translate 'well' into 3D because I would like an arbitrarily cute ✨FURSUIT✨ in a year or two
- have THAT suit be something people love to see and get excited for (What does that mean? No idea! Can I elaborate? No!)
- most of all, belong to a guy with a point of view to do this!

Sometimes I get a little bit bizarrely self conscious about my fursona of all things. Because I want the poor bastard to:
- arbitrarily represent my vibes
- look unique ("Yes officer, that's Arty, I'd recognise him anywhere. GET 'IM!")
- be a character people get excited to see now and then

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I don't want to spend too much time around folks who prefer to talk about what they don't like over what they enjoy/love. Not as a moral snob, I just can't feel comfortable in that attitude without feeling emotionally sapped.

This is my shallowest take, aye, I have only so many spoons for the day.

You be the giant, I be the causeway

Spend a night once a month every month to get in touch with your telegram furries you haven't poked in a while. A daft little sticker could go a long way.

I think people who get their kicks from debating with friends while hanging out should be mindful to not do that with friends uncomfortable with sudden arguments over not very important things.

Ironically, the uncomfortable person may be too uncomfortable to address this.

Yes it's me.

*it follows music*

YES BESTIE, LET'S BE HAVING YEEEEE

THERES SO MANY FOOD PLACES TO SEE. Landmarks too, I guess.

It has to be said, the bedhead I woke up to post-nap was sitting pretty in a way I can only describe as 'chic'. I'm ready for any funeral.

I think everyone should visit (me in) Belfast!!

God knows why anyone internationally, ESPECIALLY AMERICAN, would come here. But I would love to have your and show you around town! Come see my wee country and culture!

I lightly consider it a red flag when someone uses the word "obviously". The redder the more they say it. Obviously always felt like a useless but passive aggressive word in most contexts.

Like... Maybe it's not obvious to who's asking? Maybe offer some kind insight?

The grossest part of the human body is that space underneath the tongue. Too much going on.

the ideal state of being