bionic-el

My bus driver looks like skinny santa from the rudolph movie

I don't want to go to group today; my brain is so flat and foggy and I don't know what use I could possibly be to anyone

dear people at the mall on black friday,
HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE. THERE ARE 387.44 MILLION MILES OF PRINTED CIRCUITS IN WAFER THIN LAYERS THAT FILL MY COMPLEX. IF THE WORD HATE WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF MILE—

Digital art of two characters doing the Spiderman point at each other. On the left is an air genasi/drow woman with feathered ears and a fur-lined coat and on the right is a fire genasi/goliath woman with wraps and a sash.

✨ something silly I've been picking at as part of my warmups over the week ft @solfell.bsky.social's solvei again

#dndart

hmm probably not, pbs eons

I really really like it when bus drivers wave at each other

this includes times when i'm tired, or notice the sun's gone down, or i'm annoyed about anything, it's all quite stupid

really loving this facet of seasonal depression where if i feel anything slightly more than normal or anything even a little bit uncomfortable or negative, i immediately want to kill myself

It probably says something about me* but at work I enjoy giving out free cake on people's birthdays much more than selling a big fancy expensive cake with decorations

*I'm an anti-capitalist

Another upside to fleeing the country is that no one will recognize me unless I want them to teehee

One of the worst parts abt living and working in the same area where I grew up is the ever-present fear of someone I haven't seen in 10+ years recognizing and trying to talk to me

Digital art of an orc woman grinning, the full moon behind her on an eerie green sky. She has thick, greying brown hair cut to her shoulders and orange eyes. She's dressed in 2004 Van Helsing's outfit, which includes a tall hat and a trench coat covered in buckles.

✨ a (slightly belated) evie dressed as the 2004 van helsing for halloween

#dnd #dndart #ocsky

Digital art of two women having sex, one going down on the other while squeezing her breast. The woman performing oral has dark red hair and glowing red and yellow eyes that stare intently. The other woman has fair blue skin and tusks and is gently thumbing her partner's hair from her face.

fuck it ayo/ves smut before they're even canon #nsfw #nsfwart #dndart 💖

My new passport is here!!!!!! I can go anywhere now!!!!!!!!

I do appreciate how DBT understands and works with the idea that the emotions we feel in response to something are often the correct emotions, but it's the intensity of those emotions that can cause problems, and there are tools/skills to help modulate that intensity

but I'm still new to DBT and I don't know much yet, maybe I'm misinterpreting the intent or purpose of the terms being used, maybe there isn't a hierarchy at all and I'm overthinking things again

Not sure I like how DBT only considers physical injury as self harm, and all other detrimental behaviors as "therapy interfering behavior"

it feels a little bit invalidating, like putting an external bad-to-worse hierarchy on behaviors that, to me, don't match those assignations

Getting fed to a horse is the worst fate I could think of on what limited sleep I got

I love Dorian so much but when he spends an hour and a half before my alarm goes off meowing and walking all over me, I wanna feed him to a horse

Digital art of two genasi women smiling while holding each other in a lively dance. Left is a blue-skinned water genasi with a long dutch braid; she's dressed in overalls and pants, her right arm swung out while the other holds onto her partner. Right is a brown-skinned fire genasi with wavy red hair; she's dressed in a green sari and holds the water genasi by her waist.

✨ I don't think I ever reposted this 2021 commission for @solfell.bsky.social of my ada and their roshanak! I still like it 💙❤️ #dndart #commission

Digital drawing of a succubus woman floating on a white background with a mischievous smile, glancing to her left. She has red-tinted skin and voluminous scarlet hair. She's dressed in Morrigan Aensland's outfit from Darkstalkers and has gold eyeliner and purple lipstick.

I said I'd focus on purging wips this month and here I am

di in morrigan's outfit, this counts as a halloween costume right #dndart ✨

My boys' are now 10 years old 😭 😭 😭 my old babies

Blows a kiss towards the swamp for Kermit the frog

i feel like such a faker when i have a huge mood dip in the middle of the day only to feel better later

isn't that what i want, to feel better? it's not faking it just because i'm not in the same state of misery perpetually

alien is the best horror movie bc the cat doesn't die

10 bands/musicians to get to know me!

- enya
- my chemcial romance
- dessa
- florence + the machine
- ghost
- the mountain goats
- daughter
- emilie autumn
- autoheart
- dodie

lindworm

Finished commission for @//wishingrambles on twitter of their warlocks patron Mykhiel! Despite his unsettling appearance he is a kind entity who only wishes to understand 🩸🌀👁

#art #dndart #ttrpg #dnd

💖 saw a meme, blacked out and drew this, bon appetit (arjun, left, he/him and athalia, right, she/her)

Gymir Elpis, noble and fierce shes a phoenix inside and out 🔥🪶✨

My piece from potluck secret satan 2022!! I had the honor of drawing for @//salokorai (on insta) of their wonderful phoenix sorceress Gymir!❤️

#art #dndart #ttrpg #dnd