Supernova98

I still want to die my hair purple

I will be spending this Valentine's Day with my fictional boyfriend Cove Holden who is perfect in every way.

I should probably go to sleep.

It takes everything in me to take a shower.
Takes so much of my energy.

I feel like it would take a really special person to love me, not because I'm unlovable, but because of who I am and how my mind works. I'm sure my person exists, but I don't know how to find them. They'd have to have the patience of a saint, be incredibly understanding and supportive, etc.

I can't deal with this.
Been one thing after another lately.

Sometimes I feel like I can't do anything right.

I wanted to see Markiplier's movie, Iron Lung. Even though I know it isn't my typical genre, I wanted to support him. The closest cinema showing it is a hour and half away, and I don't have transport, no one to go with, and I'm not comfortable going to a small city alone.

I wish I was creative.
I wish I was good at writing.
I try but I'm never happy with what I write.
Now that ai is a thing and chatgpt or whatever it's called can write it in like 30 seconds it feels hopeless to even try because what I write will never compare to what that could do.

It's raining really badly and it's windy, so it's blowing the rain into the window. It's so loud. I don't know how well I'll sleep tonight.

My cat is a little unwell. She can't be left alone so it's my turn to camp out in the living room to watch her.

Going to be a long night.

Survived it. I didn't cry so I'll say it was a win.

Wish me luck.

I'm on my way to my first grief counseling session.

Part One of reserved girl goes to counseling.

As long as I don't cry, I'll be okay. Crying in front of people is something I dislike doing.

It sucks so much.

Anyone else ever get tired and could easily fall asleep but you just don't want to.

I have an acne flare up. The first bad one in a while.

They lied. They said my acne will be fine, that it's just a teenager thing.

I'm almost 28. Please, give me a few years of good skin before aging catches up.

A game I love, Our Life: now & forever, released a roadmap on when things will be done.
When the game is 100% done I'll be 30! Which is insane because I'm not even 28 yet. I mean I'll still play it but still the thought is insane. Games really do take forever, I was like 24, 25 when I found the demo

Our Life: Now & Forever Roadmap Text Version: Early Access Launch - November 2026 Step 1: 5 free + 5 DLC moments, intro, ending Step 2: 5 free + 5 DLC moments, intro, ending Room customization for Steps 1 and 2 16 CGs, 25 art cut-ins, 25 chapter cards 1,100,000+ words Performance improvements for lower powered devices Steam Cloud save support Features from the feature list Step 3: Adulthood - Mid 2027 Step 3: 5 free + 5 DLC moments, intro, ending Additional CGs, BGs, cut-in art, and character sprites Room customization for Step 3 Features from the feature list Step 4: Full Release - Late 2027 Step 4 Epilogue + full launch Additional CGs, BGs, cut-in art, and character sprites Achievements (in-game & Steam integration) Many new doll parts for the character creator Additional room decorations Remaining features from the feature list Wedding Update - Early 2028 Wedding DLC, one long story Additional CGs, BGs, cut-in art, and character sprites Future Features (added as completed) Updated moment selection UI Updated character customization system Voiced names and nicknames Controller + Steam Deck support Detailed playthrough information

Here's the roadmap graphic on it's own 🙂

My OCs are good enough because they're mine. I try to persuade myself as I scroll through Tumblr, looking at everyone else's much more thought-out characters for the specific fandom.
I'm just having a hard time trying to figure out their style, that's all. Sims only has so much.
Doesn't even matter.

I want to make two OCs that are brothers just so I can use those lines from "I Always Wanted a Brother" from Mufasa, but I haven't a clue what their story would be or anything.

But cool idea.

I just realised that I forgot to have dinner.

Oops.

I got a Jujutsu Kaisen calendar.

I miss writing fanfiction.

I used to have so much fun; I've been missing writing fanfiction so much lately.

I was never very good at it, but I enjoyed myself. But now my creativity is gone.

Casually ignoring the fact that I'm turning 28 in less than 5 months.

I did skincare so that's more than I did yesterday.

11:28 pm I think I'm done for today.

I didn't do much today and I slept till 9:30 am but I'm still tired.

Hopefully tomorrow I can do all the things I was supposed to do today.

I'm starting to think the villains in My Hero Academia had a point.

Sweet girl Florence.

I love Life is Strange. I've been trying to come up with an original character for it, but I can't figure out how they'd fit into the story. I've even tried coming up with an alternative timeline type of thing, but I can't think of anything. I have a character, but they have no story, just a name.