I'm hurt over what people did to me/my system ultimately....ok goodnight
but yet, I am still mourning the loss of this pup, which was myself at one point.
I cried a lot during those days alone cuz I was confused by people's cruelty. but, i am happy I can remember my smile during the worst moments of my life as a teenager years ago.
missing a past where I was a hurt kid, being hurt in many ways, but finding comfort in my art. things are a lil better now <3
I can't help but mourn.
plural system talk:
I feel less fragmented than I did three to four years ago as my alters don't come out often, and my oldest host fused with me as our old personality came back.
yet I got attached to them, it hurts. but I'm healing too.
thinking abt her
puppies girls 2
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like, I'm genuinely happy I cultivated an audience of folks who appreciate furry art and is chill with weirdness.
I'm autistic so I don't know social cues well and into weird stuff but the weird artists and furries i met online made me feel like I gotta mask less. so yeah tyyy
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it's ok πππππnext time
anyway I'm so happy people like my art π and think I'm cool,,,I'm just bunny
you're not even wrong these people are scary
specifically ones who overlap with being queer ain't that fun
I trust and befriend the random pokemon eeveeloution pool toy fat artist over someone who probably goes on the website that has my full legal doxx while having a fursona.
I'm very passionate abt this. I love furries.
every single one of my queer friends who experienced kf behavior like that went into a big depression but once finding a community of other weirdos it lightens the load.
ironically the people doing the callouts made me suicidal so yeah uh there's something to be said. lol.
weird furries have saved me from offing myself and made me feel safer over people who do stupid call outs and stalking artists! much to think abt π
love weird furries 4ever love u guys ur my friends,,,!!!!!&&&$
<3
I'm genuinely sorry I couldn't get to everyone the demand is HIGH!!! but trust me these will be open again soon!!! thank you for supporting my art! see you soon
OK COMMS ARE CLOSED!!! THANK YOU FOR BOOSTING AND SHOWING INTEREST EVERYONE!!! ILL OPEN THEM SOON IN 2-3 WEEKS!!!
FUCK IM SORRY I MEANT TO SAY IM ONLY TAKING FOUR SLOTS BUT THE LAST ONE IS PENDING SO I'LL GIVE A FURTHER UPDATE
(and I'm opening comms again in 2-3 weeks so it's not over yet!)
also another thing, since bluesky doesn't allow direct image insertion, a link to your ref page would cool if I were to dm you!
opening 200$ simple background sfw (suggestive is ok) full body furry commisssions! I accept payp@l and upfront payment!
reply if you are interested so I can dm you further details!
examples! (fat characters are encouraged)
200$ cuz I spend over 10 hours on a single piece !
as of now I'm looking for character sheets! but maybe my next available slots would be more open to custom made ocs and characters, I gotta Def see but thank you for being interested!!!
I'm definitely down