C Zander

PS.:
It's totally fine if you like NSFW art. It just ruined my chances to become a someone artist. This isn't your fault tho.

All I wanted was to share my visions and being seen, being liked. But it didn't work out for me and that's ok.

But yeah like I said earlier. If I have some projects done I'll post them but that's it from my side.

Hope y'all have a good one.

Of course there are a few people here that I really like and I'm so happy that there are a few names that appear over and over again in my notifications (you are true heros). But yeah it's just not worth the disappointment anymore.

I tried to start over with NSFW furry art multiple times cause it was the only thing getting my art somewhat of an attention. But I realized just how much I dislike creating it and how people just cared about jerkin off to it instead of liking the art for what it is.

After 15 years of trying to become popular. Being fucked hard by getting dragged into NSFW Furry media as a minor and just struggling with being overseen overall I just want to stop. There is no reason for me to continue with social media. All it got me is an insane disgust for NSFW content.

Hey,
I will quit social media completely. If I have any project related stuff done I will still post it. Until then ALL my accounts are not being used anymore. I will keep em up tho.

there is also a giant laughing skull at the base of the shadow

short return from my side.
I just remembered this picture that my niece took.
it's a friggin ghost in the mountains.
And no she didn't see anything on the way. She took photos to find her way back. If you know what this is lemme know.
It does look fucking weird.

Here I am thinking about getting a Mac PC due to the windows AI shit...
I go onto their website and this greets me.

Apple Intelligence
Now everything is childsplay pun with AI (KI)

I DON'T WANT AI
I CAN DO SHIT MYSELF
I HAVE A BRAAAAAAIN

We are doomed as a society

alright.
tomorrow I will stop posting and interacting with anything on the internet for the entirety of the next month. going to unplug my ethernet cable from the desktop and just use discord and my e-mail services on my phone.

I hope I can actually go through with it.
Internet addiction is real

your shading on this one is really good

YouTube video by HGich.T HGich.T - ADAPTER

www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVCO...

I can't get this song out of my head lmao

Northern germany.

We had like a normal amount of snow falling and a lil stronger wind. The news were saying it was going to be as bad of a winter as 1978/9 but this is laughable.

actually had to get expensive milk because all the milk was gone.

fucking npc's that can't think for themselves

people were actually panic buying groceries over NORMAL snowy weather because the media was acting like the day after tomorrow storm was coming.
Which is fucking stupid. Cause just a peak outside and they would have noticed that nothing happened except for a lil wind.

my mom surprised me and gifted me the CUTEST house-shoes, because I told her a few days earlier that my feet kept getting too cold.
I suffer from raynaud's syndrome so whenever my feet get cold it hurts like hell.

Doing brainstorming art aka designing is so hard to do digitally.
I feel it's much easier to just doodle ideas on paper than on screen.

Does anyone else has this?

This could be a cool thing that could be implemented into Character designs. It's subtle but could still have an impact to uniqueness

Something I realized about looking at people talking is that you either see their lower teeth, their upper teeth or rarely both most of the time.
And it is different from person to person.
When I talk my upper teeth get visible and when my mom speaks it's her lower teeth.

poor canada 😔

my youtube algorithm is trippin. lol

Okay. Europe is clearly fucked. USA is clearly fucked.
If you're not in the EU or the USA is your country fucked too?
Cause it seems like the entire world is going straight into cyber dystopia movie-esque times.

with internet I'm like "I drank a can of energy today and farted on my chair. yup that's all I did."

definitely time to restrict my internet access massively and only use it for necessary tasks.

I might stop using the internet for a month and just check my e-mails in the morning and use discord.
no browsing, no youtube.
cause when I didn't have internet for a month I WAS SO PRODUCTIVE.
my apartment was always clean, I drew a lot etc.

Valheim rant.

IT'S NO FUN TO CLIMB MULTIPLE MOUNTAIN RANGES IN THE TIMESPAN OF 10 HOURS FOR 30 FUCKING PIECES OF SILVER!!!

Who ever thought to make silver this rare and dumb to find, fuck you.

which one are you using?

the dr pepper energy drink was disappointing.

Can we all just agree to not use any type of GenAI anymore?

That makes me hate the google ai that's forced upon you on every search just more xD

🫂