claire 🌈

✨️🌈new fic!!!🌈✨️

drunk in manchester

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dan finds a postcard addressed to his uni room shortly after the christmas holidays.

he has no idea who it's from. he really should just throw it away. but something about it makes him want to know more.

archiveofourown.org/works/67799976

actually went outside and got my hair cut and colored and got contacts again for the first time in 3 years and i kid you not, i feel like a whole new person. this is exactly what i needed after wallowing in heartbreak all week ☺️

also i really wish i had more friends i could invite over. i love my parents but it's kinda sad that they're the only people i hang out with outside of work, you know?

i really need to clean my apartment before my mom comes over tomorrow but i also can't get up because my cat is sleeping on me do you see my PROBLEM 😩

dan and phil kiss each other on the mouth

currently at work and depressed as hell because i really don't wanna do this job anymore but i also don't know what else i want to/could possibly do as a job so i'm stuck and it's the worst feeling in the world

i'll do what i can (to a point), but ultimately this is up to the universe now. and i'm ready for whatever it throws at me, regarding him.

i think i'm finally letting go of my heartbreak once and for all. bring on 2025!

just came to the most freeing realization about my crush.

no matter how i feel about him, he doesn't have to feel the same way back. i'll still like (love?) him regardless. because like it or not, i'm inexplicably drawn to him. i may or may not be a part of his story and that's fine.

✨️🌈new fic!!!🌈✨️

it is you

when dan gets permission to spend a week with phil in december 2009, he has a stunning realisation.

archiveofourown.org/works/61734658

just watched a wicked bootleg (of the broadway show) and completely SLAYED all the songs i am so ready for the sing along showing i'm going to tomorrow 🙌

like, i get why my library is open the day after christmas and i totally support libraries staying open as much as possible, i just wish mine could be closed for the rest of this week. doesn't help that most of my coworkers took the day off, effectively forcing me to work today :/

i have the sappiest, softest 2009 fic EVER coming your way this saturday y'all are not ready 👀

Tweet from Phil Lester on 24 December 2014 that says "Having a traditional Swedish Christmas Eve lunch! Pickled herring was like a bush tucker trial 🐟🐟🐟 God Jul!"

December 24, 2014: Phil enjoys some Swedish delicacies for his Christmas Eve lunch! 🇸🇪🐟

Tweet from Phil Lester on 24 December 2014 that says "MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!" There are 5 Christmas tree emojis at the beginning and 5 Santa emojis at the end of the tweet.

December 24, 2014: A very merry Christmas Eve from Phil! 🎅🎄❤️

DIL THE HOMEWRECKER - Dan and Phil Play: Sims 4 #10 Click here to subscribe for a free game of Schmetris: http://www.youtube.com/subscription_center?add_user=DanAndPhilGAMESOn the third day of Dilmas.. Dil has...

December 23, 2014: Dan and Phil upload the third day of Dilmas, DIL THE HOMEWRECKER, where Dil visits the Pancakes for the first time and promptly gets rejected! 🙅‍♀️🥞

https://buff.ly/3P8MkSk

Tweet from Phil Lester on 23 December 2014 that says "Arrived at my parents house!! Look what's on my bedroom door". After the text is an unimpressed emoji. Under the tweet is a photo of a door with a Shout magazine poster of Phil affixed to the front of the door. Phil (with his 2013 black emo fringe) is wearing a purple Gengar shirt and black jeans and is standing in front of a shiny silver background with his hands in his pockets and a shy, awkward smile on his face.

Photo of a door with a Shout magazine poster of Phil affixed to the front of the door. In the poster, Phil (with his 2013 black emo fringe) is wearing a purple Gengar shirt and black jeans and is standing in front of a shiny silver background with his hands in his pockets and a shy, awkward smile on his face.

December 23, 2014: Phil arrives at his parents' house for Christmas and is greeted by a JUMPSCARE! 😱🌟

Tweet from Daniel Howell on 23 December 2014 that says "songs that flirt with Santa make me really uncomfortable like please don't sexualise someone who supposedly snuck into my bedroom at night" with an anxious sweating emoji and a Santa emoji at the end.

December 23, 2014: You know, I would say he's no homo-ing too close to the sun but he's got a point here ❌🎅

Tweet from Phil Lester on 23 December 2014 that says "MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE EVE" with a Christmas tree emoji preceding the text and a Santa emoji following the text.

December 23, 2014: Merry Christmas Eve Eve from Phil! 🎅❤️

YouTube video by DanAndPhilGAMES DIL GETS A LLAMA - Dan and Phil Play: Sims 4 #9

December 22, 2014: Dan and Phil upload the second day of Dilmas, DIL GETS A LLAMA, where Dil finally gets the llama hedge and Dan and Phil find out they've played The Sims for 5 hours! 🦙🎮

youtu.be/otWWDI-6Idw?...

Tweet from Phil Lester on 22 December 2014 that says "I'm handing my crown of Sugarscape's hottest lad to @zaynmalik. He whipped it off me with his beautiful hair strand."

Photo of Zayn Malik at the 2014 American Music Awards. He's wearing a black suit jacket with a black collared shirt and has a single strand of hair falling down his face and ending at his nose.

December 22, 2014: Phil's reign as Sugarscape's Hottest Lad comes to an end as he hands his crown off to the one and only single-strand Zayn! 🔥❤️

Tweet from Phil Lester on 22 December 2014 that says "After watching the hobbit I'm asking Santa for a giant war elk to ride into battle on"

December 22, 2014: Phil (and presumably Dan) go to see the third Hobbit film and Phil decides he wants a giant war elk for Christmas! 🫎🪖🎄

Tweet from Phil Lester on 22 December 2014 that says "MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE EVE EVE" with a Christmas tree emoji preceding the text and a Santa emoji following the text.

December 22, 2014: Merry Christmas Eve Eve Eve from Phil! ❤️🎅❄️

On the Tenth day of Phanmas, oldphanny gave to me... Dan and Phils (online) Shopping Spree!!

YouTube video by DanAndPhilGAMES DIL GETS FESTIVE - Dan and Phil Play: Sims 4 #8

December 21, 2014: Dan and Phil post DIL GETS FESTIVE, where Dil gets a promotion and a Christmas tree, and Phil lets us know his real thoughts about marriage! 🎄📄

youtu.be/gSNjjw5WWGs?...

Tweet from Phil Lester on 21 December 2014 that says "Having fake Christmas with friends today! Bring on the board games" with Santa and Christmas tree emojis at the end.

Tweet from Daniel Howell on 21 December 2014 that says: "i love xmas music but sometimes it feels so corporately overplayed and insincere! i need an album of generic festive sleigh-bell ambience"

December 21, 2014: Dan and Phil enjoy a fake Christmas with friends and Dan is sick of Christmas music! 🎄🎵😫

YouTube video by AmazingPhil A Festive Day in the Life of Dan and Phil!

December 20, 2014: 10 years ago today, the greatest comfort video of all time was born. Happy 10 years to the festive DITL! 🎄🎅❤️

youtu.be/CfO_XdrvqEk?...

they're all gonna think i'm an 18 year old boy because of my icon fjdjdhlsdhkek i swear i'm not dan howell i just love him to pieces aright 🥺

why are so many random people liking this omg am i going viral on bsky 👀