@drawmeariver.bsky.social
Late 20’s mommy voiced hopeful-to-find-a-voice-gig artist with a smol stature of a bear oc. Just recently got engaged. Pronouns:he/she/they Ally to any others D.I.D. friendly Masking friendly Hoping to leave to 🇨🇦
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Sad brained. Help.
Dude I really need a depression diagnosis….
26.11.2025 03:34 — 👍 0 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0It has to be the “unique” people want tho. Surviving heart surgery at 6 years old doesn’t count.
23.11.2025 06:40 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I want a forest. I want a moment where I can step outside and feel cold and at peace.
Instead, I’m stuck serving the drunk. The gamblers. The outsiders who think I’m easy pickings until I’m tired again.
What happened in Vegas should’ve died as a child, but was forced to live and suffer…
“We are all good and set. Everything is going great. We never wanted to move anywhere else outside of Vegas.”
…
I’m never going to escape this hell…
I’ve never felt more trapped in the place I’ve been trying to escape from for years…
Kansas, Massachusetts, Washington, Oregon…
I miss it all…
I wish I could just say “I’m depressed” and then… not…
I just don’t want to exist…
Every asmr video I’m finding tonight sucks.
21.11.2025 08:10 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
I’m just a pit of suffering if I’m not someone else’s therapist.
I’m at fault if I’m not hearing someone vent.
That’s the joke.
Blame me.
It’s all my fault.
I didn’t even draw the three days of I had because the apartment people are bastards. I’ve spent my whole time stressed. I’m only ever going to be stressed.
I just want to know how some people aren’t. My husband and I are just stress cycles stirring each other up. Neither of us know calm.
Momma is awake so momma gets to cry.
21.11.2025 07:55 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0ASMR is preparing me to not want to wake up ever again because it’s the only way I’ve experienced any sort of physical contact I want…
21.11.2025 07:48 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0… you ever just know someone who’s never experienced a massage before?
That’s me. Apparently at some point growing up I was supposed to experience it before turning 30.
Unless YouTube is lying to me again.
They made us wait 9 fucking days to reject us because “their computers were down”… BITCH, WE MAKE TRIPLE THE AMOUNT NEEDED FOR THE APARTMENT AND HAVE GREAT CREDIT!
21.11.2025 01:03 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Being depressed gives me depressed characters…
20.11.2025 19:35 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Let’s play another round of don’t cry while husband is awake…
20.11.2025 08:14 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0… asking that has turned into “should I have my husband divorce me sooner for putting a more lewd version of myself?” out there.
I hate growing up knowing I do lewd so well.
I am never going to live my true self.
… should I give my bear oc an interaction account?
19.11.2025 21:26 — 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0I should mention I busted my pinkie toe on my bed frame. Life is a bitch and I’m a dog person.
19.11.2025 20:34 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I haven’t put a price on myself because that would imply I found value in living.
19.11.2025 18:17 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I’m not scared of being relied on. I’m just scared to rely on others for issues I’m having.
I already know I’m a problem, but I’m not the worst problem, so ignore it and vent to me like I’m a therapist without a credit card skimmer.
[Gift] Another draw for @drawmeariver.bsky.social
Vivian the Bear ♡ 🐻
#fanart #notmyoc #sfw #mobian #art #digitalart #ocart
I really feel like I don’t deserve this but thank you so much m-toon. You’re a really great friend.
18.11.2025 17:24 — 👍 3 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0Clarification: Ragatha is shredded in an animatronic suit so she is just stuffing controlling the robot. She doesn’t just randomly respawn.
Toxic daddy style.
Zooble would be treated like a god and get sick of the marionettes theme.
17.11.2025 20:00 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0Alright, I’m gonna spoil someone’s fnaf TADC crossover fic because.
Ragatha would be shredded in a spring lock to come back later, so she would not be the one to die.
Gangle the maront would either team up or fight. Maybe the puppet would try talking through gangles happy mask before breaking it
I use my Ragatha account mostly to watch Caine artists scatter with alternate versions of such a digital baby. Also several Jax artists because I’m a toxic addict.
Other than that I legitimately haven’t seen anyone else under #TADCrp.
Gremlin artists are my favorite kinds of artists.
16.11.2025 19:28 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Having depression isn’t admitting you have depression. It’s admitting you’re long past your own comfort with yourself.
I’ve said I’ve wanted to shoot myself too much for my own comfort….
