jean

8.31 / nier 15th anniversary in ikebukuro

8.24 / metaphor exhibition in osaka

my jp layovers coming home coincided with the tail end of game exhibitions and i was lucky enough to have enough time to see them 🥹

i always hope i get used to it, but i never feel quite like i fit in whenever i come.

i feel like i always get a little depressed whenever i come to the states for school. i know it’s only for a week, but i just get this feeling of uneasiness that is hard to shake.

three weeks til i go back to LA for school… somehow, the summer dragged on in may and june, but july just evaporated!

i always feel like there’s always “assigned reading” for MCU movies and i got a bit intimidated by that, but i went in not remembering too many details from other shows/movies and it was enjoyable in its own right 🙂‍↕️

i hope you enjoy it! i went in blind and it was really refreshing ~ (now i need to see superman too…)

ughhh liver in adobo just ruins it for me!

i am waiting for my flight back home and fuck me why is the flight at midnight? i feel like shit rn.

they said 3-6 days so i hope you get it soon!

OMG I FOUND ONE 😭 i am sending your package now!

pls don’t be im scared i will take it back w me bc i ran out of time 😭

pls don’t be im scared i will take it back w me bc i ran out of time 😭

i brought your package with me in the off chance i am able to find a place to send it and time to do it 🙇🏻‍♀️

i have kept my hair long for the past few months in preparation to cut it, but now that i am in a position to cut it, idk what to do with it (i always trim it but i think i want it Done??)

idek why i am setting up the grid for gw. i will be on shitty hospital/coffee shop wifi for most of it 🤷🏽

@enchase.bsky.social ughhh i am going to be in the ph in a week or so and i feel like if i send you a package there vs from guam, it will get there faster, but there’s not post office near st lukes 😭

the massive whiplash at 9/25… the way my heart pounded was unreal… i need some water

god i love the character progression in this game 😭 found family at its finest…

heismay rank 8 actually made me cry… i… well fuck…

guess i have to go back to p3R after metaphor after all 😮‍💨

made it to 9/11… things just went downhill from here huh 💀💀💀

but i guess it’s better than never finishing games at all…

at the rate i’m going, i should finish this metaphor playthrough this week (or next week at the latest). ngl it makes me a little sad because i am enjoying it soooo much and forgot what obsessively playing games felt like 😭

brother nier bday making me cry and want to replay nier replicant (idk if i have the heart for it tho…)

mock princess mononoke poster. the nightwalker is enclosed in the forest. San is holding ashitaka floating in the water in the lake full of skeletons

You cannot alter your fate...however, you can rise to meet it, if you choose

ugh i forgot my pw for gbf/mobage and need to reset it 😣

man, i fucked my face so badly bc of cystic acne and only became a patch believer recently!! a game changer for sure!

tfw when you realise your found family consists entirely of fugitives