Werewolf or werehuman?
#gyero.art
buh sorry reading that got my tears welling. i feel so weak for getting so hopeless when people like you arent.
Im not worried that queer people will be gone forever. I'm worried that they'll experience the entire length of humanities history suffering and being tortured.
And they're going to have to go through everything we did again. Idk, I just struggle to have the heart sometimes to really swallow how cruel our world is. How cruel people are. How callous and indifferent to the pain of their peers.
Idk, I think sadly we're on path to be the next failed attempt at a better society and world. I think humanity is going to have to rediscover these concepts and ideas. They might not even use the term "queer" or "lgbt" it'll be just. New, if there are even people to discover it.
Idk I don't see like. A future where trans stuff isn't going to be aggressively censored and punished because nobody gave a shit about us. Then it'll be the rest of the LGBT one at a time.
And on top I just feel a deep despair that society is going to be brutally repressive and seek to arrest someone like me in the future for just existing as I am. It's just so bleak and it feels like there's nothing I can do.
I feel like dogshit rn jfc. I just totally mishandled a social situation and ended up really hurting a friend all because I didn't have the sense to ask her something in private.
Not just like, directly citing god. Treating porn as "degenerate" policing peoples appearance, what kinks they like, basing their output around destroying what they find "disgusting".
Its fash brain. A lotta us westerners have it and some people think theyre immune bc they suck dick or eat pussy.
The tumblr bans, the paypal bans, etc. They all used what youre saying as the wedge. Id rather they just dont have the wedge because frankly losing access to everything I enjoy isnt worth it to get rid of 'some' of what I dont like.
Or crazy idea. Its not the place of payments processors to ajudicate on these matters because as intuitive and common sense as it might seem they always end up going too far with it? Like, every time its happened in my 10ish years doing art online?
Anyway uh yeah if youre from a republican or heavily christian background I dont care how gay you are you gotta deworm your brain a little.
It sucks to acknowledge you were brainwashed into certain positions but its worse for everyone else having to hear the ghost of ronald reagan through you.
morning wood
Oughhhh i hi hi :]
Some gay art and more notes on these two (mostly Yuri), because I can't keep a secret about my ocs to save my life
look at this again but not as a shitty transparent png
bonus: the next morning! ✨
My face was never super masc my hips were pretty big to start. Idk, I just feel blessed in a sense. I'm still not 100% sure I'm reallyy gonna be able to present fem in a public setting but it at least feels "feasible".
All things considered I guess I'm really lucky that my puberty didn't totally mess my body up. Really the worst was the facial hair but that's all but gone now.
My mum (not an ally) told me my cat paw socks were cute. 1/2
#corrosart #furry #roe #furryart #truesona
Garlic The Creature Lady 🧄
So I just accept thats my lot in life. I don't get to have a home, I don't get to have a fulfilling relationship with someone and the most I can hope for is to make friends with someone that enjoys my company. So I'd like if I stopped being told it's my fault I can't do those other things.
Idk I get it I'm not actually that valuable to anyone in the grand scheme of things. I'm at any given time 1 really ugly arguement away from losing people I consider my closest friends and I don't think it's ever going to be different. I think I don't have the right mindset for dating either.
Its more she doesnt understand I do not have any plans to have a "life partner" or marry, or have kids ( dunno if I even can anymore). I just want to exist as I am and when that stops working idk. Maybe I retire then.
Love my friends, them and art are the only things I love in this life. So take those away from me and yeah I'll be miserable what a huge surprise.
- and she thinks that by just ignoring the reality that surrounds us that I'll somehow be better off? Idk at least my current trajectory gives me some happiness now so that at the very least I'll feel like my life was in fact worthwhile. That existing wasn't wasted on me. Thats all I can ask for.
Like I know she's getting at the idea that I'm walking down a bad and destructive path in the long run but there's nothing I can do about it. One day I'm gonna be old, the world will be crueler, I will be unable to care for myself and I probably won't survive. I live with that knowledge -
- like what do you want me to tell you? It's kind of an obvious answer if you ask me "erm what if you were old and all your friends lost interest in you and you had nothing and couldn't care for yourself anymore". Probably not be in a good spot! Like idk what did cavemen split from the tribe do?
Also idk anytime I'm around my mum and she's trying to put ideas in my head about how one day my friends will all have moved on and I'll have to figure out what I'll have for myself like. Idk, nothing? I don't have anything outside my friends -
The good ones are invisible and are never victimised wheras every victim deserved it after the fact. Doesn't matter if they even are a minority as long as they were killed by my guy they had it coming.
Anyway no real society can exist with people who think like this. Its them or us.
