Roe's Garden

I've dipped my toe in - trying to humanise people in my immediate vicinity - too many times.

I think I've arrived at the conclusion most people aren't worth dealing with so I'm just gonna focus on people I already like lol.

"Go back" like I'm not gonna need to learn how to write in portuguese because I never learned haha. Ohh fuck.

Yeahhh idk. Long long term. I might just. Eat the climate change boosted natural disasters go back to Portugal and die in a wildfire lol. Idk, Im gonna give living with an actual friend a try.

linux heads were always right. time to sit my dumbass down and learn

Like for fuck sake is it just because you're aware enough to realise your worldview is kinda disgusting but you don't wanna admit that so you larp? Like I'm your lil accessory fag you get to use to unstink your rotten soul? Like just own it, trust me it's easier than owning what I am.

Said on my main too but I also am so done with fake "ally" ass people who just turn around and treat you different anyway. I don't want you in my life if you're gonna do that. Just do me the grace of leaving me alone if I'm so offputting to you.

Like it's stupid. They do not operate on a "shared wellbeing" mindset that I do right? Like, I recognise what I want is good for them too bc we're in the same class. But these rat bastards would cut their arm off if it made sure I lost both it's disgusting.

Like fuck if I'm gonna keep it real we're at the point where a solid double digit percentage of this rotten country would be cracking pints if it was a dead muslim kid. Like why can't I think say - idk if those people dropped dead from whatever ails them maybe I'd be happy too!

Using my mental fortitude to not become so deeply hateful of my countrymen that I see things like "the uk leads in drug related deaths" and think "good less english people".

Lil extra jean for yall you deserve it.

#enderdragon #minecraft #furry #jean #dragon #scalie #corrosart

She was worried

Hes cooking with gas

I read this like spamton as I proof read it.

when [a foid] starts finding you ["endearing"] they are no longer looking to fuck you. you're going on the [betacel] shelf

I think thats kinda why they do it. Its devoid of those contexts to them. I think itd be more offputting to them if they had that cultural connection.

I don't think Corros ever gonna be a "wears clothes" kinda gal lol.

#corro #corrosart #art #furry #furryart #scalie

Opening slots figure id mention here too :)

Also idk. It feels rude but being told I look nice doesnt rly change it. I know how I look.

I think i need to just accept it as the price for not transitioning sooner.

Idk I'd be lying ifIsaid it didnt take away from my joy a bit. But for now it doesnt offset the joy of not just being a guy.

Like, if Im being honest I dont think Ill ever "pass" or really look that great a majority of the time. And I dont think any jaw shaving surgery is gonna fix that its just how I am. If I couldve chose otherwise Id probably look like how I draw.

Nah fuck it here's the whole thing ty @xenopavilia.bsky.social for uh. <:)

I think my biggest insecurity atm is that my head shape isnt the most flattering for a transfem i feel like 😔

my thoughts on journalists are the same as my thoughts on doctors. theyd be cool if they actually did what we all thought they do, which is their fucking jobs

When I draw some absolute dogshit sketch I wanna scream obscenities at the top of my lungs. Unluckily I can't really do that so I just open bluesky instead.

Idk having to deal with transitioning totally alone, having to move the first time sitting in my room alone. Learning life skills I wasnt taught bcI wasnt expected to leave ever. It does make me resentful.

-And now I have the option to take a chance to move out of my town and live with my best friend. But I'll be far from my family. The family that didnt offer me any support any times I asked for it.

-I like where I am now but Im "just a lodger" so I'll be totally fucked if my landlord ever evicts me.

Like ok.

- I moved out because at home I was too depressed to keep working while getting yelled at and being treated like a child and having no freedom ( could barely go to the town over without a huge arguement).

Just idk so many criticisms of me is like "erm have you considered youre making bad choices" when all my options suck fat dick.