Deniedumpling 🔐

3.2018
Sir CJ told me he's extending my lockup from 90 days to 120 days. My heart is racing and I'm so conflicted! Is his decision a blessing or a curse? Deep down the honest truth is I was looking forward to an orgasm at the end of a month. But Sir knows what's best for me...right?

The door creaks open. Fortunately my play partner found it bedside and returned it. On my walk home I call my closest friend to tell them all about this insane experience.

Needless to say I learned that day to never assume again that partnered people on hookup apps are open.

Right before I make it out the front door husband says "Don't EVER come back here AGAIN" and punches me in the eye. As I finally stagger out of their apt I quickly realize my phone is still inside! I spend the next 5 mins pacing outside nervously debating if I should knock on the door.

He's pounding me out doggy style when suddenly we hear the front door unlock. To my surprise his *husband* got home early and I learn quickly that they aren't open. Husband storms in, rips me off his man, and pushes my 120 lb frame around as I'm frantically scrambling to get my clothes on.

2.2018
Dronedumpling 🤖

Suddenly his large muscular hands grip my waist and he grunts “Oh shit!!” I felt him drive his dick to the hilt and expand twice its size before erupting inside me. As he rode his orgasm and collapsed on top of me I tried not to smile at his fool's gamble. Edging can be such a dangerous game 😈

He was so smart about not cumming: taking turns between my throat and my pussy, pulling my cheeks apart to ensure that my hole was extra loose, switching positions often. I was the perfect cock-sleeve, keeping my holes perfectly relaxed while he dipped his thick cock in and out of my pussy.

Rules are he can use my holes at his own pace for as long as he wants, but I warned him that if he came it’s his own fault. He texts back “Yesssss” and within twenty minutes I found myself naked on the bedroom floor on all fours slobbering carefully over his thick meat.

My fuck buddy had a serious dilemma today. He’s been keeping his load for the past few days in anticipation for his sex party tonight. But in his uncontrollably haze he's been texting me nonstop about how much he needs to fuck some sweet pussy. So naturally I offer to come over and his solution.

2.2018
@gimpb0i.bsky.social ily2 🥰

2.2018
Sub brothers 👬🏻 @gimpb0i.bsky.social

At multiple points I was afraid my canines would break skin and I would have a mouthful of blood instead of cum. But I learned that day that the engorged human penis can take A LOT. After using all 15PP of Crunch I finally got my load out of his bruised purple pecker.

During his blowjob the professor admits to me he has a kink for people biting his dick. I gave a playful nibble but soon I realized he wanted me to chomp down on his dick like I would to a sandwich. I slowly ramped up the intensity, biting harder each time, feeling his shaft pulse with excitement.

1.2018

1.2018
@sircjny.bsky.social has been training my sensitive nipples with clamps by rewarding me with his dick. I'm a little embarrassed to admit I've come to really love it...

1.2018
Had phenomenal chemistry with CubAzn tonight pleasing and teasing each other as Sir CJ watched and stroked. CubAzn is especially talented at taking cbt (as I watched in awe and discomfort)!!

1.2018
Please don't tease anymore, put it in me already 🥺

1.2018
Day 1 🔐 Gotta stay warm and locked for the winter! Yesterday night Sir CJ gave me my first load of 2018! Power-fucked me so rough and deep too I was biting the pillow! Then Sir locked me back up and told me that we're looking at a 90 days. Yes Sir, I love being your locked pussyboy!

[3/3] 9 weeks locked and 66 loads is pretty good but I have bigger goals for next year. For 2018 I think I'm committed to making it locked for 3 months! Maybe even longer if possible! And I want at least 80 loads for 2018! Happy locking Sirs and subs, see you all in the next year!

[2/3] I made so many friends along the way both in-person and virtual and I love interacting with all of you; especially meeting and being bred by some of you! Now as 2017 closes in this post is here to recognize my small accomplishments this year.

12.30.2017
[1/3] As 2017 comes to an end I am looking back on my accomplishments for this year. I began this blog at the start of this year to explore my own sexuality and chastity. Much to my surprise, I found such a huge community of Sir and Subs.

I loooooove watching you feed your cunt 🥵

12.2017
This man's musk melted my brain during play and it didn't leave my nostrils for the entire subway ride home. A real slice of heaven 🥴

12.2017
4 x 50 lashes is my punishment for misbehaving and I am left a whimpering sniveling mess. Sir curls up beside me and lovingly rubs ice cubes onto my red hot cheeks, growling into my ear what a good boy I am for taking it all. I melt just like the ice cube 🥴

[5/5] As of right now, I’m still feeling pretty down in the dumps. When I used to lock up for myself I didn't bat an eye about breaking a streak. But now with a keyholder it doesn't feel great to let them down too. I’m hoping that being punished by Sir CJ will help me feel better about my actions.

[4/5] So I text Sir CJ everything that happened. Sir was very disappointed, and let me know that I do deserved to be punished for pleasuring myself without his permission. Our original goal was 90 days into January 1st. This is my first time ever failing a lockup goal.

[3/5] Once the orgasm subsided I immediately come to my senses. Guilt washes over me followed by fear. I have to tell @sircjny.bsky.social , but he will definitely punish me severely! But honesty is the most important thing in a D/s relationship... It all means nothing if I lie to him!

[2/5] I poppered up, horny-scrolled some more, and began to grind more firmly onto my pillow. Big mistake. Before I knew it I was close and suddenly - oh no oh shoot awfuckfuckfuck - I'm convulsing uncontrollably and unloading two months of cum into my underwear!!

11.2017
[1/5] Day 59: my first chastity failure ever. Late last night I was horny-scrolling through Tumblr as one does. Without thinking I began rubbing my engorged locked nub onto my body pillow - something I’ve never tried before. There wasn’t much friction at the start but it felt so good.

11.2024
Days are getting colder in NYC! Day 46 🔐