Pearl•caterpillarsky•edbsky

forget that they were emaciated!!

Like it’s an expectation to see bodychecks and triggering things but recovery spaces imo are so much more toxic and people who are actually in recovery should avoid all ED spaces for the sake of their mental health because it’s just full of these validation seeking people who can’t ever let you

and afters. You’re not as solid in your recovery as you think and you’re just as obsessed with your ED only in a different font. Anyone with a brain knows that emaciated bodychecks in recovery spaces don’t raise awareness and only spark competition. At least in active ED spaces we own our shit

would I get my validation for being emaciated?? Please look at how emaciated I was! I swear I’m in recovery, but here’s my daily emaciated body check pic compared to my current body. I’m still thin right?? Remember I was emaciated!!!” That’s all I hear when people constantly post recovery before

“Just a reminder that recovery is possible” *insert emaciated body pic and current body pic* “just don’t forget that I was emaciated!” “Remember how emaciated I was” “yes I’m aware recovery before and afters help no one and reduce the complexities of an ED down to a weight disorder but how else

Um yeah so when I say non ed accounts dni that includes you, weird porn accounts. Keep that shit on your own side of bsky.

Hoping to be down on Thursday. I usually only weigh in Thursdays but got paranoid I was gaining. To see my weight has technically gone down a couple ounces is reassuring. I need to do better though and I did do better. I ate less today that I have the past couple days.

The scale was down by .2 this morning. I’m still within the same 1 pound range. I always just count my weight as whatever the scale says without the ounces. So like I’m technically losing despite my last couple days of a higher intake but I’m also still the same weight lol.

I need to post more here. Today was okay. I’m hungry but what’s new. Not weighing in again until Thursday so idk if I’m still losing or what. I think I still look huge.

Late reply but I’m playing sims rn. It’s one of my favorite ways to distract myself.

I’ve lost 17lbs since my relapse in September.

I’m not weighing in again until Thursday so I still have time to correct myself and eat much much less. Last week I only lost 1 pound. I need to lose at least one more to meet my November goal. I set a goal for 5lbs each month so that way if I exceed it, awesome, but if not 5lbs is realistic.

The fiber I took today put me slightly over my desired calorie intake but hopefully going to the bathroom for once will even it out??

Can’t wait until my weight is low again. Then everyone will be sorry for how they treated me when I was bigger. I hope it eats at them that they’re part of the reason I do this to myself.

Got told I eat too much and I eat out of boredom so that’s fun. I’ve been eating less than 1200 a day but I need to cut down. This is why I still look obese and no one has noticed my weight loss.

Had some soup to start the day and get rid of the shakiness. Thanks for the follows. I fb p much anyone who is an adult on edbsky other than those who frequently post sh. It’s triggering to me and I haven’t sh in 5 years. The ed stuff is one thing because I am actively in relapse so yeah sry

We’ve officially reached the nausea stage so at least I don’t want to eat anymore anyway. I need this sleep aid to kick in.

I’m so hungry but I’ve already eaten my allotted calories hours ago. I’ll just do what I do every night, wait for the feeling to pass and toss and turn until I can sleep.

Seeing food doesn’t trigger me lol. I eat food every day and I don’t have fear foods, I just restrict and stay in a deficit. I also don’t b/p or binge anymore. I’ve already lost 17 pounds since September and a total of 75lbs from my highest weight. I know what I’m doing.

Like they legit don’t realize that the bmi scale isn’t entirely accurate for them and an adult bmi of 17 is completely different from a minor at bmi 17 and so on. Also the last time I had edtwt non edtwt people would try to “trigger” me by replying to my posts with food pics.

Probably not using the right tags tbh and I know edsbky probably isn’t as active as edtwt but I cannot take the toxicity of that app and also how it leans so young. I don’t need some 13 y.o. who has had their ED for 6 minutes and doesn’t have a post puberty adult body trying to invalidate me.

•Hi I’m Pearl
•I’m new here because I don’t want to be on the other app
•I have EDNOS/OSFED
•Looking for other adult ED friends
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