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This current project is... Testing my patience

Already in the process of correcting... it's just SOOOO damn tedious lol

Fortunately was able to make at least SOME of it up tonight, but it's still a huge hit for a project that's already taken about twice as long as I would have liked.

Oh well... The fault lies with me, and perhaps it will serve as a powerful lesson down the road.

6 gigs of Arc Raiders footage, where I was using binoculars to record everything, where I had a friend help me by wearing my skin and recreating extremely resource and setup heavy shots...

All recorded on my VO capture scene with:
- No game visuals
- No game audio
- No coms

I could literally cry

The country just feels like its one big GTA RP server at this point and the end boss is the president.

It is definitely a hard game to learn since it's got so many high level parts to succeeding in it... But even still, don't deny yourself life's experiences because of fear or doubt. You'll fail a lot... But, everything else will be a lot more enjoyable. 😊

Well, I suppose you gotta start somewhere, right? I've only really been playing M&K games for the last couple years with any sincerity, and I'm absolutely AWFUL as a result... But, it still opens the door to playing a bunch of good stuff you can't play otherwise. You never know... Give it a go.

Almost exactly how I would have described my own prowess. If you want to get frustrated at a Haze/Mina player that's probably never in the right spot, we should definitely spend some time losing together lol

Oh shiz! Do you play??

Meanwhile... On Twitter...

Professional Historians: ICE is nothing like the Gestapo and people shouldn't be referring to them that way.

Me: PHEWWWWW, I was worried for a bit there...

Historians: Their existing structure and impact are really much more akin to the SS

Me:

You want me to pay to go in and tell a researcher "I just don't feel like I did in my 20s anymore"??? lol

Boggles my mind that there are people who advocate for COMPANIES. Tesla bros, apple evangelists, etc etc...

They should constantly fight to please and satisfy you.

Stumping for them for no personal gain is the craziest cuck behavior to exist in the modern era.

I feel like your eye sight gets worse as you get older because your body just understands the simple fact that by the time you hit 30, you've probably seen enough already.

Not even gonna lie... Saw the caption dates first and started FREAKING OUT!!! lol

I'm glad technology is just a total butt and not that... y'know... Emma just randomly died out of nowhere lol

I've come to realize that many of my days simply center around trying to wake up or trying to go to sleep, and somehow continually getting worse at both.

The duality that haunts me every day:

1) When I publish something, I inherently expect it to be critiqued/reviewed by whomever comes across it.

2) The average critical commentary online always seems to come from those with no idea how things are created and would never risk doing it themselves.

It's all G. I've got a couple people helping me out already... But, it's a pretty ambitious project, and at least a decent portion of it is going to rely on a little bit of luck and persistence lol... So, I'll see what I can come up with.

Well, skill is less important than the general interest in putting together a top-tier vid... But, we could probably massage certain aspects of it if absolutely necessary. Even still, if you're seriously interested and down for a project... shoot me a DM and we can discuss.

The project I'm working on is unique in that:

1. You will assuredly lose a fair few resources.
2. You have to be decently skilled to pull off
3. Will be more tedious than 'fun' or 'casual'
4. It will be time consuming (10-20 raids)
5. I can only pay in appreciation and vid credit

STILL interested?

After 5ish years, I finally got Covid for the first time... And I want to die. It's been 6 days. Nothing feels better, and I pine for the sweet release of death.

Remember me as fondly as you're able.

Anyone with Arc Raiders wanna help out with recording a video over the next week or so?

I can pay you in appreciation and E-tier stardom.

A massive happy new year to all of those who are doing good things, spreading good energy, and striving to push yourself forward.

Fuck the rest of you. The rest of y'all aint shit.

I don't even KNOW how many cobwebs I'd have to kick off the tires before I could get myself back online again lol...

That said.... I haaaaaaave been thinking about it more and more often lately. 🤔

Show and tell being acceptable for kids, but not being part of adulthood is a cruel irony I'm still not over.

I didn't have money for cool shit as a kid. As an adult, I've funded my hyper fixations and will proudly talk for hours about all the fancy production tech I've bought. It's not fair.

Maybe women are just much more likely not to provide identifying information to google? lol

Like, I don't get how that'd even be possible given there are plenty of comments from what appear to be plenty of women... buuuuuut... i dunno.,

If I could have it my way, I'd prefer 100% women over this...

The comments I get from some of the dude bros is ... trying. lol

Is... Is this good, or bad...?

Feels like one of the rarest outliers on the planet these days lol

Not the hero Arc Raiders deserves... But the hero it needed.