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im a goner. (edbsky)
Hunger
03.02.2026 08:01 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Y would I be jealous? Why would I be worried? It's not like he's my FP, no! I dont have one?!!!.!?! Im short fucking curciting wh??
30.01.2026 21:37 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 09 days until you leave. Never will you return in my life Mom, because you weren't a mom. I am my own mother. You are a stranger.
29.01.2026 22:41 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0
Eminem: "And love is evil, spell it backwards I'll show ya"
Me: "And food is evil, spell it backwards I'll show ya"
#edbsky
They tortured me and got away with it. All that's left are the lies perverting who I was. A fictional me that got real hate.
20.01.2026 21:23 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0I'm not eating enough to sustain energy to even be awake the whole day and I don't want to.
20.01.2026 21:21 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0About me:
20sF
Bpd, Bulimia nervosa, Ptsd, SAD, agoraphobia
My ED relapse rules my life atm
Ugw 0lbs 0 ounces.
Don't enjoy life.
I post here to vent. I am unhealthy and probably dying. Do not do what I do.
Planning a huge fast for fall of this year. So, a week from now.
I'm a tortured soul #edsky
Stop eating.
20.01.2026 09:13 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Why is it so hard to purge with people around.
If I lived alone, I'd restrict and if I didn't I'd purge 100% of the time.
It's like the risk is so severe of being caught, so unbearably shameful that I cannot stand to do it.
#edbsky
I want to eat
No I don't
Yes I do
No I don't
*skips dinner*
#edbsky
let's combine the stuff and hopefully i fucking die
17.01.2026 00:44 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0if u are too scared to eat will taking a benzo fix it? I mean, I guess I'm about to find out? Not that I need to eat, I really don't want my restrictiveness to go away rn
#edbsky
I want to feel hunger today. I want to fade out.
#edbsky
Hungry ๐ข
#edbsky
Im done
13.01.2026 17:41 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0I'm too scared to eat dinner. After weeks of binging...
What's happening to me... ๐
#edbsky
As school nears closer, the ed rears its ugly head...
09.01.2026 21:15 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Relapsed after being bulimia free since xmas time.
#edbsky
Been binging since xmas I'm gonna go ahead and force a relapse. Can't forget my original goal โฐ
#edbsky
The restrictive side of my ed only appears during school obligations. ๐คจ
#edbsky
Do I have to be getting sick during my hiatus break of exercise. Wtf man. I just got back into moving again. ๐ญ
#edbsky
If I could talk to you, I'd ask one question:
"Do you have any idea the harm you've caused?"
Trust is gone.
I'm not so much mad as I am sad and disappointed. But this will be the last fucking time I'll feel disappointed, because I give up on you.
You broke my belief in us.
When I'm empty I'm immortal
#edbsky
You don't look like a man at all and remind me of Hayley Williams, pls remember we are our own worst critic ๐ I know saying this won't help you see different but your brain is lying to you
18.12.2025 11:02 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0I cant escape him or them so I go to my safe place where my ears ring and my head throbs and my size shrinks and they congratulate me for losing weight because I'm fat
#caterpillarsky
I think I'll throw up now.
#edbsky
My gums are bleeding and my bp is low.
-.5gal fluid
:(
#miasky
The link is back and this time it's sure, it whispers to me "you can never escape."
There is only one way to regain control of my life. And she protects me, as dark as it may seem.
#edbsky
My hair has regained its voluminous fluff, therefore I am a failure.
#fucknutrition #edbsky
