Alejandro

There was nothing that could be done about the laptop since it was outside of warranty. Just barely. I'm going to just. Crawl into a hole.

Still feeling pretty down, but trying to push through.

We're fine for food my parents are covering that - but God I just feel so low. And here I thought I'd actually get to walk for my degree.

I know these are such minor complaints, but no one is actually hiring in the towns near us, the backup laptop is dead dead, and I just want to cry because chasing grad school dreams is stupid when we can't even afford groceries.

Trying to boot up the good ole Lenovo but the screen isn't working? It turns on though so maybe there's hope.

Feeling a little down tonight. I'll pick myself up, just...bleh. The laptop kicking it right when I'm ready to create again just bamboozled me. Next time I'm getting a desktop pc.

The ketamine did in fact help because it was very bad news... Still waiting for more news, but alas.

I hope I find out if my computer is good or not while the surgery ketamine is still in my system.

Getting my next eye surgery today 🥳

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Of course the laptop decides it's time to croak in the middle of the semester. Of course. Please hope it's a simple fix for me 😔🙏

You are so incredibly sweet aaaaaa

I was joking! And I think they would!

Might change my whole plan with graduate schools to apply to with this idea.... Oh no, I hope @divinetailor.bsky.social doesn't drop kick me into the sun 😅😅😅😅

Second cataract surgery is next week and then I'll be fully operational! I'm so excited!

Cataract surgery went well today!

Saw a lot of beautiful art today. This piece also touched me

A fluffy white cat looks down toward the camera with ears flattened looking annoyed .

The world is terrifying right now and I'm trying to just make it through. Here's the cat.

I feel like I'm so behind in the poetry world because I just can't afford to submit my work consistently or buy books from fellow poets 🐸 Hopefully this gets better soon - but things have been rough lately. I'm pretty sure it's rough out there for most people though.

At least it would be an entertaining demise? 😭 Printers are honestly the worst when it comes to getting them to work.

Offer it tuna like it's a cat?

I will say that I got really turned off to submitting my poetry after a particularly weird response and I really need to get over it.

I'm so sorry - I hope you are able to take the time you need to grieve such a friendship.

A fluffy white cat sits on a bed covered in black and white patterned sheets. He looks mildly impatient.

Noodle is NOT in the mood for love and affection!

My painting PACIFIC NORTHWEST

Getting glutened is genuinely awful and now everything hurts 🤕 I don't even know what did it to me! Everything I've eaten is allegedly gf.

A fluffy white cat bonks his head against an arm of an office chair looking less than enthused.

Noodle bonks! I'm so glad people are enjoying my cat posts

Still looking for two more people to help me with letters of recommendation for grad school - fish love me, men fear me, let me write you poetry 🐸🗣️

A tuxedo cat blurs the screen by kneading rapidly

The world is giving me anxiety, so have a very happy cat.

A fluffy white cat sits in a white chair. He is cross eyed because he is trying to look at a finger pointed at his nose.

A Noodle a day